++the thought that only me heard..

You say I only hear what I want to
You say I talk so all the time so.

And I thought what I felt was simple,
and I thought that I don't belong,
and now that I am leaving,
now I know that I did something wrong 'cuz I missed you.
Yeah, I missed you.

And you say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard,
I don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
or to anyone, anywhere,
I don't understand if you really care,
I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no (bad)

And so I, I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up
and this woman was singin' my song:
the lover's in love and the other's run away,
the lover is cryin' 'cuz the other won't stay.

Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
dieing since the day they were born.
Well, this is not that:
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown.

And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure.
You try to tell me that I'm clever,
but that won't take my anyhow, or anywhere with you.

You said that I was naive,
And I thought that I was strong.
I thought, "hey, I can leave, I can leave."
Oh but now I know that I was wrong, 'cuz I missed you.

You said, "I caught you 'cuz I want you and one day I'll let you go."
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me 'cuz you know you're just so scared to lose.
And you say, "Stay."

You say I only hear what I want to.

lisa loeb - stay

++the promises i kept, never did you.

Ketika pertama kujumpa denganmu
Bukankah pernah kutanyakan padamu kasih
Takkan kecewakah kau pada diriku
Takkan menyesalkah kau hidup denganku kasih

Memang kau bukan yang pertama bagiku
Pernah satu hati mengisi hidupku dulu
Dan kini semua kau katakan padaku
Jangan ada dusta di antara kita kasih

Semua terserah padamu aku begini adanya
Kuhormati keputusanmu, apapun yang akan
Kau katakan, sebelum terlanjur kita jauh
Melangkah, kau katakan saja

currently listening to: broery marantika - jangan ada dusta diantara kita

++the hope that falls each day

if yu could only sing this to me...

diriku tak akan berpaling
darimu untuk selamanyaaaa
apapun yg engkau alami
aku pon turut merasai
jangan menangis
jangan bersedih
tak guna menangis
tak guna bersedih kerna hatimu kan terus terhiris
biarkan waktu yg menyembuhkan perasaan...

dan tuhan lebih menyayangi
diri yg slalu mengingati..

airmata yg membasahi
takkan mengulang keadaan
jangan menangis
jangan bersedih

aku mendengarmu
aku memahami
akukan menjadi penghibur hati
mendengarmu
yg setia yg selalu menjagamuuu

song of the moment: arjuna-mendengarmu