++ a silence i cant ignore ++ [[old]]

++the new one

2006-11-27T12:03:00.000+08:00

once again, i decided to change blog
kohkohkoh jgn lah marah guys ;)
to here:
http://videl-kuchiki.blogspot.com

++the neverending bowls of pasta

2006-11-23T16:21:00.000+08:00

heyy all pasta lover out there, go get the neverending bowls of pasta at italiannies.
i kid u not. the pastas price is rm19.90, and u can eat neverendingly. bhahhh!!! there goes my diet lah kan :-j
[which i didnot exactly!]

keplush keplush *thinking of swimming*
currently listening to: all american rejects - it ends tonight
currently feeling: hnmm miskin :(
i wanna be:richer! amin.

++the bed we shared

2006-11-22T18:33:00.000+08:00

imahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!! ai mish yewwwwwww
ekekekekke. **imah adalah sedang menyorok ketakutan kot dgn kenyataan diatas.
ai found dis pic lah imah. our dearest katils [walopon ko nyer sebelah je]. and dearest rumah kelanajaya tuh. i miss lah.

currently listening to: farah ashikin - kembali lagi di sisi :-??
currently feeling: scared of my boss
i wanna be: a supermodel as usual

++the lucky no.3

2006-11-21T10:17:00.000+08:00

=))))))))))cun tak gambar pilihan inih? :))

anyways, our lucky no.3 kali ini ialah mrs. e'ja-hat. atau lebih manje dgn panggilan ejabusuk.
;))
the picture was taken around 2001 or 2002 kot. kohkhohkhohhhh.
eja is the most left person in the row. [dan sile perhatikan o'a di zaman dahulu :)) adoi adoi talarat gelak tgk gamba2 lame nih]
skemaaaaaaaaaaanyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee kiteeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~

this tribute is because tomorrow is e'ja's betdey. hepi betdey in advance makcik! emmuahmuahmuahhhh kiss yuh mcm dulu2 [sebab kite kan couple yg dah break]*blushes*

eja yg kukenali hampir 9 tahun yg lampau di dalam klinik nathan di bangsar ituh, masih same keding seperti lalu. hanye ade sedikit tambahan ~3kilo diperotnye yg bunting. hehehe. welcome to december-born-baby yeh minyak junior ;) [sile tahan baby ituh. jgn kuar skang. kuarkannye december yeh ;)]
perkare yg paling ai tingatkan si eja inih ialah botol pikin. adelah disuatu lecture day yg mandom di UM dulu2.. dek kerana busan, ku buang botol asam pikin kedlm beg skolah coursemate cina kiterang. mmg lepas tuh gelak set2 tehinjut2 tahan gelak kat depan ade lecturer.
kitorg mmg ske gelak tak pepasal pong. tgk jari hamzah arop kat slides pon kiterang ble gelak mcm harem. kalo org tak kenal, mmg org ingat kiterang gilak. :-s

yg paling tabes pasal eja ialah, sejak dah kawen ni jarang betul nak lepak2 mcm bosia mcm dolu2 ehehehe. ampon ampon, bukan mcm bosia, kiterang sucimuci :-j. tapik, mmg dah takde melepak2 tgk bola ke tgk af ke tgk konsert ke mcm dulu2. busan betul lah bini orang nih. which remind me of: lailyyyyyyyyy, jgn lah kawennnnnnn awal sgttttt!!!~

back to eja.
bersempena betdey ke tot.tot.tot yuh nih, i wish u a very fascinating futuretakings. a very tremendous journey in your new family. and also an enormous career too. heh heh.
forget me not, no matter how i'll ending up soon, or sooner, or not even soon. be my frens always ya.
dan, let love be the energy sokmo!~ yay!~
semuge u beranak dgn lincirnye ;)

*my mom is getting anak angkat dis wiken, made me feel very welcome to home sweet home. ekekeke, but thinking of defisitness, cancell ahh.

currently listening to: snow patrol-chasing cars
currently feeling: sakit montot sbb ciritbirit
i wanna be: a supermodel
*looking forward for a studio-photography nexwik 8->

++the return of the defisitor kehkehkehhhh

2006-11-20T09:31:00.000+08:00

the weekends.. nutting much.
1.play CS wiv kekanak rebena beri
2.went to ah-tuck openhouse at posikden [pokdisen]
3.watch casino royale at mines sopeng mall
4.watch prison break until episode 11. prison break ialah semakin wow dan mengoncang2kan sanubariku.
5.and marathon new tv series: heroes. [br tgk sampai episode 4 je]. sape suke jess: ex-bf rory dlm gilmoregirls, bley tgk heroes yeh aku suke jess :x. dan sape ske x-men, hnm, inih cerita untuk anda. saye suke saye suke buat mase nih. harap2 dia tak melalot2 mcm citer lost season 3 skang nih yg dah start mepek2 tuh.
6.dan selebihnye, tido mcm chilake.
7.oh ye, did i not mention that i am defisit? since lastweek. ye, saye sekarang ialah peng-hutang the return. ergggghhhhhhh~
8.dan hehe, saye dah benti seketika herbalife. hekekeke ayu ituh mestilah hangin dgn saye yg tidak guna nih :D
sekiAn, hidop liverpool!~
[lastlastwiken, liverpool vs arsenal @ hartamas square]
[tarikh di gambar ialah pentipu semata, bodoh betul dgcam ituh]

currently listening to: dashbod confessional-vindicated
currently feeling: full. [i eat nasik this morning :-"]
i wanna be: kurus tanpe diet ngeeheee

++the neighbourhoOOood

2006-11-17T09:57:00.000+08:00

woOOOOOOOOOOOOooot
kohkohkohkohkoh, i cant find me-self standing after reading. gelak sakan.
*no, i'm not the one posting this and no, the publisher wasnt referring to me, i didnot cook pagi2 buta nor magrib time. i just found it. and snapped it.

currently listening to:
currently feeling:
i wanna be:

++the ikano n curve jUmboree

2006-11-17T08:32:00.000+08:00

yayyyy. o'a got a new T10
and he[t10] is fogking handsome.
my nose is bleeding. but why didnt u buy the pink one instead o'a?
oh, mbe o'a is afraid of me stealing it. guugagagaaa..
heh, lets camwhoring y-awllll

currently listening to:hinder - lips of an angel
currently feeling: hodgepodge
i wanna be: look slimmer lah

++the one with jojoe's birthday bash.

2006-11-15T10:12:00.000+08:00

lastnite was fun.
we celebrated jojoe's betdey at chicken hartz, sunway pyramid.
i actually didnot know that twas a surprise betdey parteyy.
when jojoe entered the place, he was actually shocked to see us already there.
i was like pehal dia nak tekejottekejot nih.
[the fact that i said : 'hoh, kamu lambat! kitorg dah lapar gile!~' was kinda an embarrassement.
duh, nextime inform me lah weyh. ]

i think that's so sweet of niza to organize the parteyy.
i mean, i really like surprises.
surprises let me know she cares *blink182-all the small thing*

ok, camwhore time. be ready to waste your 5mins time to see these hehehehhhh

as usual more pictures here: http://videlcute.fotopages.com

and today, i woke up feeling sad. i think, i dream of samting sad. the saddest thing is: i cant remember what dream! bluerghhhhh penatnyaaaaaa.

currently listening to: audioslave-be yourself
currently feeling: poor
i wanna be: rich girl

++the one who will never walk alone

2006-11-13T15:42:00.000+08:00

yes scousers, you'll never walk alone. [eventho lasnite game sucks.]
anyways, not like u will answer this, but, if u feel bored, plis, do answer ya.. sporting sikit...

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
7. Describe me in one word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

currently listening to: disagree - crumbs [the only mp3 that can be played in the damn mediaplayer for now]
currently feeling: stressed. kenot install ym. and i sure hate meebo. blerghhhhhh!~
i wanna burn this pc!

++the undiscipline me

2006-11-09T19:26:00.000+08:00

today has not been ok. hectic.
i mean, not my works. but my pc. corrupted. and i cant go surfing, not your blogs, not even my own blog. eh, blogs. i have plenty kekeke. this one is for you all. that one is for my own personal feeling. that other one, for testing purpose. that other one for publicity only. that other one is for old memories. and so forth. uncountable, and some are with missing passwords. heh.
lari topik.
my internet explorer was crashed. crashing? firefox was with error pop up. netscape navi? i dunno if i have it. dun have. rite on. and in the office of research and development, where reading is essentially important during workhours, where got people survive without internet maaaah???
might as well packed my bags and go home. tido lagi bagus. but i didnt. i dont have anymore annual leave, remind you.
blonkkk blonkkkk, repeat. blonkkkkk. repeat. i was half collapsed when all i could do was reading old-hard copies of datashits. yes shits. moerkh. tired.
*turn off blonkkk mode**

yesterday's yesterday, i declared war with some colleages for being such rough. and rude. and berserk.
after that, one of them send me a videoclip of me yawning infront of the pc. i laughed like hell. i mean, i yawned like godzila ya-wlll. tapi, agak cute jugak :-". huh, there goes my war lah kan!

and if u happen to read my shoutbox, yupp, i am officially taking herbalife now. heh. and after aaa err 5 days trying, hehehe, i havent lose any grams. ke? and no! i didnt mean to sabotaj you ayu-mrsimran!! i have to admit here, i didnot follow the rules n regulations. kohkohkoh.
ok, here's the rule. i have to drink the milkshake for breakfast, and lunch, [so, no breakfast n lunch accept drink the milkshake lah] and then i can eat dinner as usual dinner. but... yes i took the milkshake for breakfast, but not lunch n dinner. hehe. i eat my usual meals for both times. kehkehkehhhh... itu sebab orang ckp 'kalo nak seribu daye, kalo tanak seribu dalih'. KENAPE AKU SANGAT PEMALAS!!!!!!!!

*bangun lalu berdiri di atas meja*
saye akan mencuba sedaya upaya saye utk menolak nafsu makan nasi lauk ayam!
*duduk semula*
[tapi, ayam ialah sedap :((]
*kembali bangun drpd duduk*
mesti berusaha demi mendapatkan datuk A B C D E F G Y.

datuk huruf2 tuh semua ialah palsu. saye mahu kurus kerana saye mahu pakai baju2 saye yg dah tak muat tuh, sebab saye dah takde duiklah nak beli baju2 baru [new-trends clothes are very nose-bleeding you :-j]

currently listening to:today has been ok
currently feeling:motivated!
i wanna be:a supermodel!~

++the 'anuar zain - perpisahan'

2006-11-08T10:51:00.000+08:00

i somehow felt that this song is so-ohhh meaningful.
ade siape ade lagu anuar zain - perpisahan? email to me, tengs !~

and yupp. am looking forward to watch this movie 'cinta'. typical me.

and here i would like to express the lyrics~

ku mengerti.. perpisahan ini..
bukan kerana kau membenci
tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
tiada lagi bersama

sering kala aku terlihatkanmu
impian nan indah bersulam bahagia

ku harungi hari demi hari
bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
tapi hati masih tak terima
ditinggalkan sengsara

keraguan ini.. bukanlah padamu
perasaan hati masih rindu
kekakalutan ini hanyalah untukku
tercari cari bayanganmu

tak sanggup aku kehilangan... mu
kehilanganmu..

keraguan ini .. bukanlah padamu
masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu...

currently listening to:anuar zain - perpisahan
currently feeling:hurt by own colleage.
i wanna be:rich to open my own bakery cum cafe!!!

++the long vacation we had

2006-11-03T11:12:00.000+08:00

jom pegi long vacation lagi. nak tak?
currently listening to:ungu - tercipta untukmu
currently feeling:sick.sore throat.sakit perot.hidung sumbat.
i wanna be:a songwriter. plakkkkkk~

++the malaysian WORLD

2006-11-02T15:51:00.000+08:00

bloghop punye bloghop, i found this blog:http://suanie.net/index.php.
and i would like to copypaste her latestentry here.

suanie quote in her blog:

Syarikat Mawi disaman 1 juta

Sebuah syarikat air mineral memfailkan saman terhadap sebuah syarikat milik penyanyi Mawi kerana melanggar hak cipta produk-produknya.

Yassa Sdn Bhd menuntut ganti rugi am berjumlah RM1juta daripada Mawi World Sdn Bhd dalam satu saman yang difailkan di Mahkamah Tinggi hari ini.

Source: mSTAR online

Sultan Muzaffar the philanthropist is initiating a 'SAVE MAWI' donation drive..
Marilah kita berganding bahu bersatu tenaga membantu Mawi dengan menaip SMS BANTU MAWI(jarak)1 atau 5 atau 10 atau 50 atau 100 atau 500 atau 1000 dan hantar ke 38648. Semoga dengan SMS ini dapat meringankan beban saman yang ditanggung oleh Mawi.

Satu Misi, Satu Suara, Terus ke Mawi Anda… Itu pun kalau sumbangan SMS yang disalurkan tidak terpesong ke mulut buaya tembaga berkepala naga di sekelilingnya.

Mawi need$ hi$ fan$' help! Where you have $M$-ed to help him win the TV show in the past, why not fork out more money to keep him out of bankruptcy and prison time? Ayuh! Buktikanlah bahawa rakyat Malaysia sememangnya masyarakat yang penuh dengan kasih sayang. Amalkan sikap tolong-menolong hari ini!

my note: what a WORLD ~ bhahhhhh

currently listening to:anna nalick - breathe
currently feeling:still srotting the mukus. and a basket full of wet tissue, imagine that.
i wanna kick atuk for posponing journey back to kl.

++the movie

2006-11-02T10:58:00.000+08:00

*org gila*
sudah lame saye tidak tgk movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*kembali normal*
and now, i really missed gsc's smell. u know that smell, the popcorn smell, the pawagam2/3 smell, the seats smell. hehehe. over plak.

currently listening to: snow patrol - chasing cars
currently feeling: ill. demam nih.
i wanna be @ home.

++the memememe

2006-11-01T14:29:00.000+08:00

Doing meme is the fastest way of updating. not much of into writing time. I was blogsurfing when I came to this meme by **** [[aku tak engat blog sape sebab aku dah siap2 paste b4 pegi lunch! omaigodness, i am that senile!]]

My earliest memory is..
when in primary school, this budak 'shamsulbahrin' ter-pelok myself [which is takdelah pelok pon, nak dekat terpelok je] semase kami main hantu2 [yg melompat2 tuh], and everybody kept on teasing me with that. and hell! i was emotionally annoyed by that rumours that time, that i declared war dgn dia. bodhoe ni bodhoe ni.

At high school I...
was an AJK senaman hmmkay! kohkohkoh. the duty was to stand on a bench infront of an assembly and yooo~ have to do senamanrobik with songs that we chose. heh, go figure that size different: between me during high-school *vs* me now!

My first relationship was...
not a real one. It was all a hoax. and i dunno if i can call that was a relationship. semuanye setset seminggu dua punye barang. hoh.

I wish i'd never worn...
the pink polkadot handbag. *u know which*

My mother told me...
that she cant wait to see my future house with husband. she said: mesti besepah2 because i am the laziest one at my home. bhahhhhh!
[which i slambe-ly jawab: takpe, orang amek pembanturumah :-"]. uwaa, aku mmg selalu menderhaka :((. matihlah sayah.

I wish I had...
longer weekends than weekdays. 5days weeknd, 2 days work : watabot that? hehe. or, if it sounds stupid, mbe we can have a 72-hours-2days weekends and 12hours-5days workdays. watabotdet? kohkohkoh.

My most humiliating moment was...
when i tot red-devil is liverpool-fan. bodhoe ni bodhoe niiiiiiiiiiiii. liverpool is red whot :-"
**hiphip liverpool, lasnite won 3-0** muah gerard:*

At home I cook...
almost every weekend. power tak? hehehe. masak megi is considered cooking what :-"

My last meal would be...
apekah aku mcm tak paham soalan ni ek. hnm, skipped.

I'm very bad at...
lying lah. and singing. and in memorizing. duhh

When I was a child...
I really think that we can get pregnant by sleeping next to any man. now that i am grown up, kohkohkoh aku rase aku sgt bodoh lah dulu2.

The book that changed my life is...
urgh. no books ever changed me. buku text add maths?

It's not fashionable, but I love...
my black cuffed bangle zura gave. wears like everyday everywhere.
my stacks of white/cream color scarfs, pon wears like everyday and everywear. i felt bruised in other color especially blue scarf.
my flowery-disney-shirt, satu2nye shirt yg still muat dan tidak sendat bagaikan nangke busuk. [tu pon sebab beli size L, and imah&naiza adalah sgt tekejut kerana selame nih aku ske beli baju kekecik ;))]

Friends say I am...
Cheerful. Happy. Funny. Kooky. Depressed. Creative. Musical. jukebox?. Blur. Childish. Clumsy. Organized. Friendly. Quiet. Noisy. Silly. All kinds of adjectives you can think of.

If only I could...
own my bakery cum cafe. and not worried about money at all.

The last big belly laugh I had was...
when remembering how i end up being called 'lalat' by a jongang-atuk-busuk at a bus-stop at putrajaya , after running away from that atuk's car. konon2 nak lari dan nak amek cab lah kunun, only to find out i left only RM2. bodoe betul gaji tak masuk2.. [i wear a big sunglass lah, tu pasal macam 'lalat']

What I don't find amusing is...
making fun of people. When you really actually care about them. WTF?!

I'm always being asked...
for now ah?
1.woi, apsal ko maken tembam ni??
2.woi, apsal ko maken gemok ni??
3.woi, apsal ko maken sihat ni??
damn the buffet.

If I wasn't me...
i wasnt you either lah.

At the moment I'm listening to...
billy talent - surrender. bleargh, pengaruh rakan sebaye.

My favourite work of art is...
all written by jason wade or chris martin or billyjoe or ariel bley? ;))
eh, the question is 'is'.. so it would be jasonwade-yu belong to me. bley?

If I were a car I'd be...
mmm, whtaeva car takuya kimura's driving. whoOttttt. its getting hawt in here weyyy =p~

I often wonder...
what duyu really want from me.

..and here, i tag all the names on the left side of the page.

currently listening to: billy talent - surrender
currently feeling ill
i wanna be in terengganu lah.

++the one with the hari raya 2006

2006-10-30T12:53:00.000+08:00

yeyyyy!~
sukecite dimaklomkan bahawa pade hari raye pertame, mak saye masak mee kari dan rendang dan ketupat dan kuah kacang dan owhh, ade lemang nenek2 semua kasi dalam 5-6 batang. dan saye menggemok bagaikan proton juara. kemudian, saye mempergi kerumah saudara2 taulan dan yey, bermacam2 juadah lagi mengkaburi perot dan yg terhebbat ialah laksa dirumah opah. wow, perot saye telah menketerjadik sebuah belon udara. hehu.
pada raye kedua, saye tidak kemanemane, cume kerumah elly-san di kg sg dua bersama2an yancey dan kaklong, dan mak elly telah mengmasak mee goreng basah yg sodap dan kami tidak pernah malu bertambah2. dan kami amek2 gamba dlm kete sehingge terlupe nak amek gamba kat rumah elly? damn sunggoh tak meriah.

pade hariraye ketige pule, mak saye mengmasak nasi ayam secare seperiok bangang, dan belom pon menjelang senja, saye telah mengbuat 4 round makan nasi ayam. sugoiiii nyer perotkuh.
pade hariraye keempat dan kelima, mak saye pergi beraye tanpe saye kerana khuater saye menjadik godzila pule. make, saye tunggu rumah, tapi saye tutup pagar dan pintu dan juwe tengkap, tetapi, kenapakah org masih memberi salam??????? urghh, terase sunggoh syaitonnur rojim, tapik, saye tidak mahu pelanggan berkunjjung kerana saye tidak berape tahu peramah2 nih. ngehehe. sehinggelah disuatu petang ituh, elly tlh dtg secare surprise surprise dan dia telah bertanye2 kpd jiran tetangge, manekah si cikpah tuh, hehehe, saye sebenanye di dalam rumah 8-x. tapi, mane nak tauuuuuuu elly yg dtgggg. kihkihkih. kalo elly dtg takpelah, saye gheti je melayan, buatnye kalo ntah sesape yg tak brape saye kenal, cemane saye nak berborak sakan?? cemane?? cemane?? saye nih dah lah pemalu *blushes*

oke lah begitulah alkesahnye hariraye tahun ini. ini adalah antare lain point2 semase raye:

kebaye saye tidak pon dihantar ke memane tukang jahit.
saye ade 4 pasang baju kurung, tapi, saye pakai 2 aje.
beyonce ckp saye bulat macam bulatan kg pandan. [exaggerate]. moerkh!~
dan dia ialah rindukan siamang2 yg berlompat2 an di belakang rumah saye di kg pasir ambor, dah lame tak jumpe sedaremare katenye. [siamang ialah sukusakat kera/monyet]
laily! hepy betdey!!!!!!!!!!! jgn lupe bayar hutang nasi ayam yeh. :-"
hehehe.
malam tadi saye hantar rombongan cikkiyans ke terengganu.
saye 'mcm' takmoh pergi jumpe rakantaulan di open house atau apepe gathering buat mase nih, saye sudah jemu mendengar perkataan: "eh, apasal maken gemok nih?"
eh, kpd yg baru bertunang tuh, congratz yeh :p. sori lah, ai tak dpt mengjadik mak andam yuh :-j. :D

sekian, salam aidilfitri dari saye yg dekat sini je,
videL-the-cHePah

**more piccas in my http://videlcute.fotopages.com

++the salam aidilfithri

2006-10-19T15:29:00.000+08:00

dengan luhur hati nya saye dgn ini menyusun 10 jari jemari yg comel nih, mohon maaf, jike terdapat kesalahan tatabahasa mahupon tatasusila, tersilap makan mahupon sengaja termakan, terkasar mahupon terlembut sgt :-j ewwww, terngumpat mahupon ter'laser', tersinggung manemane pihak, ter'emo' lelebey membuatkan anda mual, atau apepelah kawasan yg sekitarnye lah. ampon ye kawan kawan. sedangkan lidah saye nih dah byk kali gile tergigit sendiri, masakan kite manusia biase. :-j ehwah :-j. [hutang nasi ayam tak kire dlm pengamponan yeh encik laily [-x ]
dengan ucapan: buat open house jgnlah lupe jempot saye yeh :-"
dan tak lupe juwe, kirim salam lah dekat sedare2 yg hemsem tuh yeh. *blushes*

oh ye, saye dan adik saye akan polang behariraye pade jumaat malam yg kelam, atau, jike saye berat montot, saye polang disebelah pagi nan merah esoknye tuh, tgklah mane2 yg seswai. make, jempotlah bertandang ke kg pasir ambor nan permai dan byk taik lembu powerut tuh. dun segan segan yeh. especeli org2 kualapilah seantaro blogworld sekalian, jemput dtg yeh!~

akhirkate, marilah mentuju kegemokan abadi di musim raye nanti!~ world!
saye dediket lagu raye yg saye paling top dlm winamp list saye nih kpd semua anda! jempot nyanyi part rem secare rempit beramai2.

Raihan Lebaran Ini

Mendayu suara meniti angkasa
Alunan takbir mengulit pagi
Insan tersenyum tanda gembira
Lebaran mulia menjelma lagi, kali ini

Di hari lebaran mulia ini
Jangan pula membuat dosa
Begitulah hakikatnya hari raya
Bergembira tanpa melupakannya, Allah Yang Esa

Indah suasana dalam senyuman
Seluruh alam turut raikan
Mengucapkan syukur pada Tuhan
Atas nikmat yang datang, limpahannya woo..oh..

Ikhlaskan hati mohon kemaafan
Leburlah dosa di tapak tangan
Lupakan segala silap dan salah
Insan bersatu membina ummah uh.. uh..
currently listening to: raihan - lebaran ini
currently loving atuk
i wanna sleep lah, ngantuk begulung2.

++the one that collapsed.

2006-10-18T10:21:00.000+08:00

las saturday, we went to fuad's to watch liverpool. no, i'm not gonna write about bola. i'm a kaki bangku girl. rite after the match, i think 30mins after that, there was another match. chelsea vs reading. by 2nd half, i felt sleepy already and went back to sleep [i loathe chelsea, and chelsea's fan ;)). diorg mcm berlagak. hehe. harap2 takde penyokong chelsea kat sini kihkihkihhh], butthen, the room was locked from inside, so, i went back to fuad's to watch the whole game lah. lucky me, because, that game, turned out to be a fantastic game instead. hehehe, so much for my happy weekend.

both team ade dpt red-card. ituh perkara biase lah. and chelsea's goallie injured in the first half. and then, replace with the 2nd goallie. tapik, that goallie telah jatuh pengsan pade minit2 terakhir. that's the nicest part. hehe. semorang sebok kejar bola, tgk2 goallie tu tgh baring tak bangun-bangun. saiko ah. and here comes the 2nd nicest part of all. john terry [yg main defender utk chelsea n england], telah menjadik galang ganti secare terpakse. chomel ok. ok, u didnt see which part yg comel kan? u should watch how this terry mule2 masok padang, pastu cari glove [sbb kalo main defender mane nak ade glove kan]. pastu, the comellest part was when he hesitated to hold the ball using his hand. seriyes kelaka. dia mcm pandang2 coach dia and tanye cenni ke? sure lepas ni dia rase syok gak ek jadik goallie dan terase nak jadik lagik dan lagik. kehkehkeh...
itu sahaje cerite saye :D

speaking of pengsan, i remembered during secondary school, while assemblying at our dearest basketball-court on one fine monday, my partner fell down secare tibe2. and i was shocked. popan gile ni apehal tibe2 nak tido kat sini nih? and i think i laughed. :)). hehehe, sori ye imah, aku rase lawak ah tgk ko tebaring tetibe.

*red devil ialah man u fans. yakyak.

currently listening to: snow patrol - chasing cars
currently feeling: sleepy. hari2 pon sleepy. cemane ni??
i wanna be: a songwriter. :))

++the time waits for no man

2006-10-17T12:52:00.000+08:00

whahhh. now, i really think that time waits for no man. i mean, whahhh, it is now a week towards raya. and i havent lose any kilos or perhaps grams. mak mak mak mak makkkkkkkkkkk. nangis bergulunggulung. in fact, i think, my hips is getting bigger. nangis begulunggulung lagey. butthen, to think that ramadhan will soon end, i feel sad. sad of thinking to miss the bazaar ramadhan afterwards, and also ramadhan buffet. ikea's ramadhan buffet especially. hehu.
and i surely will miss melepak until subuh with goodfriends over the weekends. and sleep until 2-3pm afterthat. and craving for ayam percik. and taufufa. and murtabak. and popiah! hehehe, mcmlah tak bleh dpt kat pasar malam kan, tapi, whahh, as far as i can remember, last time i went to pasarmalam was 4-5months back? where got pasar malam near my place, bah!

lastnite, we went to hentian putra, a fren is going back to his hometown [tganu]. whahhh, serious mcm dah nak raye dah. which is, mmg nak raye dahhhh!!!

and yupp, i havent tempah my kebaya. kehkehkeh. selamat jalan lah kebaye ituh. simpan utk raye aji la plak. malas nak pikir.

eh, tatau dah nak cakap ape. ngantuk gile sebab semalam tido pkol 3. makan yong tau fu. dan tak sahur dah selepas itu.

currently listening to: pencinta wanita
currently feeling: sleepy dol
i wanna be: kurus!!!!!!!!!

++the one in a million

2006-10-12T11:09:00.000+08:00

i come to office this morning to watch this thing on the whiteboard back at my 'lab-section'.
the words ako mustapa tuh was initially 'datuk K'. i rubbed it and put ako mustapa. siottttttttttt je colleage2 aku nih kan :))
that H in the middle represent me. bongok betolllll. bebudak nih mmg nak kene seligi di pagi2 hari.

move.
i have the whole one in a million final video in my harddisk, and i think i kinda watching it again and again every nite. kehkehkeh. especially part:suki-berdiri & faizal-3songs & gemilang by all guy contestants & lelaki buaya darat & most importantly, part yg paul moss tak pueh hati bile marion&awal puji2 baju shafinaz lawa, and they didnt puji him. paul moss nih kadang2 sgt sweet lah. [aku sengal, aku tau]

i am the one who sms OUT azfar earlier. i hate his poyo-face. plis lah, rase nak tendang dia. urghh. pening kepale tgk memek muke dia. hehehe.

overall, all 3 finalist mmg besbes belake ek.
but, i really2 hope faizal won, instead of suki. he got the talent, and the energy, and the creativity. mase dia nyanyi tuh, bulu roma aku siap tegak2 terharu dgn ke-rawk-an dia. nguhuhui. he made the whole people listening go sweating too.
tapi suki mmg comel, and i think she had siti voice. ke caner :-?? and i loiiiike lagu berdiri ituh!
dan aliff tuh cute ngeeheeeeee. i saw him last weekend lepak kedai mkn sebelah 7-e @ the curve, strumming the guitar, singing some old lagu raye [lagu pe ntah, aku tatau ;))]. and he wears baju melayu. nguuhuuu, bepeloh ahqaq :-j. the fact that the later yance said i am jakon to watch that aliff closely did made me turnaway from taking some pictures n autographs :)))))))
chopp, i saw azfar there too. moerkhhh!!! and :( no faizal. and they were surrounded by, erm, mbe their fanclub :-?? dunnoduncare.

currently listening to: raihan - lebaran ini [whutthe? raye blues aku dah kemuncak nih. and lagu lebaran ini nih mcm best plak ke caner?]
currently missing atuk
i wanna go to cyberjaya je rasenye!! kontrol napsu kontrol napsu.

++the promises made for broken

2006-10-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

last 2 nites while watching lifehouse videoclip performing 'blind' live from a concert, i told mister beyonce that if they come to malaysia, i'll surely go to their concert. no matter what cost. no matter what day it is. be it on workdays, or holidays. even if it falls during my bestfriend wedding, i'll surely skip the frens wedding instead. sorry in advance yeh kwn2 yg belom kawen.
and i said, even if its my own wedding, i'll runaway from the wedding and go watch jason wade and his kakkoii-guitarist and his band nih.

i think i have had this conversation with one of the fren, i cant remember who, sape rase dia, sile angkat tangan weyy. kite dok ckp sori ye kalo u kawen time lifehouse concert, i tak pegi kenduri u tau, i pesan awal2 ni tau.

ho-ho-ho, i am that crazy over them fella.

lifehouse ialah ranum, arent they?

speaking of which, if i can recall, i did skip my tender-to-be-finished stayback-nite to watch incubus @ mont kiara last time. but i did go back to my office to finish my tender after the concert, which was around 1am aite? pfuf.

currently listening to: lifehouse - blind
currently feeling: hungry. tak sabar nak balik as usual.
i wanna lost 10kilos please. [sebut 44kali]

++the public holiday

2006-10-10T11:21:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh bencinyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
do you know that today is a public holiday, cuti nuzul alquran for selangor.
and do you know that the freaking upper management said that we cannot cuti today????
and do you know that i am being loyal??? and i did dtg kerja????
and do you know that our parking space is empty?? consists only our company's staff's cars???

so, doncha think i have the cruellest management in the world eh?
argh, i hate writing about works or office-related actually. so, soccay, i cant do anything, not that i didnot know the industrial act watsoeva, but then, i'm not ready to look for another job yet.

move.

uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i want to go back and hug si pipit and sleep tite.

currently listening to: lifehouse - you & me
currently feeling: sleepy
i wanna go backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!~

2006-10-09T12:59:00.000+08:00

walaupon ini cerita manyiak lamaaaa, wa manyiak sukaaaa wooo.
kehkehkehhh. i loike i loike. kalo anda sukak j-deroma GTO-great teacher onizuka, saye jamin anda juwe suke inih j-deroma gokusen, dan ia ade gokusen 2 yg sedang saye habiskan sekarang.

sawada-sannnn~ kakkkoiii ne!.

currently listening to: i'll fly with you
currently feeling: scared. boss panggil masok mengadap 8-x takot takot.
i wanna go back and continue dreaming [ops i didnt dream] continue sleeping.

++the walking soft-toy

2006-10-05T15:17:00.000+08:00

not until my own colleage called me a 'walking soft-toy'
ohmaigodness. that plump hah?
i sat infront of my 'execution-station' doing the soldering thingy, when a colleage came and hugged me really tight. she said, it's something like to straighten back her muscle. and then, came this other colleage and said "she's like a walking soft-toy heh"
=)). siot gilerrrrr!!
twas toyonce who called me kucing before.
and now i am a walking-softtoy.
wot next yawll? huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa, ramadhan where's my hope? of losing weight?
last saturday was @ tupaitupai, last tuesday @ ayamas, yesterday @ ikea buffet haiyaaaa, like mopiko lai laaaa..

surrey-girls gathering @ ayaman midveli.from left: husna, fidah, lely, me, lond, safura.

currently listening to: eman - i shut down
currently feeling: happy back. muahh.
i wanna hug my boroi. he's at kg pasir ambor :(

++the first..

2006-10-05T09:22:00.000+08:00

1. Who was your first prom date?
ir. nite is considered prom nite ker hek?

2. Who was your first roommate?
iz & aziedes

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
never drunk. drunken by tears bleyh?

4. What was your first job?
salesgirl @ the home office centre, amcorp mall. kihkihkih

5. What was your first car?
company's wira auto. good reason for not being able to drive manual cars :-"

6. When did you go to your first funeral?
definitely my onyang's. i cried when i saw dad's crying.

7. How old were you when you first moved away from your hometown?
14 i guess.

8. Who was your first grade teacher?
wah. korek2 otak. tak ingattttttttt!!! pn kalthom ke kot.

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an airplane?
sabah

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
alone.

11. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?
if in primary school they were saf, goldstein, amylim, af. all lost contact. pindah punye pasat.

12. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parents house?
boarding school considered ke? maybe vista angkasa kot:-??

13. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
o'a. i wonder why. hehehh. or lely. dulu eja, tp, dia dah kawen. huhuk.

14. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid?
nvr ever. dun dare standing in the crowd.

15. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
checking the hp.

16. What was the first concert you ever went to?
rock the world kot? ek eh before that i went to tonnes of malaysian rock concertos kehkehkeh, wiv mom n dad.

17. First tattoo or piercing?
piercing. cant remember when.

18. First celebrity crush?
jonathan brandis or tom cruise, cant remember who's first.

19. Age of first kiss?
kiss on which part? hehehe. secret n confidential.

20. First love?
20.

21. Are you still in love with your first love?
nope.

currently listening to: blink 182-i miss you
currently feeling: sad lah of kos.
i wanna korek my hati and thro it away.

2006-10-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

pentipu!!
:((

++the love is in the air

2006-10-02T12:57:00.000+08:00

well, in case you failed to notice, thats me and imah. in same tshirt. it reads: love is in the air.
kahkahkahhh. sukeeenyeee saye.. hehehe, and who ask me when did we buy those? kahkahkah, 4 hours before the occasion @ one utama. kuhkuikuiii :))
yay. well, actually if you come close and take a look, we have different tshirt pattern lah. kat lengan dia tuh lain2. butthen, you care ker? kehkehkeh.
we didnt plan to wear them at first, we reached my house cukup2 masa utk sembahyang and then have to fly to tupai2 sanun.. but knowing me n imah, we loike to try2 baju baru beli walopon kesuntukan mase. hehehe. then we together2 try, then, the o'a said: pakai lah gini weyy pegi gathering tuh.. and i was like, ek eh, nice gak kan.. kihkihkihhhh lalu kami pakai ke gathering di tupai2. yay. chomel tak kami ;))

for more pic of the gathering, view my http://videlcute.fotopages.com lah.

currently listening to: vertical horizon - best i ever had
currently feeling: hungry :-s
i wanna be rich!!!~

++the patient

2006-09-29T11:57:00.000+08:00

embun di pagi buta
menebarkan bau asa
detik demi detik ku hitung
inikah saat ku pergi

oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

aku tak mudah mencintai
aku tak mudah mengaku ku cinta
aku tak mudah mengatakan
aku jatuh cinta

senandungku hanya untuk cinta
tirakatku hanya untuk engkau
tiada dusta sumpah ku cinta
sampai ku menutup mata
cintaku sampai ku menutup mata

oh Tuhan ku cinta dia
berikanlah aku hidup
takkan ku sakiti dia
hukum aku bila terjadi

currently listening to: acha septriasa - sampai menutup mata
currently feeling insane, dhahhh???
i wanna kiss tomcruise lah

++the kueh raye mayonddd

2006-09-28T16:38:00.000+08:00

hari ini saye tidak mahu ke pasar ramadhan kerane saye telah rindukan futkot ikano.
hehehe. slurps lah. tak sabarnye nak balik!!

mengantukkkkkkkkkkkkkknyeeeeeeeeeee
eh, sudahkah anda semua order kueh raye?
dumweri, kwn saye lond tuh amek order kueh raye, so, sile orderlah kawan2.
visit her fp: http://lyynda.fotopages.com
saye telah order kueh havana [dah dpt], sarang semut, almenlanden dan tart gemok.
anda bile lagi?

currently listening to: lifehouse - breathing
currently feeling: sleepy
i wanna see atuk huhuk walopon sudah see 4 jam yg lepas.

++the one with blue eyes

2006-09-26T10:39:00.000+08:00

gambar kenangan: last year's @ bazaar ramadhan ttdi tuh

sedih1:
dimanekah this year's pasar ramadhan ttdi weyyyyyyy?
last year, lastlastyear, triple lastyear, semuanya di belakang pasar ttdi tuh, katkat ibm tuh. this year dia pegi mane weyhhhh???

sedih2:
my office hour is until 6pm :(((((( mane nak sempat nak memasakkkkk, hehehe.

sedih3:
damansara perdana towards mutiara damansara jammed :((.yg kat trefik lite kat tesco tuh. adulaaa haiii.. i finally reach home at 6.45pm :((

sedih4:
pastu, i went to bazar ramadhan at kota damansara nun jawuh tuh [yg mane itulah yg paling dekat kot]. dan semua makanan adelah sipi2 je tinggai :(( kueh mueh semua dah abis :(( mencinyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
pastu, lauk o'a & yan masin gile tak hingat. very very good start la weyy.

sedih5:
takkan hari2 aku nak bebuke semase sedang membeli nasi di pasar ramadan weyyy??:((

sedih6:
nak nak kueh bingke makcik kedai sebelah kedai ikan bakar yg kat pasar ttdi tuh:((

sedih7:
too many things to crave for, but, too late to get it. :( perhaps, i should bake my own kuehmueh liao. lets get an oven after the gaji!

currently listening to: my heart lagih.
currently feeling: scared of my job. ngaaaa8-x
i wanna have more money!!!~

++the 'how to keep my love' movie

2006-09-25T09:35:00.000+08:00

la la la la la.
do you know how to cry instantly? i mean, if you really want to cry, but then you cant cry, but you really want to cry to burst all out, what will yu do? watch movies! and here i recommend:
how to keep my love
it helps if you have same life-storyline wiv the movie. achtung!: this is not some kesah hidup yg derita or patah kaki, or buta, or yg sakit2 punyer cerita sedih. this is a total romance sad love story. so, kalo ko tak suke citer cintan, tayah tgk lah.

duhh, i kept telling myself to be tough, but, thing is, i am vulnerable each and every single day. every thing, every single thing i have to ask why. i have to doubt. and every running events made me mesmerizing my old days. and the best part is, i am more than with enuff experience than anyone could foreseen. but, i am weak myself. i hope ramadhan will make me strong.

ps: yesterday yesterday, while having our midnite-chat @nailis, taipan, wiv oa zul n yans, adam of AF2 passed by. and the fact that he didnot bekelip mata menpandangkuh and ignored yans'smile towards him that time, was a bliss after so much hatred of the nite. thanx la weyyy~
ps2: adam hemsem wo!

currently listening to: remioromen - konayuki
currently feeling: phobia
i wanna go home n sleep

++the cuppacakes by wondermilk

2006-09-22T10:30:00.000+08:00

see here: http://videlcute.fotopages.com/?entry=925437&back=http://videlcute.fotopages.com/?page=0#CommentsTop

owwek: mane ko dpt
owwek: cpahhh cantiknye cupcakes tuhhh
owwek: cemane ko order?
owwek: cemane kah die kire
owwek: sungguh sweetttttt
videl80: :-" yayy
videl80: aku sweet tak?
videl80: ;))
owwek: sweet giler
owwek: rase cam nak ngorat ko
videl80: aku pon terase sgt sweet
owwek: ahahah
videl80: :))
videl80: bongokkkkkkkkkkk
[*potong*]
owwek: kau sudah menjadik promoter nih
owwek: hehehe
videl80: tuhla
videl80: bukan ko sorang
videl80: dah ramai dah aku kene terangkan ni
owwek: berape hari doh nak abiskan sume cupcakes nih
videl80: ibu2 ngandung especelinyer
videl80: penat ahkakk
owwek: ahahah
videl80: owh soalan ko sunggoh cepu
videl80: aku dan yan abiskan sekali hadap:-"

1. ayat owwe: 'rase mcm nak ngorat ko' adelah ayat paling berkuasa pade hari ini. =)). adui adui gelak dan nangis.
for those tatau, owwe ialah perempuan, owwe ialah bini orang, owwe ialah bakal jadi ibu.
lelaki tidak tau kot appreciate the way popan appreciate. sigh.

2. ye betul tuh, bukan takat si owwe, ramai giler ibu2 ngandung ngidamkan nye setelah ku bubuh sebagai gamba YM. contohnye: e'ja & intansafina. seme pakat nangis nak gak ;)) and i became a promoter un-officially. hanis of wondermilk patot kasi aku free 5 box nih.;))

3. for more details of the price n how to order, please visit: http://cuppacakes.blogspot.com

4. sometimes loves just aint enuff, eh?

currently listening to: teriyaki boys - tokyo drift
currently feeling: weird, why is it i have my 2nd pms in less than 2 weeks?
i wanna get free buffet invitation!

++the tabung haji

2006-09-21T09:45:00.000+08:00

"and thank u ibu for giving me permission to withdraw money from my tabung haji account to buy the tele."
the guy who wrote the sentence [smek], he doesnt know me, me either. i read his blog. eh, i mean, i do know him, in a viewers point of view lah. [mcm aku kenal brandon boyd, tapi, brandon boyd tak kenal aku]
this guy's band [sgt. weener arms] is somewhat quite popular among mmu-ans. kot. [eh, if u dun know this band, u r not an mmu-an?][eh, im not an mmu-an either].
i met him [and other band members] err 2-3 times kot at the hostel, at the disagree-showcase, gig kat bkt jalil.. etc. and yup, i dun think he reckon me, dia salu borak2 ngan yance aje.
ok back, he wrote the sentence, at the end of him thanking all frens & supporters for his band lah. and that is the last sentence lah. "and thank u ibu for giving me permission to withdraw money from my tabung haji account to buy the tele".
i think thats cute. doncha?

i once withdraw my tabung haji account money to pay my car-insurance. thats cruel, and i dare not tell mom. i can hear loudly her screaming before anyone. so, baik diam2 patu nanti masok la sikit2. [which i failed to].

i mean, i dig* bad guys who loves his mom. no matter how rempit or punk he is, if at the end of the day, he went back home and hugged his mom and said i love u mom, owh, that's sweet. person who respect and adore his mom no matter how noisy that mom could be. eh, dun get me wrong, i'm not meaning that smek is a bad guy. adula. abaikan lah.

eh, do you all have tabung haji account?
hehehe.

currently listening to: rie fu - life is like a boat
currently surfing the myspace :D
i wanna go to the magicworld of florida!!!

++the feeds

2006-09-20T10:22:00.000+08:00

"No feeds were found. Please verify that the website publishes an RSS feed. "

alangkah bencinyer ku mendapat msg inih.. disini, inginlah saye menseru kawan2 ku supaye check samada your blog publishes an RSS feed. inih ialah kerna lebih senang guek nak track perkembangan blog2 anda semua.
u know, i loike lah this 'bloglines-http://www.bloglines.com/myblogs' thing, it keeps track of my daily-cuppas, simple and easy. it tells me which blog has an update. sonang gilo, takyah susah2 nak bukak satu-satu semua blog utk check updates. tapi, tulah, ade a few blogs yg tidak ade rss feed, maka, this bloglines takble track. contoh blog ialah: blog sue & aida. *take notes!*

*eh, du yu know that last sunday, after the kenduri kahwin fariq&rose, i went tengok wayang snakes on the plane dgn memakai baju kebaya itu? : dan perasaannya ialah, seperti ular2 masuk kedlm kain, dan menangis.
did i not tell u that i am afraid of snakes? or even worms? *lelah*

currently listening to: flipside - someday
currently flipping thru my old photos ;)
i want to go ireland. :D

++the statistics

2006-09-18T17:04:00.000+08:00

hehehe.
pelik kan mendalah nih. guek dah cube kaji dah, my another stats showed different statistic of incoming visitors. hnm, weird. so, jgn percaye sgt lah mendalah mapstats nih kot. i think those sitemeter & webstats4u adalah lebih reliable kot.

but then, lemme try solving the puzzle by guessing who's who.
[malas mo buat keje ofis]

1.king of prussia, US:
sebab dia mcm dekat penn state, make ai nak tuduh adik leli ;))
2.united kingdom:
hnm, any surrey-an or aida? or bebudak surrey lah kot yg google name fariq n rose kot ;))
3.kg haji abdullah hukum:
pekeje telekom nih kot. ai nak teka owwe lah.
4.kl, malaysia:
erm.. gile tak precise letak kl centuh. kl bukannye kecik. haduuuu. i nak teke aaa elly lah.
5.camberwell, aussie:
wah.. nih sure anak sulung datuk k nih :))))))
6.kg penaga, malaysia:
kejadah naga nih? ttaau katner nih, tapi, bile google, dia tulis kat penang, so, i teke imahan spender.
7.dublin, ireland:
lina, sebab dia dok situ ;))
8.australia:
ex-wife datuk k aka tg.zawiyah :-?? kot :-??
9.kg bukit kerayong, malaysia:
sape plak duduk kerayong ni ek.. i teke ziela jalil lah. [tatau, tetibe nak tekuar name dia ;))]
10.lane cove, australia:
hnm, sape lagi dok aussie nih.. daniel johns (silverchair) kot [ngahaaahaaaa pasannnnnnn!!!!]
11.charlotte, US
good charlotte kot :))
12.kg pelimbaian, malaysia:
wallauweyyy, takot hmmkay name kg nih. hehehe. ntah kat mane lah nih. ai think this is siti nurhaliza lah kot. ;))
13.kuantan, malaysia:
sape dok kuantan angkat tangan! kak amy kot, sbb dia dok kuantan :D
14.talence, france:
zidane??? 8-x
15.pudu, malaysia:
uik?? kalo penjare pudu tuh dah takde orang, takkan hantu kot???
16.middletown, UK:
chris martin lah nih. konfem!
17.lucky park, singapore:
hoho, my colleage ade sane skang, oii, adekah ko tgh bace blog aku oii??
18.london, uk:
guek teka pie, sbb dia sorang je lagi kwn guek kat london.
19.dubai, UAE:
adelina, sbb dia sorang je kwn guek kat dubai ;))
20.stoughton, UK:
james blunt?
21.kg baharu cheras batu sembilan, malaysia:
hans isaac, sebab guek suke dia :-"
22.kg bukit lanjan:
guek lah, damansara perdana dekat bukit lanjan what?
23. jitra,malaysia:
pezal kot sbb dia duduk kedah ;))
24.pantai valley,malaysia:
leli sebab dia busuk ;))

eh? mane no.25????

currently listening to: eman - i shutdown
currently feeling: sick
i wanna go to pulau perhentian :(((

++the prawns

2006-09-18T10:17:00.000+08:00

yerrrrrrrrr benerrr...
that's my 4th prawn of the nite. heh. blessed nite.
i went to fariq + rose 's reception at dewan merak kayangan last nite. wiv beyonce.
at first i thought, owh where lah all the people nih. lambat sunggoh, tapi, alangkah bagusnye jike meja ini kosong sampai sudah. doa termakbol, when, eventually, mmg meja kami ialah kosong sampai sudah.
[+hanye ade sorang lagi pakcik yg tak kuat makan sahaje].
so, we both melantak udang2 besar tuh sorang 4 ketol. [other table was looking jealously, they only got one each :-"].

hnm, well, twas bekos our table was isolated ke, atau i am not good at screening other table, tapik, i cant see anyone that i knew of. fariq was my ex-colleage, i saw no other ex-colleage. rose pula was an ex-UM, pon, i cant see anyone i knew. i was looking for e'jan [my ex-roomie yg adalah bespren rose dulu], hnm, manelah diorg duduk ek. they both were also an ex-surrey, i didnot see any surrey-an there [accept ash&bf].
takpelah, tunggu prettypeektures kuarkan gambar2.
this is our table. kosong dan best utk melantak. :D. and we brot back 4 ketol souviners. ;)

currently listening to: rihanna - unfaithful
currently feeling: scared of my fate
i want to: go to hawaiii

++the regulars

2006-09-15T11:02:00.000+08:00

sedih.
sangatttttt sangatttt sedihhhhhhhhh
sangattttttttttttttttttttttttt!

currently listening to: lifehouse - u n me
currently feeling: sleepy
i wanna eat cheese cake!

++the brain

2006-09-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

"if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn't reach my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart"

eh. lagu teda kenemene.

lasnite we discussed. of how we at lower form [Form 1 contohnya], seeing modern maths as that difficult, but when we were at upper form [F4 contohnya], we were being snob of knowing that the modern maths itu was very-very easy, compared to our add-maths. and so does to other subjects lah.
and then we concluded, that is because our brain was developing. and it developed exponentially with time at that time.

now at my 25, i still felt that electric circuit is as difficult as it was in my 1st year electrical engineering [erm, 7 years back :-??].
so, does that means my brain didnot/stillnot developing eversince uni-age??
ohmaigod! or maybe it is developing, but very very slowly, i think bukan takat tidak exponential, adalah mungkin juge tidak bekadar lurus juga. dia mcm alala nak mendatar.

ke caner?

30mins ago, in a phone-conversation with mrs.somebody, she mentioned about me having a master degree, and why cant me judge something with that level of education.
and i said, level of education didnot represent of how one thinking, or being spammed!
tipu tetap tipu, i think, when my brain is not good at lying, my brain is also not good of rejecting lies from liars. most liars are very good in judging another liars ek?

owh, i forgot, bukankah hidup kita akhirnya harus bahagia?

my new carkeys keychain :-"

currently listening to: flipside - someday
currently feeling weird.

++the neighbour

2006-09-13T09:39:00.000+08:00

"hello, boleh saye cakap dgn hasifah?"
"yer saye.."
"hi, saye jiran awak.. awak duk kat mutiara kan?"
gulp. pebende ni weyyyh? *cuak*
"ha ah.. saye duduk kat situh.."
"haa.. i think i found your atm card, and other cards.. tercicir"
"hoh???" *menggelabah dan sedang menggelupur menyelongkar handbag*
"sini ade namecard awak, i think your previous company, i called them, diorg ckp yu dah benti.."
"haa.. ha ah.. dah benti.. hnm.. so, cemane ek nak jumpe u.."
"u keje mane skang?"
"damansara perdana"
"i pon keje damansara perdana gak, dekat2 ngan kodak, kat baloh tuh"
"haa ok, why not kite jumpe kat baloh lunch kang"
"i kat luar ni, nanti u call this number and see if we can see during lunch yeh."
"okaik"

1. how come i didnot realize that i was losing my cards??? this is so cruel. where's my head?
2. do not own so many cards that you yourself is forgetting of owning them.
that makes me urging for the 'mykad' newest version, where all the atms, ic, tng, lesen, kreditcard semua in one card, so i can tag it to my neck.
perhaps, kalo boleh, nak yg bleh include together the juscokad, bonuslink, mesralink, mjayakad, studentkad, or even lebrikad? [jika ada]. all together in one card. kan senang.
eh, tapi nanti akan sepi lah my new wallet ittew :-j [yg poket kad dia ade 15 tuh] [ye, aku kira oKey!] [tengs u:*]
3. i choose not to know my neighbours. tatau apsal, i dun feel like knowing each other [keji sunggoh], but now, identity revealed 8-x. padan muke aku.
4. i called the number [no.pejabat], but the person picking up said she has no idea who is calling me, and ofkos she cant give the hp number, she dunno who liao. so, aku tgh cuak lagi lah.
5. no, i rarely encounter any neighbour semase pergi dan semasa pulang dr kerja. atau semasa biasa2. jarang sahangat.
6. budak popan ofis depan mempunyai sepasang sepatu pink yg sebijik sebujut mcm sepatu saye. dan kami same2 pakai sepatu yg same hari ini.
[sebbaik tak naik lift same2 today] [yer betol, itu ialah tekuar topik]

currently listening to: my heart - acha sepriakopratasa:))
currently having a stomachache.

++the panic at the disko dut

2006-09-11T18:12:00.000+08:00

helllllllllllll low.
i have never been this idle. muiiiyo, bz nyer kuh. [padahal baru beberape hari jer tak mentulis entry :-"] ngihihii, sengalnye. anyways, i loved my previous week-ends. why? becoz:

1. i got to see some old frens, especially si monno & si mazni yg sudah bertahun tak berjumpe tuh.
we [5 orang] have our grup's reunion secare tak sengaje & we drove back to kg pasir ambor in one white kelisa. mazni's. and then tido kegelupuran di rumah ku.
2. i got to see my parents & my beloved home. dah lame tak balik kg. heheh, aku mmg pemalas blk kg.
3. i got to see atuk.

lengkaplah weekend yg berjumpa semorang yg sudah lame tak bejumpai.

and today, what made today special? because finally, i can power up my module [ahh, buat2lah paham ttg kerjaye kuh yeh]. and today is oso special bekoz i have new keychain at my car-keys. cadangnye nak letak gamba sebagai tande menunjuk2, tapik, malas nak upload.

till then, selamat mentengok gamba2 poyo dari fotopej beta di http://videlcute.fotopages.com
to mufida&ashir, congratulations!~

currently listening to:samson kenangan terindah
currently feeling:scared

++the lucky no.2

2006-09-06T14:59:00.001+08:00

japgi tulis, tgh pikir ayat nih.

sambungan..

b4 ai proceed, inginlah dinyatekan disini lucky no. tuh takde kenemene ngan wedding bells ;)

laily (10:33:36 AM): mana tagboard
laily (10:33:40 AM): ai nak komplen ni
videl (10:36:16 AM): jap
videl (10:36:22 AM): i tgh adjas komen ni
laily (10:37:16 AM): mangse selepas ini: laily ;) the lucky no.2
laily (10:37:19 AM): b-(
videl (10:37:23 AM): ;))
videl (10:37:33 AM): wiken nih i karang esei utk u yeh
laily (10:37:37 AM): [penat ai senyap je tak komen pape supaya tak kena]
videl (10:37:38 AM): baik u buat baik ngan ai
laily (10:37:45 AM): at least 2 page pliss
laily (10:37:46 AM): :-"
videl (10:37:48 AM): kalo tak i paste memende sekretip8-x
laily (10:38:17 AM): kasi ai proof read dulu
videl (10:38:31 AM): >:P

hehehe. inihlah pangai si leli busok nih. ;))
ape ek nak citer pasal kamu.
i knew her baru jak 2 tahun. :-o baru 2 tahun kerrr, i felt like knowing her years. kalah kawan skolah menengah. hehe. sorilah beb, i cant remember we bekenal2an at the BTN course we attended together, but, i remember bekenalan mase ade satu ceramah MARA kat bangunan mara. a week b4 we togedegede flying to UK. that is the day when we exchanged fon number, and starting sms-ing, discussing about our luggage weight :-j ecewah, mcm bf plak.
but still, mcm biase2 je lah berkawan gitu2 je, takdela kenal sgt budak busuk nih adelah sebusuk ituh.
not until we finally landed on surrey's ground, we had most of the class together kot. eh actually not most, half the classes, tapi, she's the closest person to me disana. :-j ehuu, apsal ayat ku bebunyi jiwang nih. mencinyer.
selalu lah share2 movie ke anime ke lagu ke apepeke besame. try buat beberape recipe bersame. pegi memane trips anjuran sendiri pon bersamesame [except italy]..

yea, tak dilupekan juwe, kami ialah bersame berdua mentengok manchester united vs fullham di stadium old trafford secara beratur selame 3 jam sebelom the game started. ituh ialah kenangan terindah tuh. [ewwwww:-j]. byk benornyer kenangan terindah. susah kang tulis kang bukan takat 2 pages, bley naik satu novel mcm novel mawi & ina tuh nanti ;))

kenangan pahit ialah apebile dia nih tekentot busok sekali. :))
ngehahhahahahhaa. taklah. tipu je :-". tapi si leli nih ialah berangin puting beliung perutnye, selalu tau nak bebunyi2 dangdut, especeli ketike dalam class. moerkh sgt. selalu kalo tgk movie didalam kesamaran malam, tgh movie tuh sunyi sepi tuh, tibe2 dgr bunyi puting beliung dia moerkhhhhhhhh>:P sangatttttt.
walaupon begitu, dia ini sgt baek hati, suke membantu bagaikan aur dgn tebingnye :D
tidak hairanlah jike ramai makcik2 bekenan nak jadikan menantu sepergiannye ke kenduri tunang akaklongku tempohari. walopon nampak tekial2 dia dan yance tuh membasuh beras di tepian dapur, namun, terusik gak lah seposen hati makcik2 yg memandang tuh utk dijadikan menantu. :))
[part tuh ai buat cerite, takde pon mane2 makcik bekenan :-".. sajeje nak amek hati yuh :-"]

ahha, ni part paling kene kasito. dia nih, pegi mane2 ramai aje yg beminat ek. menyangpah ai :-j. yuhwol tuh, kaki2 ngorat tuh kan, kalo nak ngorat leli nih kan, make sure cukop duit nak bayarkan utang nasi ayam dia kat ai yer. jap, cek buku 555 jap. after diskon, utang dia ade lagi 282 bungkus nasi ayam yer. silekan berusaha. murah je tuh kalo nak banding ngan hantaran kawen siti nurhaliza. :-"

deyyy, lagi yuh nak suruh i tulis pasal ape ek. hihihikk. marilah kite menabor fetnah ke atas leli 8-x. ngehehe. owh korang tau tak leli nih anak bola :-j. ayah dia name abdul rahman wooo. sape tak kenal tuh memang sah kaki bangku ;)). [guek tak kenal ekceli :-j, ntah sape je yg kasito ntah:)), barulah tau siapakah gerangan nya ituh :-j ai mmg kaki bangku pong :-"].
budak ni jgn lah diajak tgk bola, dia kalo set2 bola tuh mcm nak masok gol, tapi, tak masok pon nyer, dia dah bediri sorang2. buat malu je bawak pegi tgk bola nih. adik ai siap tutup muke tahan malu. 8-x.

owh, mengkenai status dia yeh? silelah tanye empunya diri :-", saye tidak mahu terlibat mahupon menjadik middleman yeah. sekian, time kaseyyyyy~

currently listening to: lifehouse - you and me
currently drowning. in my liquid tears.

2006-09-04T18:39:00.000+08:00

to the hand i once hold..

++the cameron's trip

2006-09-01T11:48:00.000+08:00

yew, i was tempted to go to cameron after my mom's.
so, then, we went to cameron yesterday, all my troubles seem so far away.. bwahahaha. suplyduply-frantasticos-journey, tengs to oa yg tenlah bersunggoh2 bangun awal guring nasi guring and nagets and sosejos, dan kemudiannye nasi guring telah tembalik di dalam boot kereta semase kami memlanggar-lari sebuah bumper di damansara perdana. yay! fragalistic sunggoh. kami memang hebbats.
ucapan tengs juwe kipada hencik zul yg paling driver [read: paling lame jadi driver compared to others] dan tenglah bermurah hatinurani membawe kami yg berasal dari kampungan ini berjalan2 di proton-city. dan tengs hencik toyonce kerna mengbantukuh berurut kelapa kerna nak montah yg sahngat loya diatas perjalanan beronak dan berliku itew. tengs juwer kerna bersusahpayah mentukar tayar kereta pancit kuh pagi tadi didalam keadaan mamai dan busuk sekali kamu.

alhamdulillah. looking forward for another low-cost-trip like this lah.

until then, selamat menghiasi wiken dengan petikan lagu nyanyian ina-mawi inih :)))))))))))))) [lagu adalah ehsan Laily yg peminat ina :))] [sebab dia pagi2 tadi telah besungoh2 suruh ai tgk vclip part-11 inih :-"]

currently listening to: atiek - aku sayang padamu
currently feeling tired dan malas bekerjaan

++the moment to remember. [a moment]

2006-08-30T10:16:00.000+08:00

read this!!!http://slipperykitchen.blogspot.com/2006/05/moment-to-remember.html
dgn semangat kental yg jitu, i downloaded the movie, dan dgn semangat kental yg jitu juwe, i prepared my bed, my pillows, my sound systems, with macaroni fruit salad and a mug of drinks in my hand, i open the movie lah. only to find out, the subtitle is in french! FRENCH!!! bloodyhell aku tak kire, aku nak tgk gak!! lalu aku tgk gak dlm keadaan tak paham. lantok!

dan adekah anda tahu yg ianya tengah ditayangkan di pawagam berhamperan? demmit!

currently listening to:tonic - if you could only see
currently feeling: tired

++the cruellest thing

2006-08-28T14:57:00.000+08:00

DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS THE CRUELLLLLLEST THING happened to me today????
i wrote almost 2 pages [kalo di tampal di microsoft words lah kot], of an entry, just before i accidentally close the window, for god's sake i havent even save as draft atlist once!
:(((((((( menangis bergande, bekos i put my whole excitement in writing that just now, buang masa!
so, whats gonna happened is, i wil shotfomkan isi2 penting tulisan yg telah terpadam tadi okeyyy [okeyyy = alala esqueleto dlm movie 'nacho libre'].

huh.

ok, first: prison break 2nd season sudah berada di pasaran p2p to be dwnload yawll. hehehe. ntah2 korang dah lame dlod dah kan, tapi, mcm ade kemungkinan ia bakal meleret ek. huh.

2nd one: nip tuck.
what if your ex comes to you and says:
"i'm positive, HIV positive"
rileks, not me, obviously, but, its this character in niptuck, dr.christian troy, who is paranoid of having the HIV virus, after his ex-sexmate came to him claiming about having a hiv positive. serve you rite, whoupsie, simpang malaikat 44. nauzubillah.
and i heard nip tuck will be shown in tv8 rite? wow, i wonder how they're gonna cut all the censored patotnyer tuh. :-s muh huh uh huhh. eh, ke kat astro axn ek? ntahlah, mane2 pon, its like showing sex and the city to crowd lah kot ek? hohoho.

3rd one: bilelah diorg nak sambung grey's anatomy tuh nih. :-w

4th one: movie 'click' best. i tot i read mr.and.mrs.imran's blog saying that everybody's crying watching it, and when i did watch the movie, i looked, left-rite, front, and nobody's crying, atlis like me. sob sob, adakah mereka benar2 rempit atau rejim zionis seperti yg diperkatekan olih mrs.imran? :((. i cried like hell :D. especeli the part when adam sandler kept rewind-play-rewind-play the part when his father said 'i love you, son' and he left him crying. huwaaaaaaaaaa, syahduuu, syahdu sesyahdu syahdu nyaaaaa uuu aaa uuu aaaaa. :D over plak. after the movie, i asked beyonce [read:yance] about that, why arent you crying? and he said: sedih mmg sedih, tapi takkanlah nak nangis kot? bah!!! lelaki mmg ngengado taik kudo. moerkhhh!! :D

5th: after the 3rd-failed-dial to my home-line, i called my mom's hp, only to hear her excitedly shouting:
"mak kat cameron nih, la la la !~"
and i was like: " hah buat ape?"
and she said: "sajeje, kiterang busan tatau nak pegi mane, dan ayah ko ckp dia tak pnah dtg cameron lagi"
and i went: jelessssssssssssss, i havent went to cameron of all my lifetime. :(( jeles jeles. jeles banget. jeles jugak sbb ayah slambe ponteng keje hari nih. besnye keje kajaan!!

eh, i am scared of thinking why is my father tetibe terase nak pegi cameron ek? bedua je plak tuh.
*videl is berdoakan kesejahteraan kedua2 org tua kuh, amin*

currently listening to: the brilliant green - i believe
currently feeling: sleepy, walopon adalah tido sekucupnye semalam. ejejejejje:-j

++the lucky no.1

2006-08-24T13:45:00.000+08:00

hehe. he. occay, i start wiv her. irina ramli burger. ;)) [betudung ping kare]
since she insisted on this. ah ah ah. irina sile bebangge, dan, sorilah ade muke si warrie tuh plak lah, malas bah mo potong.

kalo di peratikan kat frenster, ayat inih bakal same kot. no idea. really.

kiterang mcm satu dorm, satu kelas since form 1 lagi tuh. 1 usaha, 2 jaya, 3 jaya, 4 jaya, 5 jaya. 5 usaha sekejap. [ye, name2 class kami ialah superskema, gile tak vogue]
kiterng satu rumah topaz [sahsah satu dorm dr form1]
patu, berase mcm alala satu meja makan gak since form 1. atau mase form 1 aje lain meja kot :-??
make, kalo dah satu meja makan tuh, harus ade same2 pangai pirana. satu meje makan kiterang ialah pirana. jgn korang tatau, abis laukpauk meja kiterang, kiterang akan pow meja sebelah plak, takpon meja junior2 yg blom nak ade selera makan. :-j
ngeahahaha. irina la ni yg hasut aku jadik pirana ;)). hehe. tapi irina skang dah tak pirana, irina skang dah besopan :-j. rajin pegi gym plak tuh. wuuuuuu uuuuu uuuuuu. jeles daku. dia mcm turun berat 10kilo ke. ntah. tapi, mcm kurus sudah nih. haaa, silekan ngorat dia. [eh, slambe promot. sori sori.]
ntahlah ape nak ckp psl dia ni ek. sejak masuk uni lagi dah mcm jarang2 je berhuha sane sini ngan dia nih. selalunye jumpe kat kenuri kawen je. takpon raye days.

dulu2, mase kekecik, kiterang ade mcm satu kumpulan, ecewah. kiterang 4 org : irina, maznimatjidin, monno & myself. name kumpulan adelah sgt rawk sehingge malu aku nak tulis name dia :)). patu, kiterang ske nak same2 ber4 kemanamane, tgk wayang wajib same, pegi prep same2, pegi semayang same2, patu, kalo wiken ade parents sesape antare kami dtg, harus makan makanan yg parent tu bawak besame2 juwe [tapi, mcm ramai gak org lain sebok makan same je :-"]. dan kiterang ade baju yg same, intentionally beli kat batu road supermarket [skang dah tutop nih]. dan penah seketike, kiterang ade handbag yg same hmmkay!! :)). polkadot ke hape ntah. tapi set2 beg tangan yg adalah pencil-case sebenarnye.

hoho tatau mau tulis pe dah.

mangse selepas ini: laily ;) the lucky no.2

currently listening to: coldplay - fix you
currently thinking of the new system installed at home: ass-tro, yay!

++the piece of article

2006-08-24T12:47:00.000+08:00

http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/content.asp?y=2006&dt=0824&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Dalam_Negeri&pg=dn_02.htm

i am pissed!

++the calculator

2006-08-23T13:44:00.000+08:00

can u imagine how's our life gonna be in the next 10 years? 20 years? 30 years?
i mean economically.
last 20 years, when i was at 5, hnm, takdepepe, my mom suke suapkan nasi.:D. and i think no other hand boleh suap sesedap my mom's suapan.. nasik tuh mcm bercampor lauk tuh mcm ngam-ngam gitu. heh heh. i know nothing about the price watsoeva kot.
the youngest age of buying, was, at 7 lah kot, a plate of mee guring was 20 cent. eating the teacher's plate [which is slightly bigger amount, bigger plate, glass plate] was 60 cent kot.
and then, last 10 years, when i was at 15, the price of nasi ayam kak-maliz was like rm2. ke? i eat our dining hall foods all the time :D. kantin tuh pegi bebile mewah aje.
last 5 years, when i was at 20, my uni-days at unimalaya, nasi campor is at rm2.80 the most. which will contain nasi putih + ayam masak merah + sayur bendi guring. +/- 20 cent for the same gizi.
[huhu, i miss baktisiswa & perdanasiswa & kedai paklah fac engine.]
last 2 years, b4 going to uk, i worked at damansara perdana, and the same gizi i took during uni-days will cost me around rm3.30 gitu gitu.
last year, at uk, the same gizi, is GBP3.50 at malaysian hall. huks, dun convert! but ayam goreng cili padi malaysian hall adalah ter-baek! how we cant miss it? [tapi ade sorang pekeje dia adalah sgt angkoh dan sumbung membuatkan kami beralih arah ke kedai chopstick]
and today, today as of at August 2006, the same gizi, nasi putih + ayam masak apepe + sayur apepe = around rm4.50, or rm5.30 jike aku makan kat baloh.
now what? imagine the next 10 years, mungkin sebuah meal lunch ialah rm 7
how about the next 20 years? a lunch meal mungkin jatuh kepada kedudukan rm15 kot?? :-o

and now, mari kite tgk harga2 gadgets di dunia.
last 20 years, erm, handphones adalah aku tatau apebende :D
last 10 years, erm, mcm tatau harge gak bley?:D
last 5 years, haaa, mase ni nokia 3210 ialah paling glemer kot, was around rm700.
last 2 years, the same hp was almost rm300
last year, rm 100 oso can get.
today, dah takde jual kot :P

ok, lets do the calculation.
harga henfon berkadar songsang dgn harga lunch-meals.

maka, dgn itu, marilah kite same2 makan henfon kite pada usia tua mengejar kelak.
jika anda ialah orang yg suke tukatuki hp, dinasihatkan simpanlah henfon2 lame anda supaye boleh lah di jadikan macam alala makan ikan pekasam ek di hari tua.

*bukan sahaje henfon kot, harge kereta, harge komputer, owh jgn suruh aku ckp psl harge laptop yeh, amarahlah sgt. the same laptop, the same brand, but wiv more technologies n specs adalah murah sebanyak RM2k now compared to the date i bought.

**saye ialah baru je lepas makan nasik dan agak dah nak takde duit nak tapau nasik tadi :D, biaselah hujung2 bulan :-j, tuh yg terase nak je makan henfon aku ni tuh.

currently listening to: samsons kenangan terindah
currently hating my colleage

++the one wiv the tattoo

2006-08-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

mooooooooooooooo hoooooooooooooooo
i am completely tensed.

my work piled like 10feet, and, i have this 99% infatuation towards blink-blink-orange-color taskbar button of ym-msgs from frens down there.[sambil memuncung ke arah taskbar]. tempted to reply, butthen, hv to run back to my workstation a.k.a lab at the back of my ofis there. i've never been this idle before. duh.

last sunday was a 'break the record' day for me. hehe [gigles]. its like 2 years since my last visit to SOGO, and last sunday, i followed & watched [tengok sahaje! really] his sis shopping at sogo. i was tempted. discounts are everywhere, saye sgt dahagakan new handbag, new shoes, new watch. jgn tunjukkan keghairahan anda berbelanja di hadapan kakak orang, memalukan!
i'm planning to go to sogo again with my fren, but, BUT, megasale is soon to be over! huh duh! menangislah saye sebelom saye ditangiskan. how i wish that all shopping complexes close at 12midnite!

we went makan at gerai2 sebelah pertama kompleks after the sogo, and i helped coco [her son] to finished his mee goreng yg sgt pedas, when, i go ciritbirit rite afta that, di toilet pertamakompleks yg sgt mcm buah pulasan! hukhuk. kenot tahan. and yup, they waited like foreva.

petaling street adalah sgt best. and god, i felt like florenze-marcedo[market] over there. imah-suri-naiza, u gals dun hv to go to italy bah!

the beginning of weddings-on-a-row. free meals yeah, but, thinking about what to give as a present made me die to even thinking of going. hehh, dramaqueen giler.

my ex-housemate is engaging on the same day my ex-coursemate aka surrey-mate wedding-date. duh pening kepala kuh. one in kl, another one in pahang. aiyooo, die lah. dunno where to go, might as well ending up dozing off on all quilts kot.

my kaklong is post-pone-ing her wedding date to next year kot, kesian.. she cant reject the sambung study offer mah. perhaps her fiance understood lah kot.

i still didnt tempah the kebaya, kaksapora rejected, auntie sridamansara tuh pon rejected gak :((. harus jahit baju sendiri gamaknye :-j

i dun want to talk about ct. but i want stobewi cecah sekelet lah. nyummms =p~

*tak sabar nak gi balik sambung my collection of nip tuck.
currently listening to: ungu - tercipta untukku
currently feeling: tensed. kan dah ckp x-(

++the fruit-game

2006-08-21T10:16:00.000+08:00

nampaknye mulai hari nih, guek nak kene buat entry2 mengenai buah2an di malaysia..
esh esh. semase bejalan2 di pasaran, ku tanye ini buah apa? *ini:dalam gamba dibawah:
dan dijawabnya: buah rambai. KEPALE HOTAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!
berani kauk mengmain2kan perasaan buah ni. name dia buah pulasan la dol. kalo ckp ni buah rambutan takpela guek terime. eeeee, geram ni, main2 ye [-x
*[-x = smiley yg jari telunjuk kekiri kekanan]

name ini buah pulasan.

currently listening to: habounen - rahsia luna
currently feeling: tired

++the problematic me

2006-08-17T09:37:00.000+08:00

tolon. saye ade masalah negara.

1. saye tidak suke mendapat emel2 yg fowed2 pasal israel2 tuh seme. maksod saye ialah emel2 yg ade kanak2 mati, kanak2 ditembak sane sini tuh seme lah. geli. tolongkan saye, kenape saye begitu kejam nih?? kalo dapat emel sebedidu, saye akan segere dilit2. jgn haraplah saye nak memfowednye. adula. kejamnye. cemane ni bang berahem? risau plak saye akan ketakperikemanusiaan sayeh inih. :-ss
takpon emel kanak2 atau manusia dalam botol ke, mayat2 mangsa perang ke, apepela yg seangkatannye, yg bisa membuatku terjatuh dan terjatuh lagi, tergolek dowk ayam di tangan [jike tgh makan].
kenape saye begidu ek? adekah masalah negare ni saye alami seorang diri atau ade org lain mcm saye ek?
uhuhuhukkk. matihlah sayah.

2. berlainan ceritenye jike emel itu betajok: aksi haflin bersiyum? atau anak2 datuk k di disko ade 2 aweks? atau lagu baru siti dan datuk k? atau apepela yg sensasi2 dashing. uhuhuuu. dgn segera saye mentengoknye 8-x. tanpe disuruh2, bley je click butang fowed. esh esh esh. sunggoh busuk perangai.

3. saye ske bace kesah2 sensasi siti, dan datuk k. :D. dan selepas itu bergelaktawahebbatsambilmenangis dgn teman segossip seperti si leli, atau elly-and-the-gang.
ini contohnye: utusan malaysia semalam: "Siti Nurhaliza yang mendedahkan Datuk K merupakan cinta sejatinya turut menyatakan antara panggilan Datuk K kepada dirinya yang disukai ialah my soulmate."
mcm, yak allahhhhh sitiiiiii, ko tau ke tak ape soulmate tuh ek??? mcm.. takkan tuh pon ko bley suke dowh??
cube kalo datuk k panggil ko 'my infatuation' cemane? ko naik ske tak ek ;;)
ek-eh videL, jgn jage tepi ken orlen. nanti dia rimas. ok okai. saye minte diri.

4. ini ialah masalah paling besar saye. saye tidak suke hasben kpd salah seorang kawan saye. cemane ek? masalah ni besar nih, sbb, saye berase kawan saye ituh pon dah nak jadi mcm hasben dia. dah jadi dah pon, bak kate kwn saye yg satu lagi. uhuks. abaikan.

5. JANGAN! jangan terpedaya dgn sebuah tawaran hebbat dr mane2 kampeni :-" yg menyatakan anda mendapat 7-days VIP pass! JANGAN terpedaya! huh!

currently listening to: utada hikaru - first love
currently feeling: fat, selepas makan nasi lemak.

++the wedding date

2006-08-15T09:30:00.000+08:00

my frens are crazy :D
laswik, while helping a good fren from my school finishing her wedding-invitation-cards, we talked about siti nurhaliza getting married and stuffs. then, we talked about our future. her wedding will be on 9th september 2006 [9-9-06], bersempena her betday, same date, coincidently, which falls on saturday. i then told her, lucky you, you can have a dabel parteyyy on your betdey-date later later. and now she urges me, why not you get married on your birthday-date? menarek. together, we all browse thru the calender, searching for my birthday, which will falls into saturday or sunday. jeng jeng jeng. 31st december jatuh kepada: the nearest is this year! [and lastyear]. and the next nearest is on 2012!!! ok this year wont hepen lah kan, too soon to find a husband, tapik, 2012 adelah berumor berape tuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh?????
ho ho ho. perbincangan harus ditamatkan. saye ialah sedih lah.

eh tapi takpe, kite ble nikah aje di tarikh betdey, majlis tuh ble buat esoknye, 1st january kan cuti :-", besnye birthdate aku :-"

hey, why not you guys go browse your calender, predict your wedding-date :D.
saje saje buat kelaka sesekale ape salahnye.

argh. lapar fruit salad yg kat dlm fridge :D

currently listening to: lotter - yg berlalu tak berulang
currently feeling: nak teberak.

++the past wont happened again ?

2006-08-14T12:29:00.000+08:00

i hate it when i knew something not from the own source. i mean, when i heard somebody's complaining about me, but, not to my own ears. even worse, when in front of me, she pretend nice, all good, very2 pretencious, which made me go: owh, she seems like to like me, but, at my back, she kutok me, or she complain about me being too quiet, or sombong, or busybody, or anything lah. i'm ok if you can do the same, being annoyed of me not only at the back, but also in front of me. show it lah you little piece of mooncake! dont pretend and talk at my back.
arghhh, kalo tak suke aku, dan takot nak ckp yg ko tak suke aku dedepan aku, ko tayah lah buat2 baik dgn aku, cemtuh, bulih. nih tak, ko buat2 baik ngan aku, kunun ko mcm suke jee ngan aku, then, ko ckp ngan org lain yg ko rimas dgn aku, ape ituh?

pfuf, abes satu kesah kebenchian. move. another one.
somebody's being annoyed of me putting big big scroll-pictures at my fotopej. the first sentence is totally ok wiv me, she's commenting like this:
"Thumbnail dicipta ada sebab. Lain kali letak je semua gambar besar dalam satu page. Ni namanya nak tunjuk terlebih pandai. "
masok 3rd sentence, part yg ckp me nak tunjuk terlebih pandai, i'd go: ko pehallllllllllllllllll? tanak tgk, sile pegi fotopej org lain. this is me fotopage, showing off me faces. hnm, im not this emo anyway :D, tapi, bile ade org lain yg mcm emo gak dgn kenyataan dia tuh, aku mestilah emo bergande :D. tra la la la. :-"
eh you don know which entry eh? see this one:
http://videlcute.fotopages.com/?entry=884202&back=http://videlcute.fotopages.com/

dah kenape aku emo? sebab, eeeeeeeeek, adalah emo ngan salah seorang rakan sekerja. dan, tanak ulaskan nya. emo. eMo. EMO. ptoihhhhh. semuge saye tidak akan ditangkap. amin.

owh, las saturday, i joined the grunge brats ittew memlawan boling antara batch, ssp alumni. dan ofkos kami tidak menang, tapi kami juara menggossip. bak kate megawati,our junior: dr jawuh dah nampak dah muke sesekor, potpetpotpet mcm makcik2 tgh diskas psl anakdare org. seriyesli, too many gossips to catch up to. u rawklah rakan2 gossip kuh: nyza, ishtar, pacat, loth.

currently listening to: lotter - yg berlalu takkan berulang
currently feeling: emo

++the pervert

2006-08-11T19:35:00.000+08:00

++the one with the updates

2006-08-10T11:14:00.000+08:00

erk. cemane nak cakap ek. erk. cemane nak cakap ek. erk. cemane nak cakap ek. erk. cemane nak ckp ek. erk. erk. erk. erk. erk. erk. cemane nak ckp ek. takpela. tayah cakap la. kite ckp mende lain la..

ape nak ckp ek. ala. tau tak apsal saye mau cakap gak apepe. sbb, saye selalu rase keciwe kalo blog2 'daily cuppa' saye takde apdet. keciwe sbb takde mende bes nak dibace. oi pojan! oi imah! oi sue! apdet la selalu. menci la cenni.

eh korang nak tau, kedai kaksapura tukang jahit sudah tidak menerima tempahan raya. saye pegi laslaswiken, being rejected. kaksapura dah tak kenal wajah sayekah?:( sodih kak ongah mondongaa ea. kek mano laie kak ongah nak tompah baju. situ ajo tompek yang bes ghasonyo. dem lah.
ahhhh. ape aku mepek ni.

eh tgk nih, gamba tok kale puyuh. ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:D.

currently listening to: alanis morissette - ironic
currently arguing wiv bro. about going back pasir ambor. duh. mencinye blk sorang :(( malas mo drive bah.

++the missing diary

2006-08-09T14:19:00.000+08:00

i cant be bothered while driving.
even a simple chatting wiv co-pilot pon can make me go amnesia. heheh.
or a phone call, i mean speaking thru the phone during the way.
always, always, memasok simpang yg salah, or, terlajak simpang, or worse, melupakan simpang itu sampai hujung. there's time when i can even read the signboard showing the junction is to where i'm heading, but, i drive along and pretend to be into the junction. dalam bahase mudahnya: guek da nampak dah senbod tu tunjuk mutiaradamansara, tapi, guek drive stret je, tapi mcm terase dah masok dah simpang tuh.

not only by being in a conversation, being alone oso can.
which heppened when my mind was busy thinking or memorizing samtin else.

but, BUT, never had i imagine, ending up in front of bradpit's house, while the pure intention is to eat at keanu's.
cube anda bayangkan, anda nak gi makan di rumah keanu, tapi, tuptup anda adalah drive ke rumah bradpitt, dan hanye tersedar bile tgk, eik, apsal gate rumah dia dah diperbuat drpd kayu, dulukan adalah besi? ruperupenye dah tepegi rumah org len.
[read: bradpitt & keanu bukan nama sebenar]
[2nd read: bradpitt's kat shah alam, keanu's kat wangsamaju, contohnya]

i miss you. :(
currently listening to: i miss you - blink 182
currently feeling: gila

++the pokdiksen bbq

2006-08-07T09:42:00.000+08:00

red ribbon won rm500, first place mmu talentime 2006, so here's how they spend the moneyh.
A Bar be que at Port Dickson. and twas nyummy.
the first trip, the organizers trip, 7 cars convoying all the way from cyberjaya.
the 2nd trip, my trip [my ofis hour sucks], 2 cars also convoying all the way from cyberjaya.
the 3rd trip, the largest trip, was said, 9 cars, all the way from malacca.
sum it yorself. gigantic hell of a reunion i guess.. i mean, not mine, theirs lah. but still, as long as i felt welcomed, i can join the wateva age.*giggles*
as usual, more piccas here: http://videlcute.fotopages.com

[you, the one who always strummed and sang ungu-demi waktu tuh, eeeek, i hate lah you!]

currently listening to: samsons - kenangan terindah ??
currently feeling: chicky. [ntah pepe, sbb mkn byk ayam?]

++the aussino sale, on sale.

2006-08-02T18:54:00.000+08:00

now, who would want to jump on to my sleep-place?
bisa membuat ku rindu utk pulang tido..
jatuh cinta kali ke 88.
3 quilts + 1 [atuk's] + si pipit = kasih sayang.

currently listening to: you were mine
currently missing the quilts.

++the dramaqueen/s

2006-08-02T09:49:00.000+08:00

'our eyes might be open, but we were drooling'
seriyesli, the last 3 movies i watched were like masok tinge kanan kua tinge kiri.
rite after being disqualified by the digi-officers, i went straight to the lounge where all the disqualifying contestants sleep over. they: digi-officers didnt allow us to straightly drive back home ourselves, mati accident plak kang.

and you know what, i slept really well, i mean that is one hell of a public place man![read: the lounge] and it was like 10.30 to 11.00 am when i woke up, only to find out that i was wrapped in a selimut [yg diperbuat drpd towel putih] and the guys at the counter of the lounge screamed "terima kasih, terima kasih", and u know why? bekos they watched me sleeping, freely. *BLUSHES SECARA PUKAL*
[who hell selimutkan saye ituh???]
one of the guy come over to pick back the selimut, and i runaway. was thinking, adekah aku telah meniduri secara kuak tunggang tebalik?? and watabot the snores? was there any snores? makkkkkkkkkkkkkkk maluuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!

adulaa, everybody, termasoklah penjual2 tiket wayang di kaunter tuh adalah mentengok, my tudung was everywhere [serabai], the cekop kepale was still there, but my hairs was in and out [apekah ayat ini?].
ha ha. bodoe la, cemane la ble tetido hebbat di tempat2 begini.
[eh suddenly tingat when me and imahan tido secare hebbat gak kat airport rome sbb flight adelah di subuhan, tapi tu takpa, seme org putih adalah tak kesah kot, yg nih, seme adelah org melayu! or atlis malaysian! uwaaa:((]

after washing my face, betolkan segale yg perlu dibetolkan, i went down to the watson at the curve yg berdekatan, was thinking of buying the partner-in-crime supplies of tongkat ali pawerut [10tin], eyemore for tired eyes, chewinggums.
and sikit je lagi nak membayar, then yance call me: "awakkkkkkkkk, saye tetido :((((((". uwaaaaaaaaaa, tamatlah riwayat RM10,000. tamatlah riwayat N91 aku, tamatlah riwayat T30 aku, dan tamatlah riwayat SLR aku :((. i collapsed in front of watson [roh sahaje, my body was still standing :D]

his story: he had been sleeping for an hour actually, but with drooled eyes kot, the digi-officers failed to notice, and he woke up asking the person beside him: " eh, passport aku dah kene amek ke??", and the person beside him said: "no", and he continued watching and then he fell asleep again and kantoi this time. huhuk. rugi rugi. [passport: sejenis kad yg kalo kite ialah disqualified, passport itu akan ditarik balik].
my eliminated movie was xmen, and his was after mine: taeguki. nice movies kan, tapi, kalo dah ngantuk tuh, ko kasila porn skalik pon, mmg table blah kot.

im wishing for more events like this coming up. please lah sarikat2 gegasi malaysia anjurkan, am craving for more gadgets lah.

peeps, starlight cinema sudah kembali, jom jom tido di padang lagi. [read: lotr trilogy ]
eh, didnt i mentioned that i am sick of watching movies, err atlis for this month kot :D. 22 movies in a row, and u wan make me puke kah?
ah well, starlight cinema exceptional lah.

*[trying really hard to not watch dragon tiger gate]*

currently listening to: alda - aku tak biasa
currently feeling: unhealthy

++the diary of anne frank

2006-08-01T10:25:00.000+08:00

is the most boring book i've ever read.

registration counter open at 9.am friday morning, and we were at least the last 20 person to line up. they people already been there since forever. [i mean since before 8am kot]. gile lah tepakse mendapat seating agak takbest sbb terlambat.. soccay. atlis our seats were not those 1,2,3 rows from the screen.
after some taklimat from digi, rules and regulations, doctors advise bla bla bla. the journey began..
28th july 2006, friday
1. 11.00am - Uzumaru. erm well, quite a fascinating movie kot. tak pnah tgk dan sbb masih di awal marathon, agak teruja la kot tgk citer nih. ok. nice one.
2. 01.00pm - assasination of richard nixon. as usual if u've watched i am sam before, this samting like it. same old sen penn, doing his character. err, ok kot. nice one gak.
3. 03.00pm - million dollar baby. watched this mase kat uk dulu. so, kinda expected ending nih aku kurengggg skek, walopon i still cried at the same scene. hehe. ya-yaaa i know, i am vulnerable when it comes to sad movies. bluergh!~
4. 05.30pm - Valiant. erm. a cartoon movie. entahlah, mcm dah hilang perasaan utk men-judge ke hape ai ni ek. tapi, agak kartun yg boringla jugak kot ek. entahlah.
5. 07.00pm - initial D. ok ai mmg ske cite ni. dah tgk kat uk gak. tapi, sbb ade edison ape tuh name dia? yg hemsem tuh. takpela, sapesapela janji hemsem. layan.
6. 09.00pm - cry wolf. huh i cant remember a thing about this movie. nih movie ape ek. uhuh tak engatttt.
7. 10.45pm - keabadian cinta. korean movie. hnm sweet kot. layan jeee kalo sweet2 ni :d. hehehe. nyam nyam. and heroin adalah super lawa. hero adelah serabai tapi i know he;s hemsem somewhere. laaa~

29th july 2006, saturday
8. 12.45am - the red shoes. another korean movie. boring mcm babi. ntah ape motif citer, i still cant geddit. and helo, thanx a lot lah for all the sounds yg tak best. they korean dah takde modal buat citer ke hape, semua nak tiru2 alala nang nak bebuat citer seram yg tahapepe.
9. 02.30am - cinta pertama: my girl. thai movie. yg telah dialihbahase ke bahase indon. ke ape ek? ntahla. tapi busan. tapi sbb stil tak mengantuk, so, layan kot.
10. 04.30am - rock school. the most boring rock movie. this aint no 'school of rock' kinda movie. totally and utterly the different one! bapak boringgggggggg. dan dia ialah bukan movie actually, its a documentary more to say. mcm bodoh sial. eeeeeeeee. bodohnye sape yg pilih movie ni nihhh?
11. 06.15am - second hand lions. hnm, ok kot. psl 2 pakcik tua yg mase mude telah pegi ke europe dan mengdapat emas banyak2 patu bile dah tua2 tatau cemane nak jolikan duit ituh. part lion tuh sikit je ekceli, tapi tatau apsal telah menjadik tajuk citer.
12. 08.30am - Le grand Voyage. lagi satu movie paling boring hebbat abad ini. damn it! atlis i can digest the storyline, but i dunno about those chinese or matsaleh [sorang je matsaleh yg join movie marathon nih]. this is story about a guy and his father's journey to mecca, from france. naik kereta. dan telah dilande pelbagai dugaan. bapak dia alim, anak mcm setan. seriyes rase nak je 'gap kan kepale anak dia tuh. tapi, kesian laa kat those yg tak paham islam dan tepakse tgk citer nih. heheh.
13. 10.15am - romeo&juliet. babi arrr bapak boringggg dowwww!!!.. sebbaik diorg tak meng-sequelkan ke boringan ni dgn mensambung kpd shakespeare in love tuh. kottak, bajet mati la aku situ.
14. 12.15pm - driving miss wealthy. chinese movie. ok la kot. a romantic comedy psl gadis kaye yg tak reti diuntung, lalu bapak dia atur strategi utk memiskinkan dia supaye belajar erti hidup.
15. 02.30pm - conan the barbarian. tau tak movie ini ialah didlm dvd version??? yea bener, apekejenis cinema ni telah mempasang dvd. mcm vaviiiii. ouh yeah, they didnt censor the sex scene, tapi kitorang adelah buat dekkkk aje sbb mcm dah takde perasaan dan di mamai-an.
16. 04.50pm - conan the destroyer. yak allah seriyes diorg tak potong sex scene tapi kiterang buat bodo lagi. damn it where goes our sense of lust?? omaigodness.
17. 0645pm - the soong sisters. chinese movie. busan mcm raja gula. citer psl 3 beradik popan yg busan. dan berunsurkan politik.
18. 09.00pm - dirty dancing. another dirty movie. [for me :D]. ade juge beberape ketol sex scene yg agak tidak di cut. :-"
19. 11.00pm - the last emperor. chinese movie. apsal laa diorg ske sgt tayang chinese movie. diorg tatau ke chinese movie tuh ialah bosan. bosan tau tak bosannnnnnnnnn!~

30th July 2006, sunday
20. 01.50am - rush hour. thanxalot la weyh.
21. 04.00am - braveheart. at this time, i already mati. my eyes might be open, but i am seriously drooling. all the time. at the time the movie ends, i lompat tinggi2 to fetch away my balance back. huhukk. kenot tahan.
22. 06.30am - XMEN. ok so i conclude, its not about the movie is boring, its about me getting bored of watching. XMEN is hilariously the best movie in town, but still, i doze off for i think like 10 secs aje, but the digi guy said ive been dozing off for more than 20secs. i was like: penipuuuuuuuuuuuuu!~
wattodo, my partner in crime juge telah tetido at the same time, but, he wasnt kantoi like me.
so, that is when all the mistake went in. we actually worked as a partner here. main tumbok2, main cubit2, tapi this time.. he let me sleep bekos he is also sleepy shit. huhuk, and after me going out of the scene, he himself cannot tahan, and been disqualified 3 hours after me.

i am the last 30samting person. at time yance kuar, left only 32person in the cinema. out of 200 people.
my record is 44hours. damn, i hate number 4.

anyways, thanxalot for the experience, i'll sure join again if given the opportunity, seriyesly!
best gile.
i'll write more, to be continuedlah..

currently listening to: shakira - my hips dun lie
currently feeling: sleepy, still.

++the humdrums

2006-07-26T14:25:00.000+08:00

kenapeeeeeeeeeee?????????????
kenape saye disamekan dengan kucing???
kucing gemok plak tu. :((((( nangis.

currently listening to:maroon 5 - harder to breathe
currently feeling: full

++the deal

2006-07-25T09:46:00.000+08:00

ok, here's my deal..
if i win this RM10,000, i will belanja u all chillis. ok tak? ok tak?
nak chillis free, doakan aku berjaya tak tido tgk movie tuh yer. 3 hari tau! 3 hari i repeat. ngapngap.
okla okla, i belanje u all chillis and tgi friday. ok?

the competition starts on friday morning, and ends on monday morning, which i think, i will survive only until saturday err saturday evening la, kasi can la.. [ntah2 friday evening aku dah selamat tetido, innalillah]
ahh, doakan aje la, jgn byk soal. doakan aku kuat!

and u know what? [sambil lihatlah attachment form pertandingan yg ditampal dibawahnih], dia ade column utk college/university??? means what ek? intentionally for students ke mendalah nih ek? aku sorang aje ke wanita bekerje yg mensertai ek??? owh tuhan luluskanlah cuti aku. pupupuuuu terase besemangat plak :))

[woups, cuti sudah approved: jumaat n isnin. nyam nyam. ble soping2 isnin nanti
nyamnyam]

currently listening to: ost garasi - hilang
currently missing atuk

++the tirest weekend, 2nd tirest kot.

2006-07-24T09:50:00.000+08:00

yup.. i had myself registered for a cineleisure ultimate movie marathon, on coming weekends, and winner of 72hours-non-stop movie marathon ini bakal mengdapat 10,ooo hinggit yeahhhh!!!
yippidieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!~
did i not hear somebody's scrreaming for being jealous? :D *bigbiggrin*

*shorten up my story*, we went to the cineleisure at 8.30am for the registration, and guess what? the reg counter open at 12noon! i tot they said its 10am?? some people even reached there at 5am, some at 6.30am, omigod!!! bersemangatlah gaban!
[read: the movie marathon is only for the first 200 lucky person to register at the cineleisure digi booth in front of cenileisure last saturday].

and while waiting for the registration counter to be open, datanglah hitz.fm cruiser tuh, lalu, ku berlarilah ke mereka. dan, setelah mengdapat beberape freebies, soalan terakhir ialah for a free tix concert of pussycat dolls, dan ku telah berjaye mendapat masok contest ini dgn berjaye membawak butang paling banyak kepada hitz.fm cruiser crew ituh, akan tetapi, para pemenang adalah kene menari gelek di atas ford cruiser itu utk membolehkan mendapat tiket. was like: shittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!!
i wanna run, tapi pentonton disitu suruh try aje, boleh punye, u have the asets bla blabla, *nangis nangis*. diorg jahatttttttttttttt. syhh, saye menari bersame lagu loosen up my buttons beb.
[sape gelak aku pukol sampai patah gigi!!]
*pemaluan berganda di sepanjang hujung minggu* *blind-ness* *lari keliling the curve* uhuhuhuk, semua orang yg beratur di kaunter digi ultimate movie marathon adalah mentonton. *mati*

*pemaluan-screaming turns-off*

sekarang, kite beralih pule kpd ektibiti seterusnye:
we watched one in a million: in person, kat the curve. hnm, i vote for faizal tuh kot. pawer kan.
[ade sape lagi terase mcm shafinaz n paul moss berchenta tak ek? :-j]

and, later, that nite, was invited to elly's betdey bash at royale bintang family suite. nyammm, tengs elly for the free-foods :D, free cakes nyummm sodappp, new-friends yg slamberrrr, and nice view of my office ;))
happy birthday anyways, i tot twas your fren's bash, rupe2nye it is yours. uhuhuk sori hadiah tidak semberape. :'( nextime tanak men kotak beracun dahhhhh, takotttttt :-ss. hikhik.
[dan elly adelah sgt chomel menari ballet :))]

proses peng-krimofikasi si elly :)), kiterang siap tunggu diam2 sebelom elly kua toilet nih. :-j

currently listening to: michelle branch - all you wanted
currently feeling:flu-ed

++the chopstick

2006-07-21T11:04:00.000+08:00

location: chopstick restaurant, bayswater road, London.watching gilmore girls made me craving for a chopstick meals lah. u see, rory and lorelai, they like to eat those in-box foods, nampak sedap, and if u happen to go to london, don miss it, kat bayswater road tuh.
adula.. where ek can i get those kat KL ni? i missed it lah. huks. its coming, my *Ms thingy.

ps: hell, gilmore girls finale season adalah mcm tak finale dan mcm akan bersambung. damn it.
and u, i cried. :)>- that part when rory wake up from bed and logan is departing.
peace!~

currently listening to: matchbox twenty - 3 am
currently feeling: its 3 am I must be lonely yeyeahh.

++the other day

2006-07-20T10:36:00.000+08:00

we quarrelled over things.
one day, we questioned about why people get married.
he said, u see, those rich people [americans], they get married when they were ready enuff to get married, they dun care about age, they established themself strong enuff, and then they'll think of having a family, while our people, they get married because they want to compete each other, they target 25-26, they make sure they will get married that time, to prove it, to compete own friends.
i said, no they werent. they werent even have the glory to compete each other. they just find it, its time, and we should settle down.
he said, u can see your frens, one wedding after another..
i said, menghalalkan yg haram.
he said, no, they want to compete. dot.

ouh rite, i dont even have the right to speak about this. im at my fourteen. :-"

'guys suxx, they make us love them, and then, they hurt us. ' -paris, gilmore girls finaleseason, episode 16.
and when rory gilmore went back to Logan Huntzberger, i was like, she loves him, she loves him no matter what he did. been there.
eh, that is not the end, i havent finished them actually, 3 episodes to go and i am slowing down, i have this weird-ness of 'sayang nye nak habiskan'. heh, who said u r the only weird person in world heh?:D

[and heyy, jess sudah ade his own studio, damn that is cute!]

currently listening to: lifehouse - blind
currently being loved.

++the juwie s

2006-07-19T10:00:00.000+08:00

when first heard about siti and datuk K, i ignored, and deeply agreed that all these are craps and gossips. gosip liar kate orang.
and when she finally admitted, and confirmed about marrying him, i was then realised: media hiburan tempatan adalah boleh dipercayai!
so after this, just biliv in wateva gossips they put in the magazine y'awlll
hail to mama juwie!~

currently listening to: billy talent - this suffering
currently feeling: kusut wiv my own templete

++the wedding of the year?

2006-07-17T10:01:00.000+08:00

[+just added]0. i delayed this entry, why? bekos me [and an officemate] telah turun ke kedai mamak untuk mesaksikan press-conf siti mengumomkan tarikh pertunangan n perkawenan nya, MOERKH!! kalahkan semua jenis kontroversi pemimpin negara tatahan. tapi, dia telah ada 5 designer utk wedding of the year ituh [yg telah disebut olih datuk k sebagai 'majlis yg sederhana sahaja'] omigod duk duk duk duk duk duk tak puas hati.

1. ok. hnm. deads man chest best what. kenape imah ckp tabest ek? :-s are u losing your inside-humor imahan :-??

2. zoOm in bersama m.nasir. mcm trend plak skrg ni, if i was [we were] bored, we will head up to angkasapuri and watch anything in there. [sori ye, i tak clubbing huks].
of course i dunno whose performing, i went stret to guard house and asked the pakcikpolis there
saye: "err, mlm ni sape pefom ye pakcik?"
pakciktuh: "ape ni.. [-(.. dtg nak tgk pefomen, tapi tatau sape pefom ni [-(" [sambil menggulung misai, exaggerated]
sipenipu: "ehehe. kiterang dr konsert AF pakcik, tak dpt masok, tu yg pegi sini nih" [yg mentipu]
pakciktuh: "ooooo... tak dpt masok konsert AF baru nak dtg rtm ye.. [-("
sipenipu: "biaselah pakcik, rtm kan saks.. " [la la la ckp dalam hati sahaje, sbb takot tak dpt masok langsung tgk pefomen]
pakciktuh: "ni ade tiket tak ni? nak tgk mnasir ni?"
saye: "uik? kene ade tiket ker? alaaa.. mane nak tauuu kene ade tiket.. mane nak dpt tiket?"
[sambil kenyit sebelah hidung]
org lalu lalang: "saye ade tix extra [sambil bukak purse], kebetolan amek tiket utk kawan, dia tak dpt dtg"
saye: "uuu uuuu uuuuu nak pelok kamu"
pakciktuh: "siot betol budak ni lalu time2 ni [-(" [dia bercakap drpd riak wajahnye sahaje]

m nasir tuh hemsem kan :x

3. and then, di one utama telah ada sejenis majlis kLue magazine blue chillis pebende tuh, lalu ade pefomen drpd the times. pernah dgr lagu gadisku dalam koma tak? haa, ye bener, merekalah yg saye maksodkan.
[there's this one nite where i sang 'gadisku dalam koma.. seriyuskah.. keadaannyaa..' non-stop, and repeating the same verse n lyrics only, oa adalah saiko sehingge koma that nite alone]

4. and finally, adalah mentengok this breakdance championship 2006 ituh, lalu menjadik wow.
dia mcm alala citer ape tuh yg memule satu grup ni menari, then the other grup adalah kene balas, then balas, then balas. crite 'save the last dance' ker ek? dah lupe. but of kos, malaysian nyer breakdance adalah tidak begitu bagus kot. more to showing self-power, rather than trying to 'balas' the opponent's trick.

dun get me wrong, but this contestant is a girl hmkay!

currently listening to: fauziah latiff - dia [damn it i still stuck with this mnet.fm streaming thing pojan gave]
currently hating siti nurhaliza for chosing besfren's hasben, helo!! a father!

++the one who i wanna have

2006-07-14T18:15:00.000+08:00

You said that I was naive,
And I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh but now I know that I was wrong, 'cuz I missed you.

You said, "I caught you 'cuz I want you and one day I'll let you go."
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cuz you know you're just so scared to lose.
And you say, "Stay."

once again, i miss you.
huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

++the karam singh walia

2006-07-13T12:50:00.000+08:00

dear hsbc, i hate you, but still, i need you. why ah?
i spent 1 hour searching for a parking yesterday, end up, i drove back to the office.
today, i succeeded wiv the parking part, but, i reached office at 3pm. good lah you.
[nasib baik personal banker itu ialah hemsem] peace:)>-

anyways, nih dpt from elle's blog, mcm kelaka anjing okessssssss

karam singh walia - ayat power
1. Kemana tumpahnya kuah kalau tidak ke bawah
2. Tak lapuk dek hujan, tak lekang macam rambutan
3. Tiada rotan, pelempang berguna juga
4. Biar lambat asalkan tak cepat
5. Biar putih tulang, jangan kuning gigi :))
6. Di mana ada gula di situ adalah gula-gula :))
7. Kalah jadi abu, menang jadi arang, seri jadi abu bakar :))
8. Carik-carik bulu ayam, lama-lama jadi shuttlecock
9. Secupak takkan jadi 18 cupak
10. Gajah mati meninggalkan gading, udang harimau mati meninggalkankulit, manusia mati meninggal dunia :))
11. Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, inikan pula makanan di dalam mulut. :))
12. Harapkan pagar, pagar tidak boleh diharap
13. Alang-alang mandi biar guna sabun :))
14. Berapa berat mata memandang, berat lagi seguni beras
15. Cubit paha kanan, paha kiri tak rasa apa-apa pun :))
16. Diam-diam ubi berisi, diam-diam orang... . bisu :))
17. Hidup segan mati di tanam :))
18. Ikut hati mati, ikut rasa merasa
19. Lembu punya susu cap teko dapat nama
20. Sehari selambar benang lama-lama benang habis
21. Jika kail panjang sejengkal, beli le yang panjang sikit kalau nak ngail di laut. (beli la pukat tunda lagi baik) :))
22. Hendak seribu daya, tak hendak tak apa :))
23. Membujur lalu melintang pukang
24. Hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri, lebih baik hari tak hujan
25. Sebab pulut santan binasa, sebab mulut habis pulut
26. Kecil-kecil cili padi, kecil lagi biji cili
27. Kalau sudi katakan sudi, kalau tak sudi boleh blah!!

currently listening to: i miss you - blink 182
currently feeling: down

++the day that i die

2006-07-12T19:43:00.000+08:00

the one who looks like ashraf sinclair plus adam quickie ituh adalah hasben orang.
8-x ngaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaanga.

currently listening to: stranger by day [dlm mespes ali]
currently missing someone.

++the tribute to zidane

2006-07-10T10:46:00.000+08:00

tribute to zidane nyeee lah kan..
heh, i dun really have any team to go for for the final WC, but then, chosing is a must.
all my fav team sudah out. huh. italy vs france, the fact that most azzurrii-ans ni hehemsem mmg tabley disangkali, huks, gogor jantung dan itulah jike perempuan tgk bola yer, takde lain, nak cuci mate aje kejenye. lalala:-".. but then, being in the crowd of italian-fans yg sgt fenetik ituh, ku jadik mau bangat france menang nguuu.. lagikpon, kire a tribute lah to zidane, for his last game.. kesian zidane, i hope his tandukan really worth the red-card. sure smthing mozarela [materazzi] tuh ckp yg buatkan dia liar sebegitu ek.

where did i go last nite: to have my face &hand tattoo-ed at a booth kat the curve [its the road between curve n ikea-ikano], not say happening lah, but i like seeing crowd. dan situ adalah berdekatan to my house compared to bukit bintang or proton, subang [yg kononnye ade free food, betulkah?].
and to grab a free worldcup adidas poster, all i hv to do is 3-times try goalkan bola. *malu*, tapi buat gak. hehe. lucky i diden suruh org amekkan gamba i freekik the ball, kottak menangislah korang tgk unskillfull me. :-".
and then acara tgk bola adalah seperti biase @ medan selera idaman [yg telah kami secara official namakan nya restoren sudugapu sbb dia ada gamba sudugapu secara besar kat atas kedai tuh]. can consider this place as 2nd hartamas square bley? :D sbb ramai cikaz. :-" lalala.

and naizaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! hehehehe senyum kerang busuk dulu,
aku telah pergi tgk konsert siti ituh :-j heheh, ade sape mau malu utk aku tak? sbb memule aku pegi konsert AF4 kat dewan sivik dan telah full, lalu, sangap2 tuh pergi lah angkasapuri dan tengoklah 'zoom in bersama siti'. :)>- peace.

currently listening to: hehehe, siti - biarlah rahsia
currently feeling: mantokkkkkkkkk

++the another day that i cant forget

2006-07-07T16:47:00.000+08:00

remember today ??
i remembered, i went down to woking [woking jobcentre plus] today, for an interview.
[woking is 10mins by tren from guildford.]
and inside the train and being alone, i cant really knows what happened around me.. rumours were spreading, tv was showing something, but, i'm too snob to ask around. so, i sat down quietly half enjoying my hot-chocs.
[hot choc kat guildford train adelah ter-baek, sempat lagi promote tuh].

ok, i went straight to the interview, and then, sempat membelibelah skirts [2 pairs ok], for my paris trip.
duh, not until i stopped by at this toiletteriesstore [boots or superdrugs, i cant remember], i finally saw the news about the underground-bombing at London. then, baru i started freaking out. the vodafone/o2/orange line were simply un-reachable that time, i cant get to frens at london [imahan, suri].
and then, barulah my mom started calling way from malaysia, asking my condition and sebagai anak yg baik, ofkos i didnt tell her that i'm busy shopping now mom, i told her i was in the school ntah ape tah tipu tuh. and phone calls from frens n yan.

people were staring at me like what after that. damn it lah keadaan itu. but, it lasted 2-3days sahaje, after that keadaan kembali normal. we managed to go to paris [by eurostar] a week after the incident and came back safely. [mom was suggesting cancelling the trip after the tragedy, huh, nasib baik gak aku keras kepale ek, kottak tak merase pegi paris.]

ahh, how can i forget july 2005, the month when you first met her and then forget about me, after all this years. a month before i came back to malaysia. i hate my memories. [woups, pms :-"]

currently listening to: acha septriasa & irwansyah - in my heart ?
currently feeling touched.

++the 10 things [minus 1]

2006-07-06T19:11:00.000+08:00

10 random things about me

10.I love watching live performances, concerts, music-based programs.
9. I prefer hot chocolate to coffee in the morning. [milo je sebenanye, saje nak kasi ayat tu nampak bergaye]
8. I'm a really lousy liar so I don't even try anymore. [err, atleast I tried].
7. I love singing in the shower, in the car, in my workstation. Aiyaaark, I think people're getting annoyed. Hikhik.
6. I can only live, with a piece of paper n a mechy-pencil during a talk/seminar/lecture. And I'll scratch craps. And lyrics. And my popular-frog. Without pen/pencil, I'll go insane. [I kinda imagine to have those tools when being lectured by mom/you]. :)>-
5. Eh, did I mentioned I love musics? Yeah, especially those with beautiful lyrics.
4. I walk really fast and can weave through human traffic well. Please bare.
3. I'm shy, but very gedik with my close frenz.
2. I love to eat cheesecakes. That's the reason for my extra fat around the belly. :-"
1. Eh, I actually love to eat many things. I love to eat lah senang cerite.

I dunno why this one got no 9 things, I'll stick wiv it.

8 things I wish to do

8. Turn back time!! Huh so not normal.
7. Go back to Surrey and start it all over again [minus the exams]
6. Do bungee-jumping [obviously I have height ness-phobia. Damn it!]
5. Walk into any stores, pin-point, and buy it. [without wondering, not even thinking. Wah bes nyer]. Walk into guys-crowd, pin-point, and own a man. :)) nah cannot mah.
4. Confess my feeling to him. The who-ever him.
3. Clubbing. [:)) laugh all u can :-"]
2. Slimming down :-j.
1. Living life. [as if am not living until now :D]

7 ways to win my heart [ada mentiru]

[*gedik alert turn on*]
7. Be down to earth.
6. Be adoreably funny.
5. Smells good.
4. Be sexually notty.
3. Be romantic.
2. Be caring.
1. Strum your guitar and sing to me.
[*gedik alert turn off*]

6 things I always believe in

6. the f*kkin KARMA!
5. Love heals us
4. Love unites us
3. Love blinds us
2. Love empowers us
1. Love made us.

5 things I'm afraid of

5. Losing people that I love.
4. Wanita penggoda. [seriyeslah weh]
3. My own self-conflict. Damn, it hurts.
2. Heights.
1. cacing, pacat, lintah, hantu ;)) 8-x

4 things that I wish to buy

4. Sony T30. hemsem mcm takuya kimura. [utk tujuan saje2]
3. Digital-SLR-Cameras. Takkesah brand, janji dangduttt hmkayy. [utk tujuan belagak macho bile amek gamba].
2. Ralph Lauren blue eu de parfume. Huks, I missed him [the perfume, and the giver].
1. Nokia N91 [say goodbye to ipod]

3 things I touch everyday

3. Myself? Mestilah kan ke?
2. my henfon ?
1. my pipit [eyy u pervert!!, pipit is my bantakbusok].

2 things am trying not to do rite now

2. shopping. [alert: laptop crash + dgcam repaired]
1. thinkin about shoppin.

One thing going on now:
bored.

currently listening to: paris hilton - stars are blind. like me.
currently feeling: sad.

++the 2006 inter-school cheerleading competition

2006-07-03T10:00:00.000+08:00

aiyark, i so need eating a ~~[perhaps 2-3slices]~~ slice of cheesecake. apsal nih??? another pms ker?

anyways, joined laily and her company watching inter-school cheerleading competition last saturday. hnm, good for guys lah to cuci mate, good for me to sorak2 [kembali ingatkanku zaman2 menjadik cheerleaders dahulukalapuyuh ;))]. MCs are rocking, jean ituh bes lah. i got loud by joining the crowd [which wr teenagers, mostly]. duh, *felt old*. and i vote for dynamitez [sk dsara jaya], sharp lah derang pefom, but, they didnt won. sobsob. laily [who did went for the final on sunday, semangat hokey si leli inin] told me that 'the titans' [from ipoh] won the competition. hnm, good good, as long as bukan bebudak cbn ke st mary ke, soccay with me. diorg gedis giles. biaselah tuh, budak2 single-sex school mmg gedik. [hikhik as if im not from one :-j]. [dan betetek besa, i loathe]. ngiahahahha. :)>- peace.
[rilekla bang, kidding kidding.]

hehuuuu england kalah :((
[hehehe, typical nyer, sbb sokong england :D] apsalla erikson gi kuarkan bekem awal2. mane tau dia ble tolong score time penalty kan. huh. silap bajet la kamu ni.
semua team aku sokong [england, argentina, brazil] adalah sudah kalah, maka, no mood dah nak tgk wc hukhuk. tepaksela sokong france [ntah, atau apesal]. ok, doakan france! go france!

currently listening to: shakira-my hips dun lie [dunno why, but, i kinda dah taksuke this song]
currently feeling: remissed.

++the fat-fat pictures lah.

2006-06-29T11:33:00.000+08:00

ye betol tuh, sape lagi rase my latest pictures in my fotopej is showing extra-fat in ownself? hehuu, i dunno how many kilos i've put all this while.. [due to the 'tragedy'].. but, i think im gonna do diet lah.
plis lah jgn ajak aku makan megi tetengah malam lagi plis plis plis. not even temankan pon, sbb nanti aku akan turut terjerumus nak sebongkos gok.. obviously, i cant skip the daily meals: lunch&dinners, [i have gastrik], but, suppers are from now on forbidden ya.. :-"

and, i found this new tools to play around to, nice ya, thanx kaknoni for introducing, it means a lot, so does the entry [inside the clapperboard :-"]

currently listening to: nina - ya ya ya (aku bahagia)
currently craving for a cheese cakes.

++the name

2006-06-28T10:00:00.000+08:00

one day, in a wedding ceremony held by malaysian society in uni of surrey, i encountered this lady while queuing for nasi beriyani. of course i know her not. but she looked at me reminiscing samtin. then she stared rite to me and said:
"you nih videlcute ker?"
shocked, and of course rase mcm malu nak nyorok didalam nasiberiyani.
"i read your blog hehe :D" big grin.
"latest lagu in your blog tuh, i suke lah"
huhuhu. not that i am proud of it, but, somtimes, when people reckon me macam ituh, terase shabbash lah pulak. because im not glamer mcm blog kawan2 ku ittew [eg: pojan, berg, dll] :-j.. hihihi. and i write craps. real craps. huk~

currently listening to: peterpan feat siti nurhaliza [damn it] - mungkin nanti.
currently having the futbol-fever. in-flu-enza lah. srottttt.

++the production

2006-06-23T17:02:00.000+08:00

im bored and i can consider today as the most un-productive day of the month.
heh.
oh ya. status ym terbaek hari ini dimenangi olih enchek jojo:
"semuge skrotum kamu digigit lipan wahai si pencuri selipar"
ahaha.. ni sure kes gi semayang jemaat dan selipar ilang kat mesjid ni.

p/s: mulai minggu depan, saye mau menyingkap cerita seorang demi seorang teman2 saye. berjagalah anda!
currently listening to: uwaaaaaaa [lagu rahsia] uwaaaa :((
currently feeling: montahdarah.

++the dragonball

2006-06-22T10:07:00.000+08:00

'o where o where can my baby be? the lord took her away from meh.. she's gone to heaven so i gotta be gud, so i can see ma baby when i leave dis worldddd~"

the pic: PAN is my daughter by marriage to son-go-han.. [if you know what i mean]..
comel kan? mcm mak dia jugak.

i started the nickname/i.d/ym/semuajenis accountname as VIDEL [or atlist videlcute, sbb, videl nih selalu telah digunapakai olih manusia lain] since last 7/8 years. around 1998/1999. since zaman baju gedoboih2 baru blaja kenyit mate tuh apa. yakni, mase time asasi sains fizikal di UM. tho i started reading the comic since sekolah [berebot2 bookafter].. tapik, that time, i like the gohan ituh. dia sgt comel skali. butthen, come to think of using go-han as a nick might turn people off, :D, they might think im a gay. [?]. so, i used the wife's name: videl.

ok. wats so special about videl nih. videl binti satan.
[an adapted version from wikipedia:videL ]
Videl is the daughter of Mr. Satan and her mother died when she was young. Nih gamba bapak saye - si satan:

Mr.satan nih sgt2 protektif of his daughter nih, esp with respect to boys. Videl membesar dgn bapaknye ni, dan belajar martial arts supaye dia jadik superhebbat macam apak dia ituh.. quite tomboy and rebelled, videl is actually an anagram of 'DEVIL'; dan coincidentally, her father's name is Mr. SATAN. (In some religions, it is believed that the devil is the son of Satan). [setan lah]
This is her husband, go-han. Videl jatoh chentak berketar lutot after gohan ajar dia fly, videl rase gohan sgt baek hati lah kunun. kecintaan yg takde tolok bandingnye ni membuatkan videl sgt sgt trust the gohan, with her life. huhuk. cinta punye cinta, satu hari, didapati gohan berbalot luka. tak percaya gohan mati di tangan majinbuu inih:

videl is sad. she breaks down crying and confesses her love for him, believing that he wasn't dead (she was correct, the only of the heroes who was). n after that, videl takble escape from majinbuu ituh, dan dia telah ditukar kepada cokelet olih buu busuk ituh. so, dlm surgawi, videl pon try lah cari2 si gohan ni.. dgn bantuan Dabura, ChiChi[makmentua videl] and Bulma[mak si trunks], tapik tak bejumpe pon. sigh.. blablabla.. tah cemane tah, biaselah kan, citer komik :-j videl dan gohan kembali ke dunia utk hidop, mereka ketemuan semula. Videl is happy at seeing 'the big jerk' again. She becomes The Great Saiyaman 2/Great Saiyawoman, and they later get married and have a daughter named Pan. seperti gamba yg telah ditunjuk pertame tadi.
Gohan ade atok tiri, yg namanya pon son gohan. comel kan? the picture is atok gohan dukung ayah gohan: son goku. comelllaaanyer si son go ku nih tak osah ckp. tgk sahajos perot dia tuh. jari dia. ramot dia. bwahahaha comel sgt ok.

hmm.. saye harap sekarang anda sudah tau yer apsal saye ske tgk anime. nanti saye akan crite kan pule cemane saye ske plak gune name kuchiki [anime: bleach]. sile busan. :-"

currently listening to: fort minor - whered you go
currently missing love.

++the plain beat

2006-06-21T15:05:00.000+08:00

very very very sleepy. yg tak terkata ulih ayat. saya adalah tido pada jam 6pagi selepas azan subuh, dan tu pon tak dpt tido sgt dek gangguan nyamok di sekitar, dan mendesupkan diri mangon pada jam 8.30am utk ke hakikat kehidupan ini.

gerard adalah mmg disayangi emmuahhh kerana dia comel mcm kazen saye. kazen saye name 'apit'. nanti saye cube letak gamba dia disini ya. dan j cole power laaa! oh ya, kepada crouching-crouch: i hate you before, and i hate you still ya! sile la mati. majulah england untuk kehemseman player nyer. peace!~

semasa mentonton bola di mamak almadina ituh, seorang 'botak' telah mentegor:
"tumpang tanye, awak ni kawan k.aza kan?" "k.aza mana?:-??" "k.aza 2nd college" "k.aza 2nd college??? [sambil mengkerotkan kening tande mencuba] saye mmg 2nd college pon dulu.." "awak selalu ngan budak2 tuh kan.. k.aza, dgn yg pependek tuh semua2 tuh" "wouhh..k.aza tuh.. ha ah ha ah [tapi selalu bersama k.aza??:-??]" "ade no tepon aza tuh tak? dah los kontek la" "woups, saye lagila los kontek :D" "kenal dr.sabri? kenal chot? panjang? saye botak, saye dulu geng2 diorg la" "hoh? hoh?" "hampeh betol budak ni" selambeeee ckp aku hampeh!~
aiyooo.. i dun remember him, langsung. but, i suddenly remembered the good-old-times di 2nd college, i suddenly being remembered of lelaki bernama jai. sketsa satey kajang. gitar. dan, itu sahaja.

dah agak 2 hari saye diserang penyakit malas bace blog org mahupon membloghopped. saye lebih suke bace status2 org di ym-window seperti:
"memahami tapi belom mengerti" [ntah apomondo ntah tak paham ayo]
"partner gay rooney sakit kaki.. kesian" [damn it.. ko kutok owen aku ya.. siot:p]
"smile, if u had 'it' last night" [the ****??]
"i write sins, not tragedies" [iyola tu]
"dun try hard, try smart" [as if trying is ever a good solution heh?]

laptop saye crash. eh saye dah ckp semalam. setelah saye analisa semula, hatdis saye yg crash. kot. selamat jalan lah semua mp3, semua gambar terlampau dan takterlampau, semua msg arkaiv, semua document2 persekolahan, semua software, dan semua tentang kita.

saye masih mengantok. i tot blogging will me awake. tidak rupenye. 2 glass of coffee is not enuff. latte please!

currently listening to: dixie chicks - you were mine
currently feeling: oblivion

++the fiona's singer

2006-06-21T06:19:00.000+08:00

err.. mesti ade org menjengkeliku, sbb aku mcm suke amirul kot :-j
mcm cute ape.. suare dia ok wat.. cube dgr ni:
[sure leli tgh montah darah :D. sorila, kemsalam je lah faizal u tuh :-j]

kalo mahukan kelancaran penontonan, sile pause dahulu sehingge bar kelabu abis, then, baru play ya. world peace!~

currently listening to: :(( table nangis blink182 - aimishyew
currently hating myself.

++the sin i put

2006-06-20T09:29:00.000+08:00

adalah dgn ini di ishtiharkan, laptop saye itu sudah crash dan table masok windo sejurus selepas mengupload gambar2 dari dgcam ituh, maka, mari menangis :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

currently listening to: no song
currently feeling: no feeling

++the imaginary love.

2006-06-16T10:23:00.000+08:00

i love gerard lah. england sucks i know. but gerard is cute lah.
dan crouch itu mempunyai wajah yg mau ku lempang. aku je ke rase begitu?

currently listening to: cindy - atas nama cinta
currently feeling: sleepy. uwaaaa not enuff sleep :((

++the 7th skies ?

2006-06-13T18:53:00.000+08:00

b4 this tatau pon kewujudan lagu ni hehe, tapi, lepas dgr velvet nanyi dlm konsert2, terase bes plak.. tapi, mase velvet nyanyi takde part lelaki tuh, part tuh yg buat dia bes tu kot ke? ntah.. so, meh tgk version sharifah zarina sbb ade part lelaki, silekan tgk..

dan ni link ni ble tgk vclip tu secare lagi bes kot, dan ade byk vclip lain besbes kot.
http://www.mohdimran.com/flash_video/popup_player.php?video_selection=45

Langit Ke Tujuh
By Sharifah Zarina

Dulu kau pernah berkata
Andai kata kita bercinta
Akan kau bina mahligai
Yang terapung di langit ketujuh
Sememangnya seakan khayalan belaka
Aku tak percaya

Kata-katamu hanya mimpi
Di siang hari kemarau panjang
Berpanas jua berteduh tidak
Hati kecil tak memahami
Mahligai itu ada di syurga
Terangilah mata hati
Agar dapatku mengerti
Hoooo?hoooooo

*Ulang semula dari awal
lelaki tu pon cakap:
Kata-kataku bukan mimpi
Di siang hari kemarau panjang
Berpanas tidak berteduh jua.

ps: sesape nak mp3 langit ke tujuh versi velvet power, sile msg me. seriyes sukela suara dia. afundi velvet :D
ps2: uwaaaaa kalah betting :(( damn lah apsal japan kalah :((

currently listening to: velvet - langit ke tujuh
currently feeling: tabest

++the konsert2 - af4

2006-06-12T09:37:00.000+08:00

woups.. guek pon tatau cemane guek bley terjebak ke kancah ini.
hehehh.. 4 ticket passes were for mom, kaklong, myself and my brother. hehehe. afundi videl !!!~
pic1: me and kaklong
pic2: 4u2c ialah artis jempotan wow, guek ssuke :D.. azam, lanz, yanz, joe. [malang, adik &rinz takdok huhukkkk. ac pon takde.]
pic3: the free passes.

and.. erk, tetibe menjadi hiba menterdengarkan lagu fran- kerna terpaksa ek. :(

Kerna terpaksa aku melangkah pergi
Kerna terpaksa ku turut kata hati
Gementar tibuhku dengan keputusan ini
Biarpun pedih ku teruskan jua

Di antara kita mengapa ada dia
Biarpun hanya kawan biasa
Tapi ku rasa berlainan caranya
Hingga mencakar perasaanku
Terpaksaku
Terpaksaku membuat pilihan
Mengundurkan diri untuk kebahagiaanmu

Kerna terpaksa aku rela sendiri
Kerna terpaksa lalu aku menangis
Tertutup hatiku untuk bercinta lagi
Tidak ku tahu bila kan terbuka

Di antara kita mengapa ada dia
Biarpun hanya kawan biasa
Tapi ku rasa berlainan caranya
Hingga mencakar perasaanku
Andainya ku melakukan begitu
Bagaimanakah perasaanmu
Terpaksaku
Terpaksaku membuat pilihan
Mengundurkan diri untuk kebahagiaanmu

currently listening to: kerna terpaksa? :(
currently feeling: pain.

++the typical me

2006-06-08T10:36:00.000+08:00

Mungkin diriku harus begini
Selamanya... darimu
Atau ku harus mengakhiri cinta ini
Kepadamu...

Kini cintaku telah kaubagi
Tak sanggup kuhadapi semua ini

Reff :
Aku tak biasa
Bila tiada kau disisiku
Aku tak biasa
Bila ku tak mendengar suaramu
Aku tak biasa
Bila tak memeluk dirimu
Aku tak biasa
Bila kutidur tanpa belaianmu
Aku tak biasa
Aku tak biasa

Kucoba untuk terus berpaling dari hatimu
Namun tak bisa
Bayangan itu terus mengganggu dalam tidurku
Kumenangis...

Kini cintaku telah kau bagi
Tak sanggup kuhadapi semua ini

currently listening to: alda - aku tak biasa
currently feeling: aiyoooooooooooo. sakit lah.

++the between ups n downs

2006-06-07T12:29:00.000+08:00

greys anatomy adalah citer pasal budak2 surgical interns kat Seattle Grace Hospital.
sape2 yg tgk and ikot, misti tau dr. miranda bailey- yg di assigned jadik diorg nyer surgical resident [aka evaluator diorg ah]. so semua budak2 intern nih adalah takot same dr bailey yg cam garang n nazi nih.
one of the intern: dr o'malley, yg biasenye dipanggil george tuh adalah yg paling clumsy atau paling lawak bongok ni, dia telah disuatu operation nih bersame2 dgn dr bailey nih. dan beginilah kesahnye itu..

dr. bailey said: 'do not kick me ' [muke mcm marah nih]
george said: 'excuse me??! ' [muke plak muke: lu apahalll??]
dr. bailey said: 'are u kicking me under the table o'malley? '
george said: 'no!~ ' [dgn muke bengang gileee]
dr. bailey said: 'then clearly, i wasnt talking to you.. '
:))))))))) gelak gile.
then dr. bailey mcm straigtening her body, sambil bercakap kpd perotnye:
'you cannot kick me while i'm doing my job. '
=)).
george george. lawak la dia ni. ade one part, mak meredith [dr.grey] adalah dtg hospital ni, ditahan di wad sbb penyakit senile dia ni.. lalu george ni di assign utk jage dia. starting from seeing him in first sight lagi si george ni asek2 kene marah oleh mak meredith. pasal apa? sbb muke dia mcm muke husband dia aka bapak meredith. :)) si george gi tanye ngan dr.webber [boss segale surgical resident] betolke muke dia mcm muke bapak meredith?
then si webber nih garu2 dagu sambil pandang george atas bawah: ha ah la, muke ko mcm muke bapak meredith. :)) seriyes lawak kalo korang tgk cemane wajah george mase ni.
'i am meredith's father :-??'

grey's anatomy did made the nite, but whatabot the day? huks, sad again.
currently listening to: krisdayanti - ku tak sanggup
currently feeling: pening kepala kpd suatu permintaan.

++the greatest advice

2006-06-06T14:32:00.000+08:00

[10:50] owwek: mende nih takes time beb
[10:50] owwek: aku rase sebulan lagi pon ko still nangis tp tak la teruk cam skang kot
[10:50] owwek: heh
[10:50] owwek: lepas part2 sedih nih
[10:50] owwek: nanti ko rase part2 nak sepak terajang lempang karate
[10:51] owwek: lepas tuh nanti part ko takmoh amik tau langsung, pastuh takmau kene mengene, pasal cerite die pon ko takmoh dengar
[10:51] owwek: until u stop caring about him, that is the time ko bley get over him
[10:51] owwek: selagik ko care, selagik ko nak amik tau, selagik ko dgr
[10:51] owwek: selagi tuh ko akan teringat2, lalu menangis tegolek telentang
[10:52] owwek: peace
[10:55] videl80: wah owwe
[10:55] videl80: first time aku dgr yu talk about relesensip
[10:55] videl80: tekedu
[10:56] videl80: part yg the break-up chronolgy tuh the best
[10:57] owwek: ahahah dont play2
[10:57] owwek: tabahkan hatimu chaiyo chaiyo

thats amongst it. dalam byk2 nasihat, owwe punyer paling hebbat. apsal ntah. huhuhukkk.. yup, im still crying, dying, healing. you named it. tapi bak kate eja, layankan sodih tuh selagi termampu ni.. layan2 lagu sedih nangis sampai bengkak mate, until one day, you'll sick n tired of it. huhukk again. kadang2, bangun2 tido je terus melalak, tatau aku mimpi ape, tapi waking up knowing that you have to be alone is soo-owh pathetic..

bosannnnnnye blog aku!

korang akan bace mende2 bosan ini utk 3bulan, sile tadah tinger. :-"

currently listening to: peterpan - yg terdalam :(((((( nangis nangis
currently feeling: sad. bah!

++the secret of success theheck!

2006-06-05T09:53:00.000+08:00

aku pon tatau apsal aku rase tengok bola mcm bole release tension.
apsal ek? cube ckp.. [tapik, sedih dtg lagi. damn. pergi pergi pergilah sedih ituh!!!]
malaysia vs singapore [3rdmay2006:stadium paroi, somban.]

ha ah yer, nih penalty. they managed 0-0 in the game.
lelistagustamaragajus
currently listening to: laluna - selepas kau pergi
currently feeling: sad again. damn lah!

++the deleted entries.

2006-06-02T12:05:00.000+08:00

i deleted few entries inside this, ade org komplen takot tgk i mencarot. huks. so not me.

videl80: entry tuh dah dilit
melloyz: hahahah .. patut la try cari balik tak jumpa ..
videl80: ;))
melloyz: rase cam ada baca ..
videl80: aduu
videl80: byk betol mencarot skang
melloyz: emm .. ya la ..
videl80: :)>-
melloyz: bile baca tu pun macam terkejut ..
melloyz: emm .. mana la ko blaja ..
melloyz: nak cakap aku ajar .. tak ..
melloyz: emm leli lagi la bukan ..
[blaja dr blog org lain :-"]

currently listening to: atiek - aku syg padamu. damn, kenape ia sdg kuar?????
currently feeling: hating ownself.

++the letters to you part 2

2006-06-01T09:08:00.000+08:00

you hurt me. you hurt me really bad. really2 bad. in a 'you made me die' bad. so, i beg you, dont touch my heart again, u might see me killing myself. i am mentally dead already.

now, who really thinks sitting alone on the bed with a non-stop phone ringing is not killing oneself?
torturing gile babi.
awak, plis stop. im dying here. apologies not accepted add it to the broken heart you collected.

tetibe terase mcm filem ~~'sepet'~~ plak. the difference: orked baru nak pegi UK, i, dah balik from UK and the things started a month before my return. how cruel. how cruel.
4 tahun yg merugikan.

zullllll, i need more cigars!
currently listening to: sarah - ke hujung dunia??
currently feeling: aiyo apsal makin hari makin takble terima kenyataan ni :((

++the yesterday

2006-05-30T09:06:00.000+08:00

"semua karna cinta.. ku menangis.. semua karna cinta.. ku tertawa.. semua karna cinta, semua karna cinta.. yang kau tinggalkan hanyalah luka.."

yang paling saye sayang, kak ujen, yg byk suruh saye fight for it, yg sampai tengahmalam tadi nonstop calling me asking my condition, and asking me to take care of myself.. and apologizing betubi2..
to kak anne & kak petha, yg kasi greenlite utk saye terajang him rite in front of everybody there n then, sori sis, i dont hv the energy just yet. tekedu...
kak met yg paling saye takot..
kak cyn yg paling sporting & rawk..
and mama yan, yg saye sanjungi.

sesungguhnya cinta itu buta dan membutakan.

not until yesterday.
i am now surrender.
white flag.

sorry for everywrong & thanx for everything.

currently listening to: semua jenis sad love song dr ketegeri peterpan padi dewa krisdayanti semua semua tuh, tapi, yg paling biken nangis ialah blink182-i miss you. ya allah nangis lagi.
currently feeling: mcm ada seketol batu duduk dalam hati ini.

++the maitim huhuk

2006-05-29T11:18:00.000+08:00

huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa:((
penat ai bersunggoh2 pigi bukit jalil sokong myteam tau :((
apsal korang nihhhhhhhhhhhhh??? apsal lembek sgttttttttt!!!
nangis nangis nangis.. yu guys made me down lah.

walopon jarang2 turun padang tgk bola [bole kire dgn jarijemari],
but i hv few assumptions why they guys did like watching it di depan mata kepala bebanding tgk di tv, which are:
1. kite bole tgk dgn matekepale seniri how unfair a ref. ituh shud be, mmg terase tercabar tahap nak mengcarut woho. ho. ho. ho. ho. horlicks sodap.
2. takkesah ah cemane rempet pon kau, cemane anak derhaka pon kau, cemane ahli-PAS yg anti kajaan gilebabi pon kau, cemane ko tiap hari kutok malaysian and wish to stay at us ke uk ke yg sgt open in anything pon kau, cemane a loser pon kau, cemane playboy pon kau, cemane ustad pon kau, when its time to sing negaraku, everybody will keep quiet [some even tanak jawab henfon tuh!] and sing together. that's malaysian. yeah, it really synchronous and i felt like crying. keji ok aku ni. sumimasennnn :d.
3. byk gile adegan potong from tv wo. we viewed from all corner of the field. i mean, how about seeing an ugly man screaming from the other half of the field, while others termasoklah the 'pasokan keselamatan' concentrating on another goal-side, buat bodoe je malas nak layan tangisan mu.
and seeing someone fell down, di kaki pihak lawan, dan kemudian di terajang diwajahnya, olih pihak lawan tesebot. ai was like: 'babi!!!! woiiii apsal tv tak tunjok nihhhhhh???'
[woups, sori, i emo sbb semalam ai gadoh ngan wanita gila]
4. hnm.. hv u ever tasted a 20cent air oren cap paip, and paid for RM2? hee, u can geddit here. ok la tuh, aku penah pegi konsert fantasia siti dan membeli sebotol coke berharge 10hinggit? like heck! tiket elok2 free, bayo air plak mcm sial harge wayang.
5. moving on to the game itself: kite dapat mentengok secare live how malaysian-team kene boo each [i mean setiapkali tau!] each time their face/ the coach face appeared on screen [tv]. kesian wo. and how the supporters sgt bersatupadu menghoreykan myteam tiapkali mereka appeared on screen.
6. mase first goal frm myteam, dgn aku2 skali melompat tuh! mcm magneto ade dudok kat atas bumbung tuh, dia sedut kitorg. gile melonjak wey. hugs. ade jugak rase nak menetes airmata kegumbiraan, tapi, rilekla brader. gile poyo kalo aku nangis ok. keep quite.
7. dan selepas itu game menjadik tabest. sbb malaysian-under20 telah mengkawal game. myteam mengkawal game pada minit ke 90 aje. hukkks.
8. sebagai seorg yg bukan reti psl bola pon heheh;)), nih komen2 saye [dan mr.yance] mengkenai myteam:
-passing korang sgt horror
- heading yg tak penah jadik? siriyes takpnah skalipon bejaye dgn tandukan. adula.
-overexcited sehingge menggelaban mcm gaban, sgt menggelabah lah. hish.
-goalie tuh sekor, apsal mcm sepakan lembek tuh takble kontrol wey? uhhh. tataula, aku takpenah jadik goalie, tapi, nampak sgt mudah ok.
-patu, entahlah, mungkin diorg nih turn off, sbb, tak dpt lawan actual nationalteam kot :-?? ehh?

sekian sahaje pade waktu ini, saye mahu ke klia menghantar budak gemok balik tawau. selamat siang!~

[ps: peachy'wedding on emil's reception day will be updated tomolo lah. with the piccas]
[another ps: X3 sgt best bebanding davincicode. peace!]

currently listening to: padi - kasih tak sampai.
currently feeling: poning kepalo.

++the 'pick me, choose me, love me!!'

2006-05-24T17:57:00.000+08:00

Meredith:
"Okay.. here it is. Your choice, it's simple her or me. And I'm sure she's really great. But, Derek, I love you.. in a really, really big.. pretend to like your taste in music, let you eat the last piece of cheesecake, hold a radio over my head outside your window, unfortunate way that makes me hate you love you. So pick me. Choose me. Love me. I'll be at Joe's tonight, so if you do decide to sign the papers.. meet me there."
and do you think that derek will show up at joe's?

things said is way mooore alluring than kept beneath.

oii? im kidding. i like this episode. if u know what i mean. lalala :-"
du yu know that she's in her thirties [1969??]?? i really tot she's twenties. thanx owwe for the info.

[i hate dr addison sheperd. sumimasen :-"]
currently listening to: ella- aku kau dia
currently feeling: loyaloya. moerkhhhhh>:P

++the my team

2006-05-24T09:21:00.000+08:00

laily said: "tuah ayam nampak di kaki, tuah my team dapat gi old trafford"
:(((((((((( jeles ok!. i mean, hoho! free-free pegi old trafford??
we went to old trafford, saving our scholar money tau tak???? naik megabus bodoh yg begoyang2 tuh sampai patah tengkok tau tak?? beratur 3 jam nak tgk a game in there tau tak?? nguhuhuuhuuuu.. how lucky a person can be..
i recap one of the player's comment upon returning from kedai kari mane ntah kat manchester tuh:
"the food? ok lah, but, malaysian food way moooore better. sedap lagi kat malaysia."
and another one:
"hnm manchester? ok la. this is my first and last time. tanak dtg dah"
haa.. amek kauk.. nak sgt kan pegi mancester.. hujan emas dinegara org, hujan batu negeri sendiri, lebih baik negeri sendiri woooo...
but anyhow, i sokong my myteam. semuge myteam menang lawan pasokan kebangsaan. :D peace.
sbb diorg nih mcm bes la pulak.. lawak pon lawak...

now, who did miss this uncle from trafford stadium? dia mcm hebbat la kan dlm tv malam tadi:d
currently listening to: jasonmraz - life is wonderful
i miss you love

++the life is super wonderful

2006-05-22T10:28:00.000+08:00

huhuhuhhhhhh...
penat dan menghantok nyah.
just went back from jb. peachy's wedding yesterday.
aiyo yu cantik la dude. congrats peachy n emil. happy life for both!
from left: zaid, lalok, lyd, shake, me, oa.
more piccas awaiting, go to my fotopages [not yet update ngeee:D]

currently listening to: jason mraz - life is wonderful
currently feeling: saiko-ed by a saiko

++the one with the smelly cat

2006-05-19T15:36:00.000+08:00

pagi semalam mase nak gi keje, ade sekor kucing tido atas bonet kete aku. comel sgt sgt weyh. taktipu.
trying not to kacau her tido, i 'syuhh.. syuhh..' secare bebisik.. [dgn harapan dia akan bangon secare mengigau dan blah..] tapi tak.. dia tak dgr tuh.. dia tido secare hebbatnya lagi.. its already late, 5 mins to 9am, kene pegi keje.. table jadik.. lalu, ku 'toit,toit', picit lah jugak alarm bukak kete tuh.. terpisat2, kucing tuh buke mate kemalasan. [ehwah, mcm dlm novel plak].
then dia panang aku, then, dia tido semule..
[mcm kalo ko kejot laki ko bangun tido kan.. centuh la dia..]
yak allah comel sgt sgt lahnya.. then aku kejot lagi.. 'bangun meoww.. bangun..'[separoh bebisik]
then dia buke mate lagi skali.. then dia buat muke cute dia tuh..
dlm hati dia ckp: "5 minit lagi plisss"
[skali lagi, mcm kalo kite kejot laki kite bangun]
oih, table jadi ni.. 'meow.. bangunnn bangunnn.." [separoh tak bebisik dah]
then, dia buke mate lagi dan menggeliat seriyes mcm kalo kite bangun tido tuh..
seriyes mcm pangai kite kite..

dalam hati, 'kalolaa ko sa-orang lelaki hemsem dan bersih.. dah lame aku ciom ko betubitubi.. tapi, kau hanyalah seekor kucing'
sigh.
aku takot + tak berani + tak pernah pegang kucing. walopon aku ske tgk kucing. tgk dr jauh sahaja. tidak brani mendekati.
sekian, trime kaseyyyyy...

notes: aku belom kawen, dan belom ade laki. jgn bersangka buruk ya, tak manis.
currently listening to: inara george - infinity
currently feeling: warm

++the sengalest pak pandir

2006-05-18T11:09:00.000+08:00

tekatekitekatekuk, ular mati dlm mangkok
1. banyak2 kuda, kuda apa yg kite tanampak dia, dia nampak kite?
2. banyak2 syiling, syiling ape paling hitam?
3. banyak2 mende, mende ape yg tak kuar semase tido?

:-"

till then, enjoy newest pic of atokkuh; [mcm pakpandir]

currently listening to: yellowcard - only one
currently feeling: down 8-

++the phone ring

2006-05-17T12:53:00.000+08:00

monotous.
i hope i'll have some peaks during peachy's big-day. this weekend.
i hope so. amin.

p/s nak diettttttttttttttt!!! i need 5 kilos of evacuations. huks!

currently listening to: dewa - lover's rhapsody
currently feeling: monotous

++the teacher's day we should cherish

2006-05-16T12:56:00.000+08:00

remember budakgemok?? from my engineering design class.
rite after i shouted and slammed the door behind, i rxd trails of smses, bunch actually. from the classmates.
some apologies from behalf, some, from their inner heart themselves.
and that nite, he called me, pleading for apologies. and he heard me said: "apologies not accepted add it to the broken heart you collected!"
ngiahahahha, takder ah, aku tak sekejam ituh. ituh adelah lirik lagu all cried out:D.
i just said: ok, itu je awak nak ckp heh? ok bye..
i didnt even mention that ive apologized him, because he kept on repeating of how inhuman he is even to his own frens? the fnck? i just need a simple sorry admitting his own fault. dotted.

so then, he did sms me sesekali, mcm nak sejukkan hatiku yg beku kot.
until the days before final xm, my colleage [eyin] threatening him when he's asking for extra marks for his lab-assignment.
eyin said: "apa? nak mintak dpt 'A'.. aa.. nanti saye tanye kat cikhasifah dulu yeh, kalo dia kasi, saye kasi.."
ROFL.=)). sesekali menjadik keji akan menjadikan kite best. sugoii!!
and he replied to eyin: " :(( cik hezrin, cikhasifah tuh dah maafkan saye ke ek? saye sms dia tak reply2, tapi, bile jumpe dlm lift dia mcm ok pulak begelak ketawa dgn rakan2 saye"
another ROFL =))
[so, anda tahu tak ape agaknye lecturer/cikgu2 anda ngumpat di belakang anda? my previous teachers pernah mengkonfess, yg, mereka telah memberikan nama samaran kpd kami2 dan mereka saring mengumpat menggunekan name2 samaran ituh di bilik guru. yak ampon. kelaka tau cikgu2 nih.]

and the fact that one of the classmates, texted me with:
"happy teachers day cik. Hope u happy always. trima kasih prnah mengajar kami." did really made my day.
atleast ade gak org appreciate aku. thanx you.

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY all!
[especially eja, kaknoni, eyin, rose, kaksue, kakhajar, ilalat, jue, farrah, kakina, kakmasa, kakandak, kakmas,woi bapak ramai woiii.. semua lecturer2 iuctt:D, semua cikgucikgi kuh, hamzaharoff:D, semua lekcere um, surrey, dan semua2 lah]

[notes: ROFL-rolling on the floor laughing]

currently listening to: guru wawasan =))))))
currently feeling: bliss.

++the mother's day

2006-05-15T11:05:00.000+08:00

happy mother's day mom! i luv you.

i think im having the pms thing. sucks!
currently listening to: lifehouse - blind
currently feeling: grey. mcm dr.grey. intuition.