++the 'how to keep my love' movie

la la la la la.
do you know how to cry instantly? i mean, if you really want to cry, but then you cant cry, but you really want to cry to burst all out, what will yu do? watch movies! and here i recommend:
how to keep my love
it helps if you have same life-storyline wiv the movie. achtung!: this is not some kesah hidup yg derita or patah kaki, or buta, or yg sakit2 punyer cerita sedih. this is a total romance sad love story. so, kalo ko tak suke citer cintan, tayah tgk lah.

duhh, i kept telling myself to be tough, but, thing is, i am vulnerable each and every single day. every thing, every single thing i have to ask why. i have to doubt. and every running events made me mesmerizing my old days. and the best part is, i am more than with enuff experience than anyone could foreseen. but, i am weak myself. i hope ramadhan will make me strong.

ps: yesterday yesterday, while having our midnite-chat @nailis, taipan, wiv oa zul n yans, adam of AF2 passed by. and the fact that he didnot bekelip mata menpandangkuh and ignored yans'smile towards him that time, was a bliss after so much hatred of the nite. thanx la weyyy~
ps2: adam hemsem wo!

currently listening to: remioromen - konayuki
currently feeling: phobia
i wanna go home n sleep