++the 'anuar zain - perpisahan'

i somehow felt that this song is so-ohhh meaningful.
ade siape ade lagu anuar zain - perpisahan? email to me, tengs !~

and yupp. am looking forward to watch this movie 'cinta'. typical me.

and here i would like to express the lyrics~

ku mengerti.. perpisahan ini..
bukan kerana kau membenci
tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
tiada lagi bersama

sering kala aku terlihatkanmu
impian nan indah bersulam bahagia

ku harungi hari demi hari
bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
tapi hati masih tak terima
ditinggalkan sengsara

keraguan ini.. bukanlah padamu
perasaan hati masih rindu
kekakalutan ini hanyalah untukku
tercari cari bayanganmu

tak sanggup aku kehilangan... mu
kehilanganmu..

keraguan ini .. bukanlah padamu
masih tercari-cari bayanganmu
tak sanggup aku kehilanganmu...

currently listening to:anuar zain - perpisahan
currently feeling:hurt by own colleage.
i wanna be:rich to open my own bakery cum cafe!!!

++the 'how to keep my love' movie

la la la la la.
do you know how to cry instantly? i mean, if you really want to cry, but then you cant cry, but you really want to cry to burst all out, what will yu do? watch movies! and here i recommend:
how to keep my love
it helps if you have same life-storyline wiv the movie. achtung!: this is not some kesah hidup yg derita or patah kaki, or buta, or yg sakit2 punyer cerita sedih. this is a total romance sad love story. so, kalo ko tak suke citer cintan, tayah tgk lah.

duhh, i kept telling myself to be tough, but, thing is, i am vulnerable each and every single day. every thing, every single thing i have to ask why. i have to doubt. and every running events made me mesmerizing my old days. and the best part is, i am more than with enuff experience than anyone could foreseen. but, i am weak myself. i hope ramadhan will make me strong.

ps: yesterday yesterday, while having our midnite-chat @nailis, taipan, wiv oa zul n yans, adam of AF2 passed by. and the fact that he didnot bekelip mata menpandangkuh and ignored yans'smile towards him that time, was a bliss after so much hatred of the nite. thanx la weyyy~
ps2: adam hemsem wo!

currently listening to: remioromen - konayuki
currently feeling: phobia
i wanna go home n sleep

++the feeds

"No feeds were found. Please verify that the website publishes an RSS feed. "

alangkah bencinyer ku mendapat msg inih.. disini, inginlah saye menseru kawan2 ku supaye check samada your blog publishes an RSS feed. inih ialah kerna lebih senang guek nak track perkembangan blog2 anda semua.
u know, i loike lah this 'bloglines-http://www.bloglines.com/myblogs' thing, it keeps track of my daily-cuppas, simple and easy. it tells me which blog has an update. sonang gilo, takyah susah2 nak bukak satu-satu semua blog utk check updates. tapi, tulah, ade a few blogs yg tidak ade rss feed, maka, this bloglines takble track. contoh blog ialah: blog sue & aida. *take notes!*

*eh, du yu know that last sunday, after the kenduri kahwin fariq&rose, i went tengok wayang snakes on the plane dgn memakai baju kebaya itu? : dan perasaannya ialah, seperti ular2 masuk kedlm kain, dan menangis.
did i not tell u that i am afraid of snakes? or even worms? *lelah*

currently listening to: flipside - someday
currently flipping thru my old photos ;)
i want to go ireland. :D

++the moment to remember. [a moment]

read this!!!http://slipperykitchen.blogspot.com/2006/05/moment-to-remember.html
dgn semangat kental yg jitu, i downloaded the movie, dan dgn semangat kental yg jitu juwe, i prepared my bed, my pillows, my sound systems, with macaroni fruit salad and a mug of drinks in my hand, i open the movie lah. only to find out, the subtitle is in french! FRENCH!!! bloodyhell aku tak kire, aku nak tgk gak!! lalu aku tgk gak dlm keadaan tak paham. lantok!

dan adekah anda tahu yg ianya tengah ditayangkan di pawagam berhamperan? demmit!

currently listening to:tonic - if you could only see
currently feeling: tired

++the cruellest thing

DO YOU KNOW WHAT IS THE CRUELLLLLLEST THING happened to me today????
i wrote almost 2 pages [kalo di tampal di microsoft words lah kot], of an entry, just before i accidentally close the window, for god's sake i havent even save as draft atlist once!
:(((((((( menangis bergande, bekos i put my whole excitement in writing that just now, buang masa!
so, whats gonna happened is, i wil shotfomkan isi2 penting tulisan yg telah terpadam tadi okeyyy [okeyyy = alala esqueleto dlm movie 'nacho libre'].

huh.

ok, first: prison break 2nd season sudah berada di pasaran p2p to be dwnload yawll. hehehe. ntah2 korang dah lame dlod dah kan, tapi, mcm ade kemungkinan ia bakal meleret ek. huh.

2nd one: nip tuck.
what if your ex comes to you and says:
"i'm positive, HIV positive"
rileks, not me, obviously, but, its this character in niptuck, dr.christian troy, who is paranoid of having the HIV virus, after his ex-sexmate came to him claiming about having a hiv positive. serve you rite, whoupsie, simpang malaikat 44. nauzubillah.
and i heard nip tuck will be shown in tv8 rite? wow, i wonder how they're gonna cut all the censored patotnyer tuh. :-s muh huh uh huhh. eh, ke kat astro axn ek? ntahlah, mane2 pon, its like showing sex and the city to crowd lah kot ek? hohoho.

3rd one: bilelah diorg nak sambung grey's anatomy tuh nih. :-w

4th one: movie 'click' best. i tot i read mr.and.mrs.imran's blog saying that everybody's crying watching it, and when i did watch the movie, i looked, left-rite, front, and nobody's crying, atlis like me. sob sob, adakah mereka benar2 rempit atau rejim zionis seperti yg diperkatekan olih mrs.imran? :((. i cried like hell :D. especeli the part when adam sandler kept rewind-play-rewind-play the part when his father said 'i love you, son' and he left him crying. huwaaaaaaaaaa, syahduuu, syahdu sesyahdu syahdu nyaaaaa uuu aaa uuu aaaaa. :D over plak. after the movie, i asked beyonce [read:yance] about that, why arent you crying? and he said: sedih mmg sedih, tapi takkanlah nak nangis kot? bah!!! lelaki mmg ngengado taik kudo. moerkhhh!! :D

5th: after the 3rd-failed-dial to my home-line, i called my mom's hp, only to hear her excitedly shouting:
"mak kat cameron nih, la la la !~"
and i was like: " hah buat ape?"
and she said: "sajeje, kiterang busan tatau nak pegi mane, dan ayah ko ckp dia tak pnah dtg cameron lagi"
and i went: jelessssssssssssss, i havent went to cameron of all my lifetime. :(( jeles jeles. jeles banget. jeles jugak sbb ayah slambe ponteng keje hari nih. besnye keje kajaan!!

eh, i am scared of thinking why is my father tetibe terase nak pegi cameron ek? bedua je plak tuh.
*videl is berdoakan kesejahteraan kedua2 org tua kuh, amin*

currently listening to: the brilliant green - i believe
currently feeling: sleepy, walopon adalah tido sekucupnye semalam. ejejejejje:-j

++the dramaqueen/s

'our eyes might be open, but we were drooling'
seriyesli, the last 3 movies i watched were like masok tinge kanan kua tinge kiri.
rite after being disqualified by the digi-officers, i went straight to the lounge where all the disqualifying contestants sleep over. they: digi-officers didnt allow us to straightly drive back home ourselves, mati accident plak kang.

and you know what, i slept really well, i mean that is one hell of a public place man![read: the lounge] and it was like 10.30 to 11.00 am when i woke up, only to find out that i was wrapped in a selimut [yg diperbuat drpd towel putih] and the guys at the counter of the lounge screamed "terima kasih, terima kasih", and u know why? bekos they watched me sleeping, freely. *BLUSHES SECARA PUKAL*
[who hell selimutkan saye ituh???]
one of the guy come over to pick back the selimut, and i runaway. was thinking, adekah aku telah meniduri secara kuak tunggang tebalik?? and watabot the snores? was there any snores? makkkkkkkkkkkkkkk maluuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!!!!!!!

adulaa, everybody, termasoklah penjual2 tiket wayang di kaunter tuh adalah mentengok, my tudung was everywhere [serabai], the cekop kepale was still there, but my hairs was in and out [apekah ayat ini?].
ha ha. bodoe la, cemane la ble tetido hebbat di tempat2 begini.
[eh suddenly tingat when me and imahan tido secare hebbat gak kat airport rome sbb flight adelah di subuhan, tapi tu takpa, seme org putih adalah tak kesah kot, yg nih, seme adelah org melayu! or atlis malaysian! uwaaa:((]

after washing my face, betolkan segale yg perlu dibetolkan, i went down to the watson at the curve yg berdekatan, was thinking of buying the partner-in-crime supplies of tongkat ali pawerut [10tin], eyemore for tired eyes, chewinggums.
and sikit je lagi nak membayar, then yance call me: "awakkkkkkkkk, saye tetido :((((((". uwaaaaaaaaaa, tamatlah riwayat RM10,000. tamatlah riwayat N91 aku, tamatlah riwayat T30 aku, dan tamatlah riwayat SLR aku :((. i collapsed in front of watson [roh sahaje, my body was still standing :D]

his story: he had been sleeping for an hour actually, but with drooled eyes kot, the digi-officers failed to notice, and he woke up asking the person beside him: " eh, passport aku dah kene amek ke??", and the person beside him said: "no", and he continued watching and then he fell asleep again and kantoi this time. huhuk. rugi rugi. [passport: sejenis kad yg kalo kite ialah disqualified, passport itu akan ditarik balik].
my eliminated movie was xmen, and his was after mine: taeguki. nice movies kan, tapi, kalo dah ngantuk tuh, ko kasila porn skalik pon, mmg table blah kot.

im wishing for more events like this coming up. please lah sarikat2 gegasi malaysia anjurkan, am craving for more gadgets lah.

peeps, starlight cinema sudah kembali, jom jom tido di padang lagi. [read: lotr trilogy ]
eh, didnt i mentioned that i am sick of watching movies, err atlis for this month kot :D. 22 movies in a row, and u wan make me puke kah?
ah well, starlight cinema exceptional lah.

*[trying really hard to not watch dragon tiger gate]*

currently listening to: alda - aku tak biasa
currently feeling: unhealthy

++the diary of anne frank

is the most boring book i've ever read.

registration counter open at 9.am friday morning, and we were at least the last 20 person to line up. they people already been there since forever. [i mean since before 8am kot]. gile lah tepakse mendapat seating agak takbest sbb terlambat.. soccay. atlis our seats were not those 1,2,3 rows from the screen.
after some taklimat from digi, rules and regulations, doctors advise bla bla bla. the journey began..
28th july 2006, friday
1. 11.00am - Uzumaru. erm well, quite a fascinating movie kot. tak pnah tgk dan sbb masih di awal marathon, agak teruja la kot tgk citer nih. ok. nice one.
2. 01.00pm - assasination of richard nixon. as usual if u've watched i am sam before, this samting like it. same old sen penn, doing his character. err, ok kot. nice one gak.
3. 03.00pm - million dollar baby. watched this mase kat uk dulu. so, kinda expected ending nih aku kurengggg skek, walopon i still cried at the same scene. hehe. ya-yaaa i know, i am vulnerable when it comes to sad movies. bluergh!~
4. 05.30pm - Valiant. erm. a cartoon movie. entahlah, mcm dah hilang perasaan utk men-judge ke hape ai ni ek. tapi, agak kartun yg boringla jugak kot ek. entahlah.
5. 07.00pm - initial D. ok ai mmg ske cite ni. dah tgk kat uk gak. tapi, sbb ade edison ape tuh name dia? yg hemsem tuh. takpela, sapesapela janji hemsem. layan.
6. 09.00pm - cry wolf. huh i cant remember a thing about this movie. nih movie ape ek. uhuh tak engatttt.
7. 10.45pm - keabadian cinta. korean movie. hnm sweet kot. layan jeee kalo sweet2 ni :d. hehehe. nyam nyam. and heroin adalah super lawa. hero adelah serabai tapi i know he;s hemsem somewhere. laaa~

29th july 2006, saturday
8. 12.45am - the red shoes. another korean movie. boring mcm babi. ntah ape motif citer, i still cant geddit. and helo, thanx a lot lah for all the sounds yg tak best. they korean dah takde modal buat citer ke hape, semua nak tiru2 alala nang nak bebuat citer seram yg tahapepe.
9. 02.30am - cinta pertama: my girl. thai movie. yg telah dialihbahase ke bahase indon. ke ape ek? ntahla. tapi busan. tapi sbb stil tak mengantuk, so, layan kot.
10. 04.30am - rock school. the most boring rock movie. this aint no 'school of rock' kinda movie. totally and utterly the different one! bapak boringgggggggg. dan dia ialah bukan movie actually, its a documentary more to say. mcm bodoh sial. eeeeeeeee. bodohnye sape yg pilih movie ni nihhh?
11. 06.15am - second hand lions. hnm, ok kot. psl 2 pakcik tua yg mase mude telah pegi ke europe dan mengdapat emas banyak2 patu bile dah tua2 tatau cemane nak jolikan duit ituh. part lion tuh sikit je ekceli, tapi tatau apsal telah menjadik tajuk citer.
12. 08.30am - Le grand Voyage. lagi satu movie paling boring hebbat abad ini. damn it! atlis i can digest the storyline, but i dunno about those chinese or matsaleh [sorang je matsaleh yg join movie marathon nih]. this is story about a guy and his father's journey to mecca, from france. naik kereta. dan telah dilande pelbagai dugaan. bapak dia alim, anak mcm setan. seriyes rase nak je 'gap kan kepale anak dia tuh. tapi, kesian laa kat those yg tak paham islam dan tepakse tgk citer nih. heheh.
13. 10.15am - romeo&juliet. babi arrr bapak boringggg dowwww!!!.. sebbaik diorg tak meng-sequelkan ke boringan ni dgn mensambung kpd shakespeare in love tuh. kottak, bajet mati la aku situ.
14. 12.15pm - driving miss wealthy. chinese movie. ok la kot. a romantic comedy psl gadis kaye yg tak reti diuntung, lalu bapak dia atur strategi utk memiskinkan dia supaye belajar erti hidup.
15. 02.30pm - conan the barbarian. tau tak movie ini ialah didlm dvd version??? yea bener, apekejenis cinema ni telah mempasang dvd. mcm vaviiiii. ouh yeah, they didnt censor the sex scene, tapi kitorang adelah buat dekkkk aje sbb mcm dah takde perasaan dan di mamai-an.
16. 04.50pm - conan the destroyer. yak allah seriyes diorg tak potong sex scene tapi kiterang buat bodo lagi. damn it where goes our sense of lust?? omaigodness.
17. 0645pm - the soong sisters. chinese movie. busan mcm raja gula. citer psl 3 beradik popan yg busan. dan berunsurkan politik.
18. 09.00pm - dirty dancing. another dirty movie. [for me :D]. ade juge beberape ketol sex scene yg agak tidak di cut. :-"
19. 11.00pm - the last emperor. chinese movie. apsal laa diorg ske sgt tayang chinese movie. diorg tatau ke chinese movie tuh ialah bosan. bosan tau tak bosannnnnnnnnn!~

30th July 2006, sunday
20. 01.50am - rush hour. thanxalot la weyh.
21. 04.00am - braveheart. at this time, i already mati. my eyes might be open, but i am seriously drooling. all the time. at the time the movie ends, i lompat tinggi2 to fetch away my balance back. huhukk. kenot tahan.
22. 06.30am - XMEN. ok so i conclude, its not about the movie is boring, its about me getting bored of watching. XMEN is hilariously the best movie in town, but still, i doze off for i think like 10 secs aje, but the digi guy said ive been dozing off for more than 20secs. i was like: penipuuuuuuuuuuuuu!~
wattodo, my partner in crime juge telah tetido at the same time, but, he wasnt kantoi like me.
so, that is when all the mistake went in. we actually worked as a partner here. main tumbok2, main cubit2, tapi this time.. he let me sleep bekos he is also sleepy shit. huhuk, and after me going out of the scene, he himself cannot tahan, and been disqualified 3 hours after me.

i am the last 30samting person. at time yance kuar, left only 32person in the cinema. out of 200 people.
my record is 44hours. damn, i hate number 4.

anyways, thanxalot for the experience, i'll sure join again if given the opportunity, seriyesly!
best gile.
i'll write more, to be continuedlah..

currently listening to: shakira - my hips dun lie
currently feeling: sleepy, still.

++the deal

ok, here's my deal..
if i win this RM10,000, i will belanja u all chillis. ok tak? ok tak?
nak chillis free, doakan aku berjaya tak tido tgk movie tuh yer. 3 hari tau! 3 hari i repeat. ngapngap.
okla okla, i belanje u all chillis and tgi friday. ok?

the competition starts on friday morning, and ends on monday morning, which i think, i will survive only until saturday err saturday evening la, kasi can la.. [ntah2 friday evening aku dah selamat tetido, innalillah]
ahh, doakan aje la, jgn byk soal. doakan aku kuat!

and u know what? [sambil lihatlah attachment form pertandingan yg ditampal dibawahnih], dia ade column utk college/university??? means what ek? intentionally for students ke mendalah nih ek? aku sorang aje ke wanita bekerje yg mensertai ek??? owh tuhan luluskanlah cuti aku. pupupuuuu terase besemangat plak :))



[woups, cuti sudah approved: jumaat n isnin. nyam nyam. ble soping2 isnin nanti
nyamnyam]

currently listening to: ost garasi - hilang
currently missing atuk

++the wedding of the year?

[+just added]0. i delayed this entry, why? bekos me [and an officemate] telah turun ke kedai mamak untuk mesaksikan press-conf siti mengumomkan tarikh pertunangan n perkawenan nya, MOERKH!! kalahkan semua jenis kontroversi pemimpin negara tatahan. tapi, dia telah ada 5 designer utk wedding of the year ituh [yg telah disebut olih datuk k sebagai 'majlis yg sederhana sahaja'] omigod duk duk duk duk duk duk tak puas hati.

1. ok. hnm. deads man chest best what. kenape imah ckp tabest ek? :-s are u losing your inside-humor imahan :-??

2. zoOm in bersama m.nasir. mcm trend plak skrg ni, if i was [we were] bored, we will head up to angkasapuri and watch anything in there. [sori ye, i tak clubbing huks].
of course i dunno whose performing, i went stret to guard house and asked the pakcikpolis there
saye: "err, mlm ni sape pefom ye pakcik?"
pakciktuh: "ape ni.. [-(.. dtg nak tgk pefomen, tapi tatau sape pefom ni [-(" [sambil menggulung misai, exaggerated]
sipenipu: "ehehe. kiterang dr konsert AF pakcik, tak dpt masok, tu yg pegi sini nih" [yg mentipu]
pakciktuh: "ooooo... tak dpt masok konsert AF baru nak dtg rtm ye.. [-("
sipenipu: "biaselah pakcik, rtm kan saks.. " [la la la ckp dalam hati sahaje, sbb takot tak dpt masok langsung tgk pefomen]
pakciktuh: "ni ade tiket tak ni? nak tgk mnasir ni?"
saye: "uik? kene ade tiket ker? alaaa.. mane nak tauuu kene ade tiket.. mane nak dpt tiket?"
[sambil kenyit sebelah hidung]
org lalu lalang: "saye ade tix extra [sambil bukak purse], kebetolan amek tiket utk kawan, dia tak dpt dtg"
saye: "uuu uuuu uuuuu nak pelok kamu"
pakciktuh: "siot betol budak ni lalu time2 ni [-(" [dia bercakap drpd riak wajahnye sahaje]

m nasir tuh hemsem kan :x



3. and then, di one utama telah ada sejenis majlis kLue magazine blue chillis pebende tuh, lalu ade pefomen drpd the times. pernah dgr lagu gadisku dalam koma tak? haa, ye bener, merekalah yg saye maksodkan.
[there's this one nite where i sang 'gadisku dalam koma.. seriyuskah.. keadaannyaa..' non-stop, and repeating the same verse n lyrics only, oa adalah saiko sehingge koma that nite alone]


4. and finally, adalah mentengok this breakdance championship 2006 ituh, lalu menjadik wow.
dia mcm alala citer ape tuh yg memule satu grup ni menari, then the other grup adalah kene balas, then balas, then balas. crite 'save the last dance' ker ek? dah lupe. but of kos, malaysian nyer breakdance adalah tidak begitu bagus kot. more to showing self-power, rather than trying to 'balas' the opponent's trick.


dun get me wrong, but this contestant is a girl hmkay!


currently listening to: fauziah latiff - dia [damn it i still stuck with this mnet.fm streaming thing pojan gave]
currently hating siti nurhaliza for chosing besfren's hasben, helo!! a father!

++the geek in the pink. i luv u lah. :))

notes: geek in the pink is a song by jason mraz.

daily dose of bloghopping is a must now. gosh!
i figure, no matter how much works piling on my table from the day before, no matter how busy the day will be, i will do the same routine every morning, checking up my daily-cuppa. atleast the usual one. and bloghoppin will then be done when am not so preoccupied with samtin to submit in the noon.
huhh mcm addicted pulok.

anyways, i watched failure to launch last nite. altho some people might say this kinda movie, simple2 + loveydovey type ni, membazir tgk wyg, ble tgk cd aje, but, i am this type of suke membazir kot:-??
the movie, i think is sweetly done. cume, i think sarah jessica parker is too old for the char. eh? ntahla. :D
and i might add that this type of movie is the type of movie 'll rejoice back my brain after a daily routine of '9-7pm being paranoid of how my boss hated me' syndrome. mcm citer 50 first dates tuh. hilang penat bekerja seharian wo. bile balik tuh rase ringan aje melayanglayang. [walopon dah naik 5 kilo]. ngeeheee:D
layankan aje aku nih. konflik diri konflik diri.
yay mlm ni mahu nonton ituh poseidon. yay citer berat takpe tgk kalo esoknye tak keje. yayyyyyyyyyyy esok cutiiiiiiiiiiii sugoiiii sugoiiiiiiiiii!!!!!

on another notes,
reading chics blog made me write this.
tau tak cemane nak cari org yg hilang yer?
senang aje, call adekbadek dia dan mak dia dan susahkan hati semorang. supaya in the end, ade pompan malang seperti aku nih menjadik seperti pompan keji yg sunggoh tidak ada adab.
ops sori, ter emo berdasarkan pengalaman tak best. sila abaikan disitu.

currently listening to: padi: begitu indah
currently feeling: sleepy. sempat lagi tido kot b4 movie nanti.

++the truth said rudely is way more better than the lie said correctly

1. i confessed, that last nite's conversation was the best conversation i've ever had. luv yu.

2. mission impossible 3 is a must watch movie. sgt best.

3. there's this last part in 'pulse' trailer, when kristenbell trying to listen by putting her ear to the wall, and a zombie is hearing on the other side, yance is making use of that scene to scare me out; when am trying to listen to my neighbour. damn! [i know not my neighbours :D]

4. now, who would want to watch failure to launch with me? i so like matthew mc-con-na-heyyy since 'a time to kill'. so, i dun care if the movie was rated 5.5, i need refreshmentor.

currently listening to: dewa - sedang ingin bercinta
currently feeling: the inferno

++the one that won

watch and rate this video from red ribbon during the MMU Talentime 2006.


1. congratulations to 'red-ribbon' sbb menang talentime MMU last friday the 28th.
buat babikiu jgn lupekan guek. bidiyo terlampau sumer sudah syiaps.

2. we went to watch musical-teater 'lantai t.pinkie' last saturday. the fact that nasha wasnt quite sparkling compared to azizah mahzan dissappoint me a bit. and i kinda like su ai ling 'putih sue' ituh. dia gedik best. :D
and, err, bole kate boring gak la teater ni ngihiii:D.. walopon ok kot.. ntah. aku tensen line tepon takdok kot. :D
[yup, i did watched the real teater yg bukan musical 'lantai t.pinkie' by juhara ayob wih my parents last 3 years kot. pon boring sikit]
with that, i think, i preferred english-teater kot, they are more juicy & refreshing. peace!
3. sukenye hati setelah membeli external-hatdis. piaw piaw piaw melompat2 girang. tak saba nak sedut2 :-s

4. dgcam saye sudah tidak bulih dipakai, secare biase ataupon luarbiase. mari menangis :((((((( secare germilang. yance cadangkan jual sahajos camcorder itu dan beli dgcam baru. 8-}. sayang.

currently listening to: john mayer - daughters
currently feeling: sad. sad. sad.

++the fastest karma of all

hehu..
i just yelled at oa's-zul about the last-last saturday's tragedy
of how much i hate the situation
of how much i biliv in karma
of how much i'm afraid to get the return of karma.

and then, rite after that, e'ja told me about me not getting my salary for this month!~
OMIGODOMIGODOMIGOD!~
superdemmit!~ the karma return was too fast!
i submitted the resignation letter on 6th february, and my last day was today, but they [theHR] said that i shudve given a 3 months notice instead, so, i wont get this month salary.
another superdemmit!~
makkkkkkkkkkk!~ naknanessssssss!~ :(((((((((((((((
and yu say i wont get my salary for this month hah?
how imma pay my car, my rent, my foodsssssssss
the wedding ceremonies awaiting.. the upcoming rawk-bands events coming.. all in march!
haroskah kuh mengkontek ceti?
muhuuuuuuuuuuu:((((
wat to do, makan loti lorh..
urghhh! bangangggggggggg punyer kampeni!
so guys, [especially oa n zul], sile jgn ajak aku kuar this month yeh, im negatively defisit.
gonna sit and relax at home everyday. yucks!~
hatred hatred!~

eh bideway, i watched this teater:
wake up and smell the coffee
& toast

best best.

currently listening to: sheila on 7 - melompat lebih tinggi
currently feeling: aiyo aiyo sad lorh.