++the fastest karma of all

hehu..
i just yelled at oa's-zul about the last-last saturday's tragedy
of how much i hate the situation
of how much i biliv in karma
of how much i'm afraid to get the return of karma.

and then, rite after that, e'ja told me about me not getting my salary for this month!~
OMIGODOMIGODOMIGOD!~
superdemmit!~ the karma return was too fast!
i submitted the resignation letter on 6th february, and my last day was today, but they [theHR] said that i shudve given a 3 months notice instead, so, i wont get this month salary.
another superdemmit!~
makkkkkkkkkkk!~ naknanessssssss!~ :(((((((((((((((
and yu say i wont get my salary for this month hah?
how imma pay my car, my rent, my foodsssssssss
the wedding ceremonies awaiting.. the upcoming rawk-bands events coming.. all in march!
haroskah kuh mengkontek ceti?
muhuuuuuuuuuuu:((((
wat to do, makan loti lorh..
urghhh! bangangggggggggg punyer kampeni!
so guys, [especially oa n zul], sile jgn ajak aku kuar this month yeh, im negatively defisit.
gonna sit and relax at home everyday. yucks!~
hatred hatred!~

eh bideway, i watched this teater:
wake up and smell the coffee
& toast

best best.

currently listening to: sheila on 7 - melompat lebih tinggi
currently feeling: aiyo aiyo sad lorh.

++the one that has 2 ending.

ameomigod omigod.. dunno if its too late to comment on this..
but, who am i kidding.
i just watched smallville season5-episode12 lastnite..
the first half was shocking, the 2nd half shockes me even more..
mak aihhh..
but i kinda like the 1st half ending compared to the 2nd half..
i mean, in your own life, which one yu probli choose hah?
your lover or your own father?
duhh.. but the ending of all was quite nice, the black-and-white way of snow falling down, the cool face of clark kent, the slow-motion way of everything.

nice-kind-of-way of expressing bereaved-ness.
all of it. plus the song of it. sume sume besh.
a must see!~

another thing is, im now addicted to new series: RELATED.
[you know youre in a bad time of loneliness when you watch most of the tv-series : be it on TV itself, or, you download it. ah-hemnn.. break-up sucks big time.]
just finished the 12th episode of season 1, and i think this new-series is nice.
[tapi table lawan prison break ngan lost kot]
citer simple yg tayah pepening kepale, simply mind-easing.
it is basically a story about these 4 siblings, a very closed-siblings i shud say.
and all of each with own attitude.
tengoklah! kadang2 it remind me of someone near me. hehehh. rahsia.

kredo to jojo who recommend it and burn it for me. thanx a lot dude.
mbe i'll pay you with empty-dvds after this.
thanx again.

as for now, i'm starting my dawson's creek's marathon. season 1 to 5.
[kinda jump here and there last-time watching, so, think i'mma watch it all one by one]
yayyy, at least i know im not gonna be alone anymore.
[thanx again mr.jojo for these dawson's creek dvds]

and no, i wont forget to watch naruto and bleach.

currently listening to: new found glory - dressed to kill
currently feeling: 'till i get over it' feeling. oh, you know how it feels.

++the borias

'pstt.. psst.. chep4h? chep4h?'
boleh my ofismets nih bisik2 calling my name while buying breakfast this morning?
for they were unsure that this is me.
i wear this weird shirt with cordroilled-skirt, and they said its cute.
another officemate said cute.
another officemate said cute too.
they mustve guess it, its samtin not from here, the pattern is different.
alala lady-D bak kate kak hajar.

muuhuhuhuhuhuuuu...
guys, du yu remember this time?
omigod i miss yu guys lah.

currently listening to: finch - letters to you
currently feeling: sentimentelll

++the unforgiven

oops i did it again.
muwaaaaaaaaa:((
last saturday was the third time, and trust me, guilts haunts!~
sorry mister, thousand apologies. sgt.
am not that cruel.

**omigod omigod, am waiting for my hukum karma, huhu takotnyeeeeeee
currently listening: weezer - say it aint so
currently feeling: bad

++the unexistance day

Will you be my Valentine? If I'm a world away?
Apologies are breaking me.
The constants aren't so constant anymore.

The constants aren't so constant anymore.

Happy Valentine y'all!~
coz i dont have one.:(

++the one that once adore..

she's new.. as expected, new colleage will act simply polite, just as she does. but, in our mind, ahh she mbe pretending. her presentation is something not gentle macam tuh. with her alternative-speaky, and selendang lilit keliling kepala, she represent this kind of brutal girl.. but, we were wrong. she's definitely polite, in all ways. even after a month in here. and e'ja finally said : " betul cakap org, dont judge a book by its cover".

speaking of which, there's this episode i shud say 'poyo' lah for me to watch, but, i do watch lah kan ahaha [kantoi]. being aired every tuesday, 9PM, i never failed to follow this drama on tv, even if i failed pon, i dont think i can failed in getting the storyline kot. typical malay-drama.
anyways, there's this lady lah kan. a heroin i shud say. in my previous blog, i did mention that i adore her. yeah, she's lovable. taktipu. this malay-look, very polite, cantik lah kan, everything tuh la. sekali pandang looks like popan kampung yg baik2 sgt tu. catchy sangat. but then, my sis mention, ahha, dialah pompan yg couple with in**k tuh. ok, i choked. in**k is my uncle, he's a teacher in penang. and he bercintak with this girl, this heroin, his student. yak Allahhhhhh.. muke punyer la baikkkkkkk!~ and do i have to write that my uncle is married with two kids? rafiq & izzaty.
the family separated for i dunno how many months. nearly divorced.
i kinda said to my sis, ya Allah nampak mcm baik sgt nye lah sgt sgt nye.. and my sis said, ala budaktuh, time tuh tak glamer lagi, pangai buruk..
alhamdulillah skang dah ok kot hubungan laki bini tuh, and yup the actress and my uncle dah break up.

macam-macam kan pangai manusia.
dalam malaysia ni, saye suke tgk muke sorang manusia ni, tapi tak sangke dia tipu saye.
moral of the story, dont judge the book by its cover. itu aje.

currently listening to: switchfoot - you
currently feeling: sad

++the one whose mine

I can't find a reason to let go
Even though you've found a new love
And she's what your dreams are made of
I can find a reason to hang on
What went wrong can be forgiven
Without you it ain't worth livin' alone
Sometimes I wake up crying at night
And sometimes I scream out your name
What right does she have to take you away
When for so long you were mine
I took out all the pictures of
Our wedding day
It was a time of love and laughter
Happy ever after
But even those old pictures have
Begun to fade
Please tell me she's not real
And that you're really coming home to stay
Sometimes I wake up crying at night
And sometimes I scream out your name
What right does she have to take your heart away
When for so long you were mine
I can give you two good reasons
To show you love's not blind
He's two and she's four and you know
They adore you
So how can I tell them you've changed
Your mind
Sometimes I wake up crying at night
And sometimes I scream out your name
What right does she have to take your heart away
When for so long you were mine

I remember...... when you were mine

currently listening to: dixie chicks - you were mine [sing back by avril]
currently feeling: unlucky.