++the walking soft-toy

not until my own colleage called me a 'walking soft-toy'
ohmaigodness. that plump hah?
i sat infront of my 'execution-station' doing the soldering thingy, when a colleage came and hugged me really tight. she said, it's something like to straighten back her muscle. and then, came this other colleage and said "she's like a walking soft-toy heh"
=)). siot gilerrrrr!!
twas toyonce who called me kucing before.
and now i am a walking-softtoy.
wot next yawll? huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa, ramadhan where's my hope? of losing weight?
last saturday was @ tupaitupai, last tuesday @ ayamas, yesterday @ ikea buffet haiyaaaa, like mopiko lai laaaa..

surr3y-girls gathering @ ayaman midveli.from left: husna, fidah, lely, me, lond, safura.


currently listening to: eman - i shut down
currently feeling: happy back. muahh.
i wanna hug my boroi. he's at kg pasir ambor :(

++the prawns

yerrrrrrrrr benerrr...
that's my 4th prawn of the nite. heh. blessed nite.
i went to fariq + rose 's reception at dewan merak kayangan last nite. wiv beyonce.
at first i thought, owh where lah all the people nih. lambat sunggoh, tapi, alangkah bagusnye jike meja ini kosong sampai sudah. doa termakbol, when, eventually, mmg meja kami ialah kosong sampai sudah.
[+hanye ade sorang lagi pakcik yg tak kuat makan sahaje].
so, we both melantak udang2 besar tuh sorang 4 ketol. [other table was looking jealously, they only got one each :-"].

hnm, well, twas bekos our table was isolated ke, atau i am not good at screening other table, tapik, i cant see anyone that i knew of. fariq was my ex-colleage, i saw no other ex-colleage. rose pula was an ex-UM, pon, i cant see anyone i knew. i was looking for e'jan [my ex-roomie yg adalah bespren rose dulu], hnm, manelah diorg duduk ek. they both were also an ex-surr3y, i didnot see any surr3y-an there [accept ash&bf].
takpelah, tunggu prettypeektures kuarkan gambar2.
this is our table. kosong dan best utk melantak. :D. and we brot back 4 ketol souviners. ;)


currently listening to: rihanna - unfaithful
currently feeling: scared of my fate
i want to: go to hawaiii

++the lucky no.2

japgi tulis, tgh pikir ayat nih.

sambungan..

b4 ai proceed, inginlah dinyatekan disini lucky no. tuh takde kenemene ngan wedding bells ;)

laily (10:33:36 AM): mana tagboard
laily (10:33:40 AM): ai nak komplen ni
videl (10:36:16 AM): jap
videl (10:36:22 AM): i tgh adjas komen ni
laily (10:37:16 AM): mangse selepas ini: laily ;) the lucky no.2
laily (10:37:19 AM): b-(
videl (10:37:23 AM): ;))
videl (10:37:33 AM): wiken nih i karang esei utk u yeh
laily (10:37:37 AM): [penat ai senyap je tak komen pape supaya tak kena]
videl (10:37:38 AM): baik u buat baik ngan ai
laily (10:37:45 AM): at least 2 page pliss
laily (10:37:46 AM): :-"
videl (10:37:48 AM): kalo tak i paste memende sekretip8-x
laily (10:38:17 AM): kasi ai proof read dulu
videl (10:38:31 AM): >:P

hehehe. inihlah pangai si leli busok nih. ;))
ape ek nak citer pasal kamu.
i knew her baru jak 2 tahun. :-o baru 2 tahun kerrr, i felt like knowing her years. kalah kawan skolah menengah. hehe. sorilah beb, i cant remember we bekenal2an at the BTN course we attended together, but, i remember bekenalan mase ade satu ceramah MARA kat bangunan mara. a week b4 we togedegede flying to UK. that is the day when we exchanged fon number, and starting sms-ing, discussing about our luggage weight :-j ecewah, mcm bf plak.
but still, mcm biase2 je lah berkawan gitu2 je, takdela kenal sgt budak busuk nih adelah sebusuk ituh.
not until we finally landed on surr3y's ground, we had most of the class together kot. eh actually not most, half the classes, tapi, she's the closest person to me disana. :-j ehuu, apsal ayat ku bebunyi jiwang nih. mencinyer.
selalu lah share2 movie ke anime ke lagu ke apepeke besame. try buat beberape recipe bersame. pegi memane trips anjuran sendiri pon bersamesame [except italy]..

yea, tak dilupekan juwe, kami ialah bersame berdua mentengok manchester united vs fullham di stadium old trafford secara beratur selame 3 jam sebelom the game started. ituh ialah kenangan terindah tuh. [ewwwww:-j]. byk benornyer kenangan terindah. susah kang tulis kang bukan takat 2 pages, bley naik satu novel mcm novel mawi & ina tuh nanti ;))

kenangan pahit ialah apebile dia nih tekentot busok sekali. :))
ngehahhahahahhaa. taklah. tipu je :-". tapi si leli nih ialah berangin puting beliung perutnye, selalu tau nak bebunyi2 dangdut, especeli ketike dalam class. moerkh sgt. selalu kalo tgk movie didalam kesamaran malam, tgh movie tuh sunyi sepi tuh, tibe2 dgr bunyi puting beliung dia moerkhhhhhhhh>:P sangatttttt.
walaupon begitu, dia ini sgt baek hati, suke membantu bagaikan aur dgn tebingnye :D
tidak hairanlah jike ramai makcik2 bekenan nak jadikan menantu sepergiannye ke kenduri tunang akaklongku tempohari. walopon nampak tekial2 dia dan yance tuh membasuh beras di tepian dapur, namun, terusik gak lah seposen hati makcik2 yg memandang tuh utk dijadikan menantu. :))
[part tuh ai buat cerite, takde pon mane2 makcik bekenan :-".. sajeje nak amek hati yuh :-"]

ahha, ni part paling kene kasito. dia nih, pegi mane2 ramai aje yg beminat ek. menyangpah ai :-j. yuhwol tuh, kaki2 ngorat tuh kan, kalo nak ngorat leli nih kan, make sure cukop duit nak bayarkan utang nasi ayam dia kat ai yer. jap, cek buku 555 jap. after diskon, utang dia ade lagi 282 bungkus nasi ayam yer. silekan berusaha. murah je tuh kalo nak banding ngan hantaran kawen siti nurhaliza. :-"

deyyy, lagi yuh nak suruh i tulis pasal ape ek. hihihikk. marilah kite menabor fetnah ke atas leli 8-x. ngehehe. owh korang tau tak leli nih anak bola :-j. ayah dia name abdul rahman wooo. sape tak kenal tuh memang sah kaki bangku ;)). [guek tak kenal ekceli :-j, ntah sape je yg kasito ntah:)), barulah tau siapakah gerangan nya ituh :-j ai mmg kaki bangku pong :-"].
budak ni jgn lah diajak tgk bola, dia kalo set2 bola tuh mcm nak masok gol, tapi, tak masok pon nyer, dia dah bediri sorang2. buat malu je bawak pegi tgk bola nih. adik ai siap tutup muke tahan malu. 8-x.

owh, mengkenai status dia yeh? silelah tanye empunya diri :-", saye tidak mahu terlibat mahupon menjadik middleman yeah. sekian, time kaseyyyyy~

currently listening to: lifehouse - you and me
currently drowning. in my liquid tears.

++the calculator

can u imagine how's our life gonna be in the next 10 years? 20 years? 30 years?
i mean economically.
last 20 years, when i was at 5, hnm, takdepepe, my mom suke suapkan nasi.:D. and i think no other hand boleh suap sesedap my mom's suapan.. nasik tuh mcm bercampor lauk tuh mcm ngam-ngam gitu. heh heh. i know nothing about the price watsoeva kot.
the youngest age of buying, was, at 7 lah kot, a plate of mee guring was 20 cent. eating the teacher's plate [which is slightly bigger amount, bigger plate, glass plate] was 60 cent kot.
and then, last 10 years, when i was at 15, the price of nasi ayam kak-maliz was like rm2. ke? i eat our dining hall foods all the time :D. kantin tuh pegi bebile mewah aje.
last 5 years, when i was at 20, my uni-days at unimalaya, nasi campor is at rm2.80 the most. which will contain nasi putih + ayam masak merah + sayur bendi guring. +/- 20 cent for the same gizi.
[huhu, i miss baktisiswa & perdanasiswa & kedai paklah fac engine.]
last 2 years, b4 going to uk, i worked at d4mansara perdana, and the same gizi i took during uni-days will cost me around rm3.30 gitu gitu.
last year, at uk, the same gizi, is GBP3.50 at malaysian hall. huks, dun convert! but ayam goreng cili padi malaysian hall adalah ter-baek! how we cant miss it? [tapi ade sorang pekeje dia adalah sgt angkoh dan sumbung membuatkan kami beralih arah ke kedai chopstick]
and today, today as of at August 2006, the same gizi, nasi putih + ayam masak apepe + sayur apepe = around rm4.50, or rm5.30 jike aku makan kat baloh.
now what? imagine the next 10 years, mungkin sebuah meal lunch ialah rm 7
how about the next 20 years? a lunch meal mungkin jatuh kepada kedudukan rm15 kot?? :-o

and now, mari kite tgk harga2 gadgets di dunia.
last 20 years, erm, handphones adalah aku tatau apebende :D
last 10 years, erm, mcm tatau harge gak bley?:D
last 5 years, haaa, mase ni nokia 3210 ialah paling glemer kot, was around rm700.
last 2 years, the same hp was almost rm300
last year, rm 100 oso can get.
today, dah takde jual kot :P

ok, lets do the calculation.
harga henfon berkadar songsang dgn harga lunch-meals.

maka, dgn itu, marilah kite same2 makan henfon kite pada usia tua mengejar kelak.
jika anda ialah orang yg suke tukatuki hp, dinasihatkan simpanlah henfon2 lame anda supaye boleh lah di jadikan macam alala makan ikan pekasam ek di hari tua.

*bukan sahaje henfon kot, harge kereta, harge komputer, owh jgn suruh aku ckp psl harge laptop yeh, amarahlah sgt. the same laptop, the same brand, but wiv more technologies n specs adalah murah sebanyak RM2k now compared to the date i bought.

**saye ialah baru je lepas makan nasik dan agak dah nak takde duit nak tapau nasik tadi :D, biaselah hujung2 bulan :-j, tuh yg terase nak je makan henfon aku ni tuh.

currently listening to: samsons kenangan terindah
currently hating my colleage

++the chopstick

location: chopstick restaurant, bayswater road, London.watching gilmore girls made me craving for a chopstick meals lah. u see, rory and lorelai, they like to eat those in-box foods, nampak sedap, and if u happen to go to london, don miss it, kat bayswater road tuh.
adula.. where ek can i get those kat KL ni? i missed it lah. huks. its coming, my *Ms thingy.

ps: hell, gilmore girls finale season adalah mcm tak finale dan mcm akan bersambung. damn it.
and u, i cried. :)>- that part when rory wake up from bed and logan is departing.
peace!~

currently listening to: matchbox twenty - 3 am
currently feeling: its 3 am I must be lonely yeyeahh.

++the another day that i cant forget

remember today ??
i remembered, i went down to woking [woking jobcentre plus] today, for an interview.
[woking is 10mins by tren from guildford.]
and inside the train and being alone, i cant really knows what happened around me.. rumours were spreading, tv was showing something, but, i'm too snob to ask around. so, i sat down quietly half enjoying my hot-chocs.
[hot choc kat guildford train adelah ter-baek, sempat lagi promote tuh].

ok, i went straight to the interview, and then, sempat membelibelah skirts [2 pairs ok], for my paris trip.
duh, not until i stopped by at this toiletteriesstore [boots or superdrugs, i cant remember], i finally saw the news about the underground-bombing at London. then, baru i started freaking out. the vodafone/o2/orange line were simply un-reachable that time, i cant get to frens at london [imahan, suri].
and then, barulah my mom started calling way from malaysia, asking my condition and sebagai anak yg baik, ofkos i didnt tell her that i'm busy shopping now mom, i told her i was in the school ntah ape tah tipu tuh. and phone calls from frens n yance.

people were staring at me like what after that. damn it lah keadaan itu. but, it lasted 2-3days sahaje, after that keadaan kembali normal. we managed to go to paris [by eurostar] a week after the incident and came back safely. [mom was suggesting cancelling the trip after the tragedy, huh, nasib baik gak aku keras kepale ek, kottak tak merase pegi paris.]

ahh, how can i forget july 2005, the month when you first met her and then forget about me, after all this years. a month before i came back to malaysia. i hate my memories. [woups, pms :-"]

currently listening to: acha septriasa & irwansyah - in my heart ?
currently feeling touched.

++the name

one day, in a wedding ceremony held by malaysian society in uni of surr3y, i encountered this lady while queuing for nasi beriyani. of course i know her not. but she looked at me reminiscing samtin. then she stared rite to me and said:
"you nih videlcute ker?"
shocked, and of course rase mcm malu nak nyorok didalam nasiberiyani.
"i read your blog hehe :D" big grin.
"latest lagu in your blog tuh, i suke lah"
huhuhu. not that i am proud of it, but, somtimes, when people reckon me macam ituh, terase shabbash lah pulak. because im not glamer mcm blog kawan2 ku ittew [eg: pojan, berg, dll] :-j.. hihihi. and i write craps. real craps. huk~

currently listening to: peterpan feat siti nurhaliza [damn it] - mungkin nanti.
currently having the futbol-fever. in-flu-enza lah. srottttt.

++the secret of success theheck!

aku pon tatau apsal aku rase tengok bola mcm bole release tension.
apsal ek? cube ckp.. [tapik, sedih dtg lagi. damn. pergi pergi pergilah sedih ituh!!!]
malaysia vs singapore [3rdmay2006:stadium paroi, somban.]


ha ah yer, nih penalty. they managed 0-0 in the game.
lelistagustamaragajus
currently listening to: laluna - selepas kau pergi
currently feeling: sad again. damn lah!

++the my team

laily said: "tuah ayam nampak di kaki, tuah my team dapat gi old trafford"
:(((((((((( jeles ok!. i mean, hoho! free-free pegi old trafford??
we went to old trafford, by saving our scholar money tau tak???? naik megabus bodoh yg begoyang2 tuh sampai patah tengkok tau tak?? beratur 3 jam nak tgk a game in there tau tak?? nguhuhuuhuuuu.. how lucky a person can be..
i recap one of the player's comment upon returning from kedai kari mane ntah kat manchester tuh:
"the food? ok lah, but, malaysian food way moooore better. sedap lagi kat malaysia."
and another one:
"hnm manchester? ok la. this is my first and last time. tanak dtg dah"
haa.. amek kauk.. nak sgt kan pegi mancester.. hujan emas dinegara org, hujan batu negeri sendiri, lebih baik negeri sendiri woooo...
but anyhow, i sokong my myteam. semuge myteam menang lawan pasokan kebangsaan. :D peace.
sbb diorg nih mcm bes la pulak.. lawak pon lawak...

now, who did miss this uncle from trafford stadium? dia mcm hebbat la kan dlm tv malam tadi:d
currently listening to: jasonmraz - life is wonderful
i miss you love

++the 16 more days to go..

one sunday morning while pumping the petrol at esso near my house, a young guy stand still in front of me.
i was like, apekehal mamat ni. then after a long stares, and i looked at his nametag, barulah realised, he's my student. aiyoo~

atfirst: wutthe??
2nd glance: eh yu student i kan????? omigod..
he: ya la miss..
me: aiyo aiyo, yu keje sini kah? parttime eh?
he: ye lah miss, yuran mahal sgt kot.. huhuuu..
me: huhukkk.. dah lame ke keje sini?
he: ade dekat sebulan dah..
me: oo..oo.. duduk berdekatan kah?
he: dedekat rumah miss laa.. rumah miss kat jalan ma****ni kan? selalu nampak miss lalu lalu tuh..
me: damn!~

i soooooo wanted to pindah! gosh! ape agaknye kekantoian yg sudah dinampaki olih studentkuh. adula~

and anyways, my thesis been published in an antenna magazine in UK. see see: [berlagak terlampau, walaupon takdelaa mende sgt pon]

Jack L. Stone to me

Hello Has1fah:
Your Prof. David Jefferies sent us your email inquiry about the article you participated in with him recently.

[...]I've run thru your website, and wondering if the 'Loop Antenna Investigations' has been published in the www.antennex.com or not. I would help in providing any datas that i've collected if you should require.[...]

Indeed, it was published and I'm setting you up with a free login to all of the reading rooms, so you can see your work and all other content too.

Your login is:
UN: has1fah@gmail.com
PW: ASK ME

The specific article URL is:
http://www.antennex.com/archive8/Feb06/Feb406/intromlg.htm

Good luck on your new career!

(^_^)
Happy trails,
Jack L. Stone

... http://www.antennex.com

antenneX Online Magazine
currently listening to: sheila on 7 - tunjuk satu bintang
currently feeling: sleepy sahngat.

++the borias

'pstt.. psst.. chep4h? chep4h?'
boleh my ofismets nih bisik2 calling my name while buying breakfast this morning?
for they were unsure that this is me.
i wear this weird shirt with cordroilled-skirt, and they said its cute.
another officemate said cute.
another officemate said cute too.
they mustve guess it, its samtin not from here, the pattern is different.
alala lady-D bak kate kak hajar.

muuhuhuhuhuhuuuu...
guys, du yu remember this time?
omigod i miss yu guys lah.

currently listening to: finch - letters to you
currently feeling: sentimentelll