++the love unsaid

based on a true story.

a wife died 40 days after her husband death.

ok the story.
this husband and wife were not living normally the season before their death.
they were living in the same house, but, they were separately separate, in all ways.
they sleep in different rooms, they talk in different air, they especially trying to not facing each other in all circumstances.
they stayed for the sake of their children: the only reason why they dont want to get divorce.
they used to be a very very happy couple. they got married because of their deep love ituh.
they build their own house, the husband was an architect. and they had beautiful kids. beautiful life at first.
and then they became enemy to each other. and no one knows the reason of their separateness.

until one day, the husband died of lung cancer. and everyone was sad. especially the wife.
slowly after his death, the wife is getting sick. day by day, became worse. and rite after 40 days, she died.

maybe she was holding herself? maybe all this while she was pretending she dont care, but, she cared too much until she killed herself? maybe she still loved the husband, but ego stucked her to follow her heart? and worse is, she didnt made it to time to straight things up, her husband was the one who go first from her life.

in our life, ego is the cruellest thing that a heart can hold on to.

and,
'there's a danger in loving somebody too much, and its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust. there's a reason why people dont stay where they are, baby, sometimes love just aint enough.. '

currently listening to: patty smith - sometimes love just aint enough
currently feeling: observed