++the fat-fat pictures lah.

ye betol tuh, sape lagi rase my latest pictures in my fotopej is showing extra-fat in ownself? hehuu, i dunno how many kilos i've put all this while.. [due to the 'tragedy'].. but, i think im gonna do diet lah.
plis lah jgn ajak aku makan megi tetengah malam lagi plis plis plis. not even temankan pon, sbb nanti aku akan turut terjerumus nak sebongkos gok.. obviously, i cant skip the daily meals: lunch&dinners, [i have gastrik], but, suppers are from now on forbidden ya.. :-"

and, i found this new tools to play around to, nice ya, thanx kaknoni for introducing, it means a lot, so does the entry [inside the clapperboard :-"]

currently listening to: nina - ya ya ya (aku bahagia)
currently craving for a cheese cakes.

++the name

one day, in a wedding ceremony held by malaysian society in uni of surr3y, i encountered this lady while queuing for nasi beriyani. of course i know her not. but she looked at me reminiscing samtin. then she stared rite to me and said:
"you nih videlcute ker?"
shocked, and of course rase mcm malu nak nyorok didalam nasiberiyani.
"i read your blog hehe :D" big grin.
"latest lagu in your blog tuh, i suke lah"
huhuhu. not that i am proud of it, but, somtimes, when people reckon me macam ituh, terase shabbash lah pulak. because im not glamer mcm blog kawan2 ku ittew [eg: pojan, berg, dll] :-j.. hihihi. and i write craps. real craps. huk~

currently listening to: peterpan feat siti nurhaliza [damn it] - mungkin nanti.
currently having the futbol-fever. in-flu-enza lah. srottttt.

++the production

im bored and i can consider today as the most un-productive day of the month.
heh.
oh ya. status ym terbaek hari ini dimenangi olih enchek jojo:
"semuge skrotum kamu digigit lipan wahai si pencuri selipar"
ahaha.. ni sure kes gi semayang jemaat dan selipar ilang kat mesjid ni.

p/s: mulai minggu depan, saye mau menyingkap cerita seorang demi seorang teman2 saye. berjagalah anda!
currently listening to: uwaaaaaaa [lagu rahsia] uwaaaa :((
currently feeling: montahdarah.

++the dragonball

'o where o where can my baby be? the lord took her away from meh.. she's gone to heaven so i gotta be gud, so i can see ma baby when i leave dis worldddd~"

the pic: PAN is my daughter by marriage to son-go-han.. [if you know what i mean]..
comel kan? mcm mak dia jugak.

i started the nickname/i.d/ym/semuajenis accountname as VIDEL [or atlist videlcute, sbb, videl nih selalu telah digunapakai olih manusia lain] since last 7/8 years. around 1998/1999. since zaman baju gedoboih2 baru blaja kenyit mate tuh apa. yakni, mase time asasi sains fizikal di UM. tho i started reading the comic since sekolah [berebot2 bookafter].. tapik, that time, i like the gohan ituh. dia sgt comel skali. butthen, come to think of using go-han as a nick might turn people off, :D, they might think im a gay. [?]. so, i used the wife's name: videl.

ok. wats so special about videl nih. videl binti satan.
[an adapted version from wikipedia:videL ]
Videl is the daughter of Mr. Satan and her mother died when she was young. Nih gamba bapak saye - si satan:

Mr.satan nih sgt2 protektif of his daughter nih, esp with respect to boys. Videl membesar dgn bapaknye ni, dan belajar martial arts supaye dia jadik superhebbat macam apak dia ituh.. quite tomboy and rebelled, videl is actually an anagram of 'DEVIL'; dan coincidentally, her father's name is Mr. SATAN. (In some religions, it is believed that the devil is the son of Satan). [setan lah]
This is her husband, go-han. Videl jatoh chentak berketar lutot after gohan ajar dia fly, videl rase gohan sgt baek hati lah kunun. kecintaan yg takde tolok bandingnye ni membuatkan videl sgt sgt trust the gohan, with her life. huhuk. cinta punye cinta, satu hari, didapati gohan berbalot luka. tak percaya gohan mati di tangan majinbuu inih:

videl is sad. she breaks down crying and confesses her love for him, believing that he wasn't dead (she was correct, the only of the heroes who was). n after that, videl takble escape from majinbuu ituh, dan dia telah ditukar kepada cokelet olih buu busuk ituh. so, dlm surgawi, videl pon try lah cari2 si gohan ni.. dgn bantuan Dabura, ChiChi[makmentua videl] and Bulma[mak si trunks], tapik tak bejumpe pon. sigh.. blablabla.. tah cemane tah, biaselah kan, citer komik :-j videl dan gohan kembali ke dunia utk hidop, mereka ketemuan semula. Videl is happy at seeing 'the big jerk' again. She becomes The Great Saiyaman 2/Great Saiyawoman, and they later get married and have a daughter named Pan. seperti gamba yg telah ditunjuk pertame tadi.
Gohan ade atok tiri, yg namanya pon son gohan. comel kan? the picture is atok gohan dukung ayah gohan: son goku. comelllaaanyer si son go ku nih tak osah ckp. tgk sahajos perot dia tuh. jari dia. ramot dia. bwahahaha comel sgt ok.

hmm.. saye harap sekarang anda sudah tau yer apsal saye ske tgk anime. nanti saye akan crite kan pule cemane saye ske plak gune name kuchiki [anime: bleach]. sile busan. :-"

currently listening to: fort minor - whered you go
currently missing love.

++the plain beat

very very very sleepy. yg tak terkata ulih ayat. saya adalah tido pada jam 6pagi selepas azan subuh, dan tu pon tak dpt tido sgt dek gangguan nyamok di sekitar, dan mendesupkan diri mangon pada jam 8.30am utk ke hakikat kehidupan ini.

gerard adalah mmg disayangi emmuahhh kerana dia comel mcm kazen saye. kazen saye name 'apit'. nanti saye cube letak gamba dia disini ya. dan j cole power laaa! oh ya, kepada crouching-crouch: i hate you before, and i hate you still ya! sile la mati. majulah england untuk kehemseman player nyer. peace!~

semasa mentonton bola di mamak almadina ituh, seorang 'botak' telah mentegor:
"tumpang tanye, awak ni kawan k.aza kan?" "k.aza mana?:-??" "k.aza 2nd college" "k.aza 2nd college??? [sambil mengkerotkan kening tande mencuba] saye mmg 2nd college pon dulu.." "awak selalu ngan budak2 tuh kan.. k.aza, dgn yg pependek tuh semua2 tuh" "wouhh..k.aza tuh.. ha ah ha ah [tapi selalu bersama k.aza??:-??]" "ade no tepon aza tuh tak? dah los kontek la" "woups, saye lagila los kontek :D" "kenal dr.sabri? kenal chot? panjang? saye botak, saye dulu geng2 diorg la" "hoh? hoh?" "hampeh betol budak ni" selambeeee ckp aku hampeh!~
aiyooo.. i dun remember him, langsung. but, i suddenly remembered the good-old-times di 2nd college, i suddenly remembered lelaki bernama jai. sketsa satey k4jang. gitar. dan, itu sahaja.

dah agak 2 hari saye diserang penyakit malas bace blog org mahupon membloghopped. saye lebih suke bace status2 org di ym-window seperti:
"memahami tapi belom mengerti" [ntah apomondo ntah tak paham ayo]
"partner gay rooney sakit kaki.. kesian" [damn it.. ko kutok owen aku ya.. siot:p]
"smile, if u had 'it' last night" [the ****??]
"i write sins, not tragedies" [iyola tu]
"dun try hard, try smart" [as if trying is ever a good solution heh?]

laptop saye crash. eh saye dah ckp semalam. setelah saye analisa semula, hatdis saye yg crash. kot. selamat jalan lah semua mp3, semua gambar terlampau dan takterlampau, semua msg arkaiv, semua document2 persekolahan, semua software, dan semua tentang kita.

saye masih mengantok. i tot blogging will me awake. tidak rupenye. 2 glass of coffee is not enuff. latte please!

currently listening to: dixie chicks - you were mine
currently feeling: oblivion

++the fiona's singer

err.. mesti ade org menjengkeliku, sbb aku mcm suke amirul kot :-j
mcm cute ape.. suare dia ok wat.. cube dgr ni:
[sure leli tgh montah darah :D. sorila, kemsalam je lah faizal u tuh :-j]

kalo mahukan kelancaran penontonan, sile pause dahulu sehingge bar kelabu abis, then, baru play ya. world peace!~

currently listening to: :(( table nangis blink182 - aimishyew
currently hating myself.

++the sin i put

adalah dgn ini di ishtiharkan, laptop saye itu sudah crash dan table masok windo sejurus selepas mengupload gambar2 dari dgcam ituh, maka, mari menangis :((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

currently listening to: no song
currently feeling: no feeling

++the imaginary love.

i love gerard lah. england sucks i know. but gerard is cute lah.
dan crouch itu mempunyai wajah yg mau ku lempang. aku je ke rase begitu?

currently listening to: cindy - atas nama cinta
currently feeling: sleepy. uwaaaa not enuff sleep :((

++the 7th skies ?

b4 this tatau pon kewujudan lagu ni hehe, tapi, lepas dgr velvet nanyi dlm konsert2, terase bes plak.. tapi, mase velvet nyanyi takde part lelaki tuh, part tuh yg buat dia bes tu kot ke? ntah.. so, meh tgk version sharifah zarina sbb ade part lelaki, silekan tgk..


dan ni link ni ble tgk vclip tu secare lagi bes kot, dan ade byk vclip lain besbes kot.
http://www.mohdimran.com/flash_video/popup_player.php?video_selection=45

Langit Ke Tujuh
By Sharifah Zarina
Dulu kau pernah berkata
Andai kata kita bercinta
Akan kau bina mahligai
Yang terapung di langit ketujuh
Sememangnya seakan khayalan belaka
Aku tak percaya

Kata-katamu hanya mimpi
Di siang hari kemarau panjang
Berpanas jua berteduh tidak
Hati kecil tak memahami
Mahligai itu ada di syurga
Terangilah mata hati
Agar dapatku mengerti
Hoooo?hoooooo

*Ulang semula dari awal
lelaki tu pon cakap:
Kata-kataku bukan mimpi
Di siang hari kemarau panjang
Berpanas tidak berteduh jua.

ps: sesape nak mp3 langit ke tujuh versi velvet power, sile msg me. seriyes sukela suara dia. afundi velvet :D
ps2: uwaaaaa kalah betting :(( damn lah apsal japan kalah :((
currently listening to: velvet - langit ke tujuh
currently feeling: tabest

++the konsert2 - af4

woups.. guek pon tatau cemane guek bley terjebak ke kancah ini.
hehehh.. 4 ticket passes were for mom, kaklong, myself and my brother. hehehe. afundi videl !!!~
pic1: me and kaklong
pic2: 4u2c ialah artis jempotan wow, guek ssuke :D.. azam, lanz, yanz, joe. [malang, adik &rinz takdok huhukkkk. ac pon takde.]
pic3: the free passes.




and.. erk, tetibe menjadi hiba menterdengarkan lagu fran- kerna terpaksa ek. :(

Kerna terpaksa aku melangkah pergi
Kerna terpaksa ku turut kata hati
Gementar tibuhku dengan keputusan ini
Biarpun pedih ku teruskan jua

Di antara kita mengapa ada dia
Biarpun hanya kawan biasa
Tapi ku rasa berlainan caranya
Hingga mencakar perasaanku
Terpaksaku
Terpaksaku membuat pilihan
Mengundurkan diri untuk kebahagiaanmu

Kerna terpaksa aku rela sendiri
Kerna terpaksa lalu aku menangis
Tertutup hatiku untuk bercinta lagi
Tidak ku tahu bila kan terbuka

Di antara kita mengapa ada dia
Biarpun hanya kawan biasa
Tapi ku rasa berlainan caranya
Hingga mencakar perasaanku
Andainya ku melakukan begitu
Bagaimanakah perasaanmu
Terpaksaku
Terpaksaku membuat pilihan
Mengundurkan diri untuk kebahagiaanmu

currently listening to: kerna terpaksa? :(
currently feeling: pain.

++the typical me

Mungkin diriku harus begini
Selamanya... darimu
Atau ku harus mengakhiri cinta ini
Kepadamu...

Kini cintaku telah kaubagi
Tak sanggup kuhadapi semua ini

Reff :
Aku tak biasa
Bila tiada kau disisiku
Aku tak biasa
Bila ku tak mendengar suaramu
Aku tak biasa
Bila tak memeluk dirimu
Aku tak biasa
Bila kutidur tanpa belaianmu
Aku tak biasa
Aku tak biasa

Kucoba untuk terus berpaling dari hatimu
Namun tak bisa
Bayangan itu terus mengganggu dalam tidurku
Kumenangis...

Kini cintaku telah kau bagi
Tak sanggup kuhadapi semua ini

currently listening to: alda - aku tak biasa
currently feeling: aiyoooooooooooo. sakit lah.

++the between ups n downs

greys anatomy adalah citer pasal budak2 surgical interns kat Seattle Grace Hospital.
sape2 yg tgk and ikot, misti tau dr. miranda bailey- yg di assigned jadik diorg nyer surgical resident [aka evaluator diorg ah]. so semua budak2 intern nih adalah takot same dr bailey yg cam garang n nazi nih.
one of the intern: dr o'malley, yg biasenye dipanggil george tuh adalah yg paling clumsy atau paling lawak bongok ni, dia telah disuatu operation nih bersame2 dgn dr bailey nih. dan beginilah kesahnye itu..

dr. bailey said: 'do not kick me ' [muke mcm marah nih]
george said: 'excuse me??! ' [muke plak muke: lu apahalll??]
dr. bailey said: 'are u kicking me under the table o'malley? '
george said: 'no!~ ' [dgn muke bengang gileee]
dr. bailey said: 'then clearly, i wasnt talking to you.. '
:))))))))) gelak gile.
then dr. bailey mcm straigtening her body, sambil bercakap kpd perotnye:
'you cannot kick me while i'm doing my job. '
=)).
george george. lawak la dia ni.
ade one part, mak meredith [dr.grey] adalah dtg hospital ni, ditahan di wad sbb penyakit senile dia ni.. lalu george ni di assign utk jage dia.
starting from seeing him in first sight lagi si george ni asek2 kene marah oleh mak meredith. pasal apa? sbb muke dia mcm muke husband dia aka bapak meredith. :))
si george gi tanye ngan dr.webber [boss segale surgical resident] betolke muke dia mcm muke bapak meredith?
then si webber nih garu2 dagu sambil pandang george atas bawah:
ha ah la, muke ko mcm muke bapak meredith. :))
seriyes lawak kalo korang tgk cemane wajah george mase ni.
'i am meredith's father :-??'

grey's anatomy did made the nite, but whatabot the day? huks, sad again.
currently listening to: krisdayanti - ku tak sanggup
currently feeling: pening kepala kpd suatu permintaan.

++the greatest advice

[10:50] owwek: mende nih takes time beb
[10:50] owwek: aku rase sebulan lagi pon ko still nangis tp tak la teruk cam skang kot
[10:50] owwek: heh
[10:50] owwek: lepas part2 sedih nih
[10:50] owwek: nanti ko rase part2 nak sepak terajang lempang karate
[10:51] owwek: lepas tuh nanti part ko takmoh amik tau langsung, pastuh takmau kene mengene, pasal cerite die pon ko takmoh dengar
[10:51] owwek: until u stop caring about him, that is the time ko bley get over him
[10:51] owwek: selagik ko care, selagik ko nak amik tau, selagik ko dgr
[10:51] owwek: selagi tuh ko akan teringat2, lalu menangis tegolek telentang
[10:52] owwek: peace
[10:55] videl80: wah owwe
[10:55] videl80: first time aku dgr yu talk about relesensip
[10:55] videl80: tekedu
[10:56] videl80: part yg the break-up chronolgy tuh the best
[10:57] owwek: ahahah dont play2
[10:57] owwek: tabahkan hatimu chaiyo chaiyo
thats amongst it. dalam byk2 nasihat, owwe punyer paling hebbat. apsal ntah. huhuhukkk.. yup, im still crying, dying, healing. you named it. tapi bak kate eja, layankan sodih tuh selagi termampu ni.. layan2 lagu sedih nangis sampai bengkak mate, until one day, you'll sick n tired of it. huhukk again. kadang2, bangun2 tido je terus melalak, tatau aku mimpi ape, tapi waking up knowing that you have to be alone is soo-owh pathetic..

bosannnnnnye blog aku!

korang akan bace mende2 bosan ini utk 3bulan, sile tadah tinger. :-"

currently listening to: peterpan - yg terdalam :(((((( nangis nangis
currently feeling: sad. bah!

++the secret of success theheck!

aku pon tatau apsal aku rase tengok bola mcm bole release tension.
apsal ek? cube ckp.. [tapik, sedih dtg lagi. damn. pergi pergi pergilah sedih ituh!!!]
malaysia vs singapore [3rdmay2006:stadium paroi, somban.]


ha ah yer, nih penalty. they managed 0-0 in the game.
lelistagustamaragajus
currently listening to: laluna - selepas kau pergi
currently feeling: sad again. damn lah!

++the deleted entries.

i deleted few entries inside this, ade org komplen takot tgk i mencarot. huks. so not me.

videl80: entry tuh dah dilit
melloyz: hahahah .. patut la try cari balik tak jumpa ..
videl80: ;))
melloyz: rase cam ada baca ..
videl80: aduu
videl80: byk betol mencarot skang
melloyz: emm .. ya la ..
videl80: :)>-
melloyz: bile baca tu pun macam terkejut ..
melloyz: emm .. mana la ko blaja ..
melloyz: nak cakap aku ajar .. tak ..
melloyz: emm leli lagi la bukan ..
[blaja dr blog org lain :-"]

currently listening to: atiek - aku syg padamu. damn, kenape ia sdg kuar?????
currently feeling: hating ownself.

++the letters to you part 2

you hurt me. you hurt me really bad. really2 bad. in a 'you made me die' bad. so, i beg you, dont touch my heart again, u might see me killing myself. i am mentally dead already.

now, who really thinks sitting alone on the bed with a non-stop phone ringing is not killing oneself?
torturing gile babi.
awak, plis stop. im dying here. apologies not accepted add it to the broken heart you collected.

tetibe terase mcm filem 'sepet' plak. the difference: orked baru nak pegi UK, i, dah balik from UK and the things started a month before my return. how cruel. how cruel.
4 tahun yg merugikan.

zullllll, i need more cigars!
currently listening to: sarah - ke hujung dunia??
currently feeling: aiyo apsal makin hari makin takble terima kenyataan ni :((